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          <lb />cm<lb /><lb />=REBEL<lb /><lb />Co-EGIOIS .... .... Nellie Johanna Lee<lb />John R. Reynolds<lb />Business Manager ........ Irvin Breedlove<lb />Co-ordinating Editor ........ Duncan Stout<lb />Arieiier = =. Sid Morris<lb />Copy egir..... Chip Callaway<lb />Poetry titer... «... Charles Griffin<lb />Reviews Edior......"-«..... ..... Ea Gerrell<lb />Chief Photographer ........ Walter Quade<lb />Advertising Manager ... . Rebecca Hobgood<lb />Assistant Business Mgr. ... Mary Lynn King<lb />Exchange and Subscriptions<lb />Fdicr =. Susan Connor<lb />Typist and Correspondence<lb />Fdicer-. """""si~i~o;és Patrick Berry<lb />Publicity Director... :«ssi~CR§ Ben Terrell<lb />Co-ordinating Staff ...... Lynn Quisenberry<lb /><lb />Irvin Prescott<lb /><lb />Photography and Art Staff George Weigand<lb />Maurice Joyner<lb />Steele Trail<lb />Susan Wood<lb /><lb />Copy Stat. i osw Alice Sanders<lb />Kay Mosu<lb />Evelena Dorman<lb />Mike Porter<lb /><lb />Reviews Staff....... Jennifer Salinger<lb />Lynn Anderson<lb />Patience Collie<lb />Margaret Henderson<lb />Nancie Allen<lb /><lb />Acvicor = =. Ovid Williams Pierce<lb /><lb />The Rebel is a student publication of East Carolina<lb />University. Offices are located on the campus at<lb />300 Old Austin Building. Inquiries and contributions<lb />should be directed to P. O. Box 2486, East Carolina<lb />University Station, Greenville, North Carolina 27834.<lb /><lb />PRINTED BY THE GRAPHIC PRESS, INC., RALEIGH, N. C. 276038<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />Morris<lb /><lb />Quade<lb /><lb />Contributors<lb /><lb />Grif fin<lb /><lb />Walter Quade in his first work for The Rebel as<lb />East CarolinaTs professional photographer brings a<lb />great deal of depth and continuity to the magazine.<lb /><lb />Sid Morris, a senior majoring in commercial art<lb />and design, is responsible for a major part of the<lb />magazineTs design and layout.<lb /><lb />Charles Griffin is a former Peace Corps volunteer<lb />who recently returned from India. A freshman politi-<lb />cal science major, Charles along with his interesting<lb />tales of life in India has some very good poetry.<lb /><lb />Nancie Allen, a senior English major, makes her<lb />first contribution to The Rebel. Her short story,<lb />oObituary,? treats a conventional theme, euthanasia,<lb />or mercy killing"in a new and unusual way.<lb /><lb />Michael Posey, a senior psychology major, makes<lb />his second contribution to The Rebel. Barbara Knott,<lb />a graduate student in the English Department, con-<lb />tributes to the magazine for the first time. Both are<lb />actively involved in the Poetry Forum.<lb /><lb />R. Daniel Cowley, an alumnus of East Carolina,<lb />adds vitality to the magazine in his first contribution<lb />to The Rebel. Benjamin Teel, an alumnus of East<lb />Carolina and a teacher at Bethel High School, is<lb />published in this issue.<lb /><lb />Jennifer Salinger, a freshman art major, contrib-<lb />utes her first review to The Rebel along with Patience<lb />Collie, a sophomore majoring in home economics.<lb />Lynn Anderson, a junior English major, also con-<lb />tributes her first review.<lb /><lb />Last but not least are poets Jayne Weatherman<lb />and Jane Marston.<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />PETTERS TO Th<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />Contents<lb /><lb />To the Editor:<lb /><lb />Be This is the fifth and final letter in a series of letters written in an attempt<lb />to persuade you not to publish this issue of The Rebel. I have not seen the<lb />book yet, nor mind you am I prejudiced in any way, but I do have a certain<lb />intuition, so let me implore vou once again"do not publish this issue of<lb /><lb />The Rebel.<lb /><lb />Sincerely,<lb /><lb />C. W. Welds<lb /><lb />To the Editor:<lb /><lb />Recently I found a letter from The Rebel staff placed in my mailbox in<lb /><lb />. the English department office. The letter contained a wrong word choice.<lb /><lb />The word mustard was used for the word mustered. I donTt think you<lb /><lb />intended to mustard anyone, unless perhaps he is a hot dog or hamburger.<lb /><lb />I would like to point out that such an obvious error in word choice does<lb /><lb />untitled not fool me in the least. If the omistakeTT was intended to make us feel<lb /><lb />sorry for you, and, therefore, offer you our guidance and assistance, you<lb /><lb />have failed. We of the English department are far too smart to fall for<lb /><lb />a new concept such a cheap stunt. |<lb /><lb />Let me close by saying that I think I speak for all of the members of<lb /><lb />the faculty in the English department when I say that we have the utmost |<lb /><lb />letters to the editor<lb /><lb />ovid pierce<lb /><lb />peace corps confidence in vou and that we shall look forward to seeing your magazine.<lb />obituary Sincerely,<lb /><lb />A faculty member<lb />welcome to greenville<lb /><lb />d. d. garrett<lb /><lb />te cone as at To the Editor: | :<lb /><lb />nat turner Last Sunday (September 24) I read an editorial in The Raleigh News<lb />and Observer which I would have agreed with normally. However, after |<lb />having been subjected to your last yearTs Rebels, I found myself questioning |<lb />godTs gay people the competence of the News and Observer's editorial staff. |<lb />| 2 Honestly, those magazines were sheer prostitutions of all the ideals which<lb />- addiction The Rebel has embodied in the past. I do not open this letter with only<lb />, of coming and going condemnation in mind. I am only offering constructive criticism. I shall<lb />look forward with eager anticipation to this yearTs Rebel and I hope that<lb /><lb />roses are blue<lb /><lb />rn ee ee<lb /><lb />soundless] ee :<lb /><lb />y this anticipation will not be in vain.<lb />strings Yours truly, |<lb />sextet B. Vaughn Callaway j<lb /><lb />dedicated to god P.S. Please donTt try to emulate Playboy again as you did in your winter<lb /><lb />let there be silence edition of last year. DonTt you think that the oGirls of Rebel? is a bit trite<lb />"especially for a literary magazine?<lb /><lb />: +<lb /><lb />Sg ee _e<lb /><lb />3<lb />Pf<lb />4<lb /><lb />De eT Sage Sie Ei IS pe ag ag Ag ep nL LOT ie Ee ap Re ee ee ein eee oes po ee ee So ae SS Soe = cae 3s 3 a See ghee rs) GEM<lb />? OO gE ER CG ECG ERE ELSEA ED ORO BEAEALEL LEE LE RENE ME GE CG EEE SATO GPCRS GB a BR AS RE I IRE BLS AT ao OE RT RE BRN Sills BESS ES: PAGES PME SSMS SRG S ode BS ean ed Se Se Se See es<lb /><lb />cm dl z 3 4 © 6 at 8 S| 10 iil lee Ls: 14 ils I Ia 18 Tg 20 Pal 22 aS 24 tare)<lb /></p>
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          <lb />"<lb /><lb />P=<lb /><lb />&gt; 7 EDITOR.<lb /><lb />During the past few years I have read The Rebel with sustained enthusi-<lb />asm and admiration. I noted recently, however, that the News and Observer<lb />stated one Sunday that the Rebel was oimmobilized? and on the following<lb />Sunday that ofhe Hebel Lives.<lb /><lb />It seems to me that you may find yourself defending the magazine all<lb /><lb />vear if you are not careful. Therefore I suggest that you begin now by<lb />producing a magazine that will be meaningful to its readers.<lb /><lb />How are you going to be in touch with the desires of your readers?<lb /><lb />I would suggest that you include some type of open forum for letters to<lb />the editor within the format of the magazine. Through this innovation,<lb />interest and criticism of The Rebel will be healthy and beneficial to you as<lb />well as your readers.<lb /><lb />I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors to sustain The Rebel.<lb /><lb />Sincerely,<lb /><lb />Mrs. Frank F. Bell<lb /><lb />To the Editor:<lb /><lb />I have heard several things circulating about The Rebel this year. Some<lb />of them were quite good for a change. I have long anticipated the publi-<lb />cation of the book and would just like to say this time"at least youTve<lb />got some of the people around here talking about some of the things<lb />around here that sometimes need to be talked about.<lb /><lb />If this little amount of interest has been released over things like your<lb />notices about your meetings, and the mysterious Hulk, and that first<lb />proposed cover, I canTt wait to see the first book. I guess what I would<lb /><lb />¥<lb /><lb />really like to say is thanks for reviving an old rebel, and congratulaltions.<lb /><lb />Keep up the good work,<lb />M. Bijus<lb /><lb />Editorial policy: The Rebel welcomes all letters and manuscripts. The<lb />letters and manuscripts should be typed, double-spaced, and signed by the<lb />author. Letters should not exceed 500 words. Manuscripts running not<lb />longer than 1500-2000 words will be more desirable for publication, due<lb />to the format of the magazine. All manuscripts submitted for publication<lb />will be returned to the author. (Manuscripts received in the mail should<lb />include a self-addressed envelope, postage paid.). The Rebel reserves the<lb />right to edit or change in any way all letters and manuscripts submitted for<lb />publication.<lb /><lb />rebeL yeLL<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />Fe Pag li ig ig kt a I ea a Ee a ce ea<lb /><lb />FDITORIAL...<lb /><lb />We have been told by many of our friends that<lb />East Carolina University must have a literary<lb />magazine because universities have literary maga-<lb />zines. This argument is not logically valid, but<lb />perhaps it is true.<lb /><lb />Ten thousand people populate the campus com-<lb />munity. Ten thousand people who eat words, live<lb />. and like food, a<lb /><lb />change of diet is necessary from time to time.<lb />A student body of ten thousand needs to taste<lb /><lb />a sweet, a T-Bone steak, a tonic, or to throw back<lb /><lb />on them from day to day . .<lb /><lb />up the whole half-digested accumulation of psy-<lb />chology, history, literature, and art. A student<lb />body needs to see whether the reds and greens and<lb />blues are gone to a dull gray or a greasy violent<lb /><lb />black.<lb /><lb />Out of what we know and what we learn, out of<lb />our different pasts and lives, we need a place of<lb />expression; somewhere to bare our souls to the<lb />critical gaze of the public. This university can then<lb />know its own soul, our soul.<lb /><lb />We have a university, a universal system of<lb />studies. The universe begins within. We are not<lb />satisfied with the mirror. We are not satisfied with<lb />the universe, with the university. We need a cata-<lb /><lb />lyst. We need a Rebel.<lb /><lb />There is something in the new Rebel that each<lb />reader must find for himself. But the message will<lb />be meaningful and clear only to those who open<lb />their eyes and question every word.<lb /><lb />We had no set theme in mind when we first<lb /><lb />A NEW CONCEPT<lb /><lb />began working on the magazine. We knew what<lb />we wanted to do. We wanted to wake everyone<lb />up, give them food for thought, to make them more<lb />sensitive about what is around us and what they<lb />encounter every day as they walk across campus,<lb />every day they leave their own secure places and<lb />go out into the world.<lb /><lb />This issue, then, is in a sense rebellious in the<lb />most important way. We do not know the answers<lb />to the problems and the situations we have pre-<lb />sented between these covers. We do not know the<lb />answers to poverty and ignorance and prejudice.<lb />We do not know the solutions to the mysteries<lb />of religion. We do not know the way to make man<lb />a more meaningful individual who will not settle<lb />for anything that happens to pass along, but who<lb />will insist on the most out of life, every second of<lb />every day. But we do have a theory"we will<lb />never know the answers until we search for them.<lb />We will not find the answers until we are sensitive<lb />to our environment, to the larger world in which<lb />we live; until we delve into the possibilities of the<lb />abstract, and keep ourselves alive to the never-<lb />ending question, oWho am [??<lb /><lb />= REST<lb /><lb />|<lb /><lb />|<lb />|<lb /><lb />gy<lb /><lb />ile?<lb /><lb />Sg J IL<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />a<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />i<lb />: é ; ee se : : = : : i : ae eee : aoe ; = as : "" Ts, aes<lb />. ee oo are a ie ace ea a ee = ada A as aM Mi nln T<lb />Bice eS eS a ct a a ee ae AR a in ae, ee eee SSNS SSS Se NS SS ae a wae Se ee Be a a Se EB Sy.<lb />i a a ee Pie ee oN Tees EE Sis CNN GES EAD Bin BUG ALES GP CLES BE DEG AE ATES HS! CNEL IEG GE IO OE HAT BE EN Ee ERE LIE EEN EOS 2S = =<lb />SEG LS SIE SRS NE RE SOE OE RE OE Ne SSE<lb /><lb />HO gba Tag Dil aaa ahi CCE<lb /><lb />cm dl z 3 4 © 6 at 8 S| 10 iil lee Ls: 14 ls I Ia 18 Tg 20 Pal 22 aS 24 tare)<lb /></p>
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          <lb />Ovid pierce<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />Ovid Williams Pierce, East CarolinaTs author-in-residence, appears to be on the threshold<lb />of something great " his latest novel, The DevilTs Half.<lb /><lb />In late September, Pierce opened a letter from Orville Prescott of The New York Times. It<lb />was one of those once-in-a-lifetime letters. Pierce had sent his manuscript to Doubleday and<lb />Company only a few weeks earlier, but Prescott had already returned a letter to the publisher<lb />that read:<lb /><lb />oThank you for sending me a copy of the manuscript of Ovid Williams PierceTs " The<lb />DevilTs Half. | have read it carefully with sustained admiration.<lb /><lb />~~How that man can write! This is the best novel | have read in many months. It is beau-<lb />tiful, moving and sad with all the dramatic intensity of human grief and tragedy and all the<lb />poetry of language and feeling which so rarely gets into fiction today. Mr. Pierce is an artist<lb />blessed with a profoundly understanding heart. Although his novel is a kind of eloquent la-<lb />ment for the sorrows of life, it is not gray and depressing. It is illuminating, full of heart-<lb />breaking insights into character and full of a resigned and melancholy wisdom.<lb /><lb />oThis is a book Turgenev and Chekov would understand and admire. | know that it is a<lb />fine achievement and | hope that it wins the critical and popular success it so richly de-<lb />serves.?<lb /><lb />In PierceTs previous novels, The Plantation and On a Lonesome Porch, he has perfectly<lb />reflected eastern North Carolina and presented a believable South; a South that even Sou-<lb />therners recognize.<lb /><lb />A graduate of Duke and Harvard, Pierce has followed a simple truth in all of his books:<lb />~Write about what you know.?<lb /><lb />Though The DevilTs Half is in the hands of Doubleday, Pierce is still in the habit of reach-<lb />ing for the manuscript when he wakes up in the morning. And he ts slightly saddened"for<lb />there is nothing there to reach for.<lb /><lb />~ItTs almost a period of dejection,TT Pierce reflected. o~A book becomes the central thing<lb />in your life. When itTs over, a big emptiness has to be filled.<lb /><lb />oYou hope your book is self-sustaining now . . . out in the world on tts own, beyond<lb />explaining.?<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>2<lb />SF<lb />¢<lb /><lb />cm<lb /><lb />gh eit tii ci ci ec nh<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />interview.<lb /><lb />When will your new book, ~~The DevilTs Half,T be<lb />published?<lb /><lb />~The last Doubleday told me was that the book<lb />would come out early in 1968. Publishers usually<lb />leave a wide margin to adjust to other pressures.<lb />This far ahead, you canTt pinpoint the time.TT<lb /><lb />(Pierce had just received a letter from Doubleday<lb />informing him about their most active preparations<lb />for The DevilTs Half and their request for an advance<lb />of 10,000 copies. The letter further noted that<lb />practically everyone on the editorial staff in the<lb />publishing house had read the book and had ~~dis-<lb />played an enormous amount of enthusiasm.TT)<lb /><lb />What is your book about"time and setting?<lb /><lb />oThe time is 1868, and that was not intended<lb />... that 1968 business is purely a coincidence. The<lb />locale is eastern North Carolina, which is what |<lb />know. My intention was to reflect an area that<lb />would embrace a spiritual climate rather than a<lb />geographic one; an area largely confined to eastern<lb />North Carolina, a section isolated after the Civil<lb />War, one certainly outside the central current of<lb />American affairs.<lb /><lb />oThe region had been committed to an agrarian<lb />way of life. With the defeat of the Confederate Army,<lb />the defeat of the South itself, its suspension from<lb />the rest of the state and the rest of the South be-<lb />Came more acute. These isolated areas, wherever<lb />they existed in the South after the War, are really<lb />the areas from which we get the prevalent attitudes<lb />that are associated with the South today.<lb /><lb />oThese areas are not necessarily the backwaters<lb />of Southern life, but they are least touched by<lb />change and by the rush of industrialization. It is in<lb />these areas that | think there still exists a greater<lb />sense of continuity with the past. The family names<lb />are still the names that existed prior to the War.<lb />Regional memory is so much longer in these areas.<lb /><lb />oAnd | think thatTs one advantage Faulkner had<lb />in his novels. He wrote in an area in which the<lb />impact of the past was omnipresent and the people<lb />he wrote about still lived under the shadow of what<lb />had gone before.?T<lb /><lb />What, in your opinion, was FaulknerTs primary<lb />subject?<lb /><lb />o| think Faulkner made his chief subject the<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />PETES DPM TE A BES GORE I AO a TR ee Eh a i a SS TREES BS ee is Ea mi am dota Gs oe as Se GS Leable ds Sue Se Se SE Sk SEE en Wie Se Re big<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />irony of time, the layers of time behind the present.<lb />Faulkner saw everything in depth. Some American<lb />writers see a scene in an almost one dimensional<lb />way. A scene in a vacuum of time and values.<lb />Faulkner never saw a scene in this way. There are<lb />really very few temporally isolated scenes in<lb />FaulkerTs books. He asks with Henry James, ~When<lb />does any story begin?T His present moment is the<lb />breaking edge of a wave begun far back, far away.<lb />A full understanding of that past is necessary for<lb />comprehension of the present moment. ThatTs why<lb />his work has that depth that no other Southern<lb />writer has.<lb /><lb />DonTt you think there are other Southern writers<lb />who have accomplished this?<lb /><lb />oOther writers to lesser degrees have done the<lb />same thing. Writing from depth and time allows all<lb />kinds of dramatic juxtapositions. You see the im-<lb />pingement of a past moment on a present moment<lb />and just the ironic contrast between the two levels<lb />creates dramatic intensity.<lb /><lb />In oOn a Lonesome Porch,?T three generations had<lb />to adjust to the new situation in the South. You<lb />commented about that book that its conflict was<lb />analogous to the present-day conflict in the South.<lb />Is oThe DevilTs HalfT? in any way analogous to the<lb />present-day situation?<lb /><lb />~| donTt know if the book supports an analogy or<lb />not. But the value that it may have for the present<lb />comes from the basic situations that | treat in this<lb />1868 period: the relationship between the Negro<lb />and the white man, the failure and the heroism of<lb />both. In this sense, it is a beginning for problems<lb />that we face currently"even in todayTs papers,<lb />especially in regard to Negro and white relation-<lb />ships.?<lb /><lb />What is the basic plot of the book and who are<lb />the main characters?<lb /><lb />oYou'll always be surprised at the variety of<lb />interpretations that you get from a book. | was<lb />surprised that the first editor who saw the book had<lb />an exclusive interpretation of it. His theory was that<lb />it was the women in the post Civil War period who<lb />really showed the fortitude and that sense of<lb />endurance which brought the South through. That is<lb />a private theory of his, and how far it could be<lb />supported historically, | donTt know.<lb /><lb />~Certainly the idea is there, for in my novel the<lb />chief figure is a woman"Mrrs. Prescott and she had<lb />led a typically sheltered, protected life. 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All of<lb />which leads to the question: What is history?<lb /><lb />oSo itTs equally conceivable to me that a sympa-<lb />thetic writer could take an image of villainy and<lb />use the same imaginative sympathy that Styron has<lb />used on this man and create of him an appealing and<lb />impressive person.?<lb /><lb />oThe DevilTs HalfTT doesnTt try to make something<lb />else out of history?<lb /><lb />oI'd like to think that what ITve tried to do was to<lb />present these people in low key. And too, and |<lb />feel strongly about this"that real living character<lb />in fiction cannot be done in clear relief and that<lb />the most believable characters reflect the complexi-<lb />ties of conflicting urges, desires and affections.?T<lb /><lb />In regard to the technical aspects of your writing,<lb />when do you do most of your writing and do you<lb />have any particular gimmick?<lb /><lb />~| donTt have a gimmick, because | donTt think<lb />there is one. The only gimmick that | know is<lb />whatever keeps you at it. ItTs an endurance contest.<lb />It just depends on your temperament. | have to work<lb />in the morning. ITve never been able to work in the<lb />afternoon or at night. My feeling has always been<lb />that you have a freshness in the morning thatTs still,<lb />for that day, uncontaminated by the world.?T<lb /><lb />Did you have any particular problems with ~~The<lb />DevilTs HalfTT that you didnTt have with your other<lb />novels?<lb /><lb />oA very real problem that | thought was going<lb />to defeat the book completely"do you want me<lb />to tell you what that was??T<lb /><lb />(Yes, please elaborate.)<lb /><lb />o| was trying to treat three generations of people<lb />on this lonely plantation"itTs seven miles from the<lb />little town of Warren"and the task of bringing these<lb />three generations into focus was a tremendous job.<lb />My chief problem was to find a telling agency with<lb />a natural way into the hearts of three generations.<lb /><lb />oIn the first version of this book, | thought |<lb />could work from the point of view of Miss Amy in<lb />the first half and from the point of view of her<lb /><lb />10<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />daughter in the second. But in that way, the book<lb />became subjective to the point that it was difficult<lb />for the reader, and it imposed natural limitations.<lb />Neither Miss Amy nor the daughter could have been<lb />in a position to know all the circumstances necessary<lb />for their whole complex situation.<lb /><lb />oWhen | finished that version, the publisher<lb />recognized this. Well, at first any writer resents any<lb />criticism of his work. It took me about six months<lb />to agree. | thought about it, and so | invented a<lb />character named Jeoffrey Jones.<lb /><lb />~oJeoffrey is used as an agency for bringing<lb />extremely complex relationships into focus for the<lb />reader. Jeoffrey stayed on the plantation only about<lb />three months, and the story itself is his story, no<lb />doubt colored by his sympathies and perceptions.?T<lb /><lb />What was it like trying to revise the first version<lb />of ~The DevilTs HalfTT?<lb /><lb />o| thought | was going to salvage a good part of<lb />oThe DevilTs Half? at first. After | got into it, | realiz-<lb />ed that salvaging that book would be a much more<lb />arduous and exhausting thing than writing a whole<lb />new book. In fact, | think it is almost impossible to<lb />salvage a book, for a book has an interior life of<lb />its own.<lb /><lb />o| think that when you write a novel, in a sense<lb />ItTs just like jumping into a strong current, and with<lb />the help of God and whatever, getting to the other<lb />side. And thereTs no guarantee that you are going<lb />to get there because internal pressures and com-<lb />pulsions build up in the course of a book and they<lb />steer away from those settled and fixed conceptions<lb />that you have originally.<lb /><lb />oEach book, the beginning of each book, is the<lb />beginning of a different adventure. Too many<lb />unexpected things there, too many spontaneous<lb />things come in that will alter conceptions. Even in<lb />revising a book, there is a sharp tendency to see a<lb />Character in a different light. You could go on writing<lb />a book forever.TT<lb /><lb />Why have you chosen to remain in eastern North<lb />Carolina?<lb /><lb />~oT taught at Tulane and Southern Methodist. 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How is your<lb />sketch coming??<lb /><lb />oT think itTs .. . it has potential,? she said with<lb />enthusiasm. oOh Rand, that fig tree has so much<lb />beauty. If I can only bring the drawing to life;<lb />give it warmth and vitality.?<lb /><lb />oTf you can give it your image, itTll be unique.?<lb /><lb />After washing and drying the dishes, they went<lb />into the living room. Rand read the final section<lb />of The New York Times and Liane sketched de-<lb />signs of him on watercolor paper.<lb /><lb />After a few minutes of silence, Rand spoke,<lb />oWant to talk hon?<lb /><lb />oNot now,T she replied in a tone that suggested<lb />he should leave her to her thoughts.<lb /><lb />Rand continued looking at the paper, but his<lb />mind was not on the stock market. From time to<lb />time he stared at her as she was preoccupied in<lb />her work. He hoped that she would look up and<lb />talk to him, but she seemed detached.<lb /><lb />tie<lb /><lb />oYes?? she raised her eyebrows and looked ex-<lb />pectantly into his troubled face.<lb /><lb />oLi, darling, I donTt think Doctor Lewis should<lb />have let you come home,? he said hesitantly and<lb />softly while he watched her. Even at twenty-eight,<lb />she reminded him of the same small but vivacious<lb />woman he had known in high school. oI mean so<lb />soon.T His voice was gentle.<lb /><lb />oNo, it was not soon, at all. He said it was my<lb />decision, and ITm here to stay.? Li was firm.<lb /><lb />oT worry when you're in the hospital, and I wor-<lb /><lb />ry even more when youre away from it.? Rand<lb />looked at her sadly.<lb /><lb />~ThereTs no need to worry; letTs not talk about<lb />it tonight.<lb /><lb />oYou know I care. I want you well and always<lb />here with me.?<lb /><lb />oYou're dreaming again. What will it take to<lb />make you listen to me?? Her voice was almost<lb />anery.<lb /><lb />oTl never listen to any of that nonsense .. .<lb />Im convinced ... ?<lb /><lb />oOt what? The truth"maybe? That I will re-<lb />main a person with normal feelings and desires for<lb />another two weeks or three or six??<lb /><lb />oNo, you canTt be sure. You could be well and<lb />active for another year.?<lb /><lb />oYou think so? You are seeing it all as a mirage,<lb />Rand.<lb /><lb />oTm not, Li. Where is your confidence? Doctor<lb />Lewis isnTt as pessimistic as you are. They could<lb />find a cure any day now. You canTt say they<lb />won't. You donTt know.?<lb /><lb />oOh, don't I? Don't you know that I've read all<lb />the recent medical journals and ITve discussed it<lb />with Lewis, Sloan, Scott, and all the others??<lb /><lb />Rand only looked at her. He knew what she<lb />was saying was true.<lb /><lb />oWhat kind of a man are you? You've never<lb />refused me anything before, and now, when I need<lb />you most, you reject me. 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          <lb />oWhere are the pills, Rand??<lb /><lb />vou. No matter what way"lI'll take you as you<lb />are. I married you until death; not until I could<lb />help you die.?<lb /><lb />Nothing could change LiTs condition. The dis-<lb />ease was real and it was fatal. Doctor Lewis called<lb />it by a strange medical name and that had been<lb />it. He knew Li would die before the next spring.<lb />She would never again smell the yellow roses that<lb />erew on the vines or watch the lilacs bloom. He<lb />had said everything. He had tried every way to<lb />convince Li that she would not be a nuisance to<lb />him. She didnTt believe him and he was very tired,<lb />so very tired.<lb /><lb />oWhere are the pills, Rand?? Li asked cau-<lb />tiously.<lb /><lb />oThereTs no need to ask, Li.?T He was solemn and<lb />quiet. oTheyTre safe.?<lb /><lb />He knew what she was thinking. The pills kept<lb />her alive. oAll you have to do is wait,? she had<lb />said. oWait until I have another attack. ItTs so<lb />easy, Rand. For me"to throw the pills away. It<lb />would be over for me and for you.?<lb /><lb />oDonTt worry, honey. ThereTs no decision to<lb />make.? RandTs voice was soft and easy. oWe'll be<lb />together for a long, long time.? He put the paper<lb />down on the floor and walked over to her and<lb />kissed her gently. oITm going out in the garden.<lb />Will you be all right for a few minutes??<lb /><lb />Li smiled. oYes, I'll be fine.?<lb /><lb />oTl be meht back.?<lb /><lb />oTT'll relax,? she promised. oTITll work for a while<lb />longer on the sketch.?<lb /><lb />oThat 6 iay eo<lb /><lb />Rand unlocked the back door that led to the<lb />screened-in porch. A cool breeze was blowing. The<lb />gate to the garden was rusty and it creaked as he<lb />pushed it. In a glance, he saw that the garden was<lb />in good condition. The fig tree looked healthy, the<lb />erapes were ready to be picked, and the tomatoes<lb />were red and firm. A fallen branch from the old<lb />pecan tree swished against his legs. Rand decided<lb />to pick butter beans and shell them tonight for Li<lb />so that she could cook them for lunch tomorrow.<lb />He walked into the kitchen carrying the beans in<lb />a newspaper and put them into a pan.<lb /><lb />He wanted to surprise Li. He walked quietly<lb />through the dining room and stopped outside the<lb />door. Li was completely absorbed in her work. He<lb />did not want to disturb her. He moved quietly to<lb /><lb />a chair next to the door and watched her hands<lb />move deftly across the paper. Suddenly LiTs hand<lb />twitched and the paint brush and board went<lb />flying across the room.<lb /><lb />Rand rushed into the living room. Li was in<lb />convulsions. She stared up at him through her<lb />tears. They looked at each other and at last he<lb />understood her suffering.<lb /><lb />Rand heard her muffled sobbing as he opened<lb />the screen to the back porch. She was crying as<lb />he had never heard her before. As he flung open<lb />the gate to the garden he saw the garden so<lb />differently now. For the first time he realized it<lb />was under his control. Rand was the master of the<lb />garden and he hated this power. The garden<lb />thrived on his strength.<lb /><lb />oHow can such a power be mine?? Li was under<lb />his control, too. oAll P've ever wanted is her<lb />happiness. She has that right. Pm keeping her<lb />alive and unhappy. ITm forcing her to survive with<lb />a disease that is destroying her. No man should<lb />have that power.?<lb /><lb />For a few minutes he was glad to walk through<lb />the darkness of the garden. oMaybe Li would like<lb />some figs.? His thoughts softened. He picked up a<lb />handful of figs and rushed into the kitchen"eager<lb />to be with his beloved Li. As he put the figs into<lb />a bowl he heard a strange sound of deep gasping<lb />from the living room. oThe pills!T his mind<lb />shouted. He tore the pills from his pocket and<lb />seized a glass. But his hands stopped. Randall<lb />Colby tried to black out the sound of death in<lb />the living room.<lb /><lb />The darkness was a quiet cushion to him now.<lb />The nightmare had passed, and so had his life.<lb />Survived by, Randall Colby sat alone with the<lb />past.<lb /><lb />Ls: 14 ls I Ia 18 Tg 20<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />Pal 22 aS 24 tare)<lb /></p>
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          <lb />Sometimes a white man forgets to see in terms of black<lb />and white when he walks on the wrong side of the railroad<lb />tracks. Over there one forgets he is in Greenville.<lb /><lb />Even on a warm afternoon in October, it is winter in the<lb />slums. Black shanty houses, window panes stuffed with<lb />rags ... and a little boy props against a tree fingering<lb />the small black belly peeping through the hole in his shirt.<lb /><lb />~| donTt want no picture of me,? he grins. ~~AinTt you<lb />EE take my picture?T "o<lb /><lb />And a woman comes around the corner of the house,<lb />her bare feet stepping over a gaunt faced cat. Her arms<lb />are laden with bits and pieces of wood for the pot-bellied<lb />stove in the kitchen. She has the slender body of a young<lb />girl, but there is something of timelessness in her face.<lb />Brown eyes are passive with the look of old age. She is<lb />the mother of a child; she is old in the wisdom of today.<lb /><lb />Without a word she drags the boy into the house...<lb />down a dark empty hall to the dirty perspiring smell of the<lb />kitchen. And the little boy tugs at her skirt: ~~But Ma they<lb />was gonna take my picture.?<lb /><lb />oHush, boy,TT Ma says. ~~They jest wants the hole in<lb />your shirt.?T a<lb /><lb />And back of the house with its falling down steps,<lb />thereTs an outhouse for three families to use. So a white<lb />man wonders how they ever make it without a bathroom.<lb /><lb />©<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />Ce ee weld<lb /><lb />'<lb />4<lb />~<lb /><lb />a<lb />¢<lb /><lb />cm ie ee<lb /><lb />ne ov ee i SIR FG EET PGS GTI DBE EPEC EDERAL EEL EALLA DEEDES FOBT SELLERS SLEPT TS SIRS See<lb />TE EC a Sir Sa ae pT i RT ee a a a is SNR aaa HS gees eh gtd a So i Sih os = : 2 Bide Dilip puss,<lb /><lb />interview<lb /><lb />D. D. Garrett is not an ordinary citizen. He has<lb />run four times for the Greenville City Council and<lb />lost each time, but he plans to run again. He is a<lb />Negro, and he has a sensitivity about being a Negro<lb />and about the character and the role of the Negro<lb />in the Greenville community that is rare. He talks<lb />about the particular problems of the Negro and the<lb />relations of these problems to the white man in<lb />terms that are calculating, with insight that has been<lb />seasoned with a lifetime of experience in working<lb />in the middle of these problems and hoping perhaps<lb />one day to solve them.<lb /><lb />In attempting to break the ice with Mr. Garrett<lb />and get the interview off on a casual note we men-<lb />tioned to him that he almost won in the last race<lb />for a seat on the City Council. He looked at us slyly<lb />as if he knew what we were trying to do and said<lb />with a quiet laugh, ~o~And, you know, that ~almostT<lb />business is just like almost swimming across the<lb />river.?<lb /><lb />We asked Garrett first why there had not been<lb />any protests and demonstrations in the Greenville<lb />area like there had been in other North Carolina<lb />towns and cities.<lb /><lb />He explained that the absence of demonstrations<lb />could be attributed to the communication between<lb />whites and Negroes in the community and to the<lb />work that the interracial organizations such as the<lb />Inter-Racial Committee and the city and countyTs<lb />Good Neighbor Councils have been doing. Garrett<lb />has been a member of the Inter-Racial Committee,<lb />which has been established for eight years.<lb /><lb />Is the lack of protests in the community because<lb />the Negro has no complaints?<lb /><lb />~Unfortunately, the Negro in this community Is<lb />too complacent. He doesnTt want enough of the<lb />worldly concerns .. . You see, he struck It early.<lb />It is inherited. It is a hand down from the Civil War<lb />when people were told, and believed, that they had<lb />enough.<lb /><lb />oAlso, our Negro leaders in the community, have<lb />been thoroughly brain-washed . . . it has stuck out<lb />more prevalently among our school officials and<lb />ministers who are far too willing to settle for much<lb />less.?<lb /><lb />Sage Gliese eRe nin SR Sie Sa Wak aust Ro Ete Bate Gee SS<lb /><lb />SE 2S85 Shes Sti FG GNSS ae Ee eT a ss SASSER ES RS BE eR Se patente £2 Be.<lb />we<lb /><lb />14<lb /><lb />Do you think perhaps you would get more results<lb />from the young people in the community if they<lb />knew the older people, the leaders in the community,<lb />were interested and willing to help them?<lb /><lb />oYes, | think so... the young Negro would need<lb />the confidence of these people. They ask, ~if | get in<lb />jall WhO S$ @eins to set me outT... . If the young<lb />Negro would get the assurance of these people, he<lb />would be much more militant.?<lb /><lb />Do you think the Inter-Racial Committee is doing<lb />as effective a job as it can?<lb /><lb />~The Committee has done a good job in the past,<lb />especially when you consider that they were operat-<lb />ing at a time when the town was one huge sign of<lb />segregation all over . . . We were able to get a lot<lb />of things changed without a march, or a demon-<lb />stration. Since that time, however, | think weTve been<lb />dragging our feet.?<lb /><lb />What do you think should be done about the<lb />slums, and what do you think can be done?<lb /><lb />~| definitely think that every human being needs<lb />a decent place to live, regardless of his income. |<lb />think that itTs up to the government to provide for<lb />those people if theyTre not up to it.<lb /><lb />~Take for instance today, a woman was in here,<lb />trying to find a place for her mother. Her mother<lb />had been paying rent at this one place for 65 years<lb /><lb />. now, you know its got to be a trap by now.<lb /><lb />~We really have a problem. . . and this is where<lb />the white man is fumbling the ball the most... all<lb />over the country people are trying to build the tang-<lb />ible . . . And really, until you build the intangible<lb />in the Negro, his spirit, all this other won't stand.<lb />ItTs the spirit of the Negro thatTs been destroyed.<lb />When you begin to realize that you are a member<lb />of a bastard race, it lowers your spirit, it begins to<lb />destroy you. You can kill all the rats you like, but<lb />until you build up the NegroTs spirit, you haven't<lb />got anything, and you won't get anywhere.?T<lb /><lb />In relation to improving the economic condition<lb />of the Negro, wouldnTt more industry in this area<lb />create the needed jobs? And why has industry not<lb />been attracted to this region?<lb /><lb />oItTs not that this area has not attracted industry<lb />. we were just so wrapped up in our tobacco that<lb />when other industries would apply, we would say<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />Corps |S<lb />done.<lb /><lb />Do you foresee<lb />being able to get<lb />man?<lb /><lb />lIVing<lb /><lb />tion. 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        <p>cm<lb /><lb />no. The powers that be wanted to keep the industry<lb />out of this area, so they would have their labor.?T<lb /><lb />How successful is the CommitteeTs work in find-<lb />ing jobs for these people?<lb /><lb />~We need more jobs, better jobs, on-the-job-<lb />training. | think they are having some success .<lb />but everybody is too satisfied. | think when it comes<lb />to the people working, we know that itTs difficult for<lb />a boy or girl out of high school to get a job.<lb />But there are times when even a sparrow is provided<lb />for. It is sad when the community canTt provide for<lb />its people. There could be work provided. The city<lb />could provide for more... The Neighborhood Youth<lb />Corps is doing some work here, but more could be<lb />done.?T<lb /><lb />Do you foresee in the next ten years the Negro<lb />being able to get the same type of job as the white<lb />man?<lb /><lb />oYes, | think weTre definitely headed in this direc-<lb />tion. The white man doesnTt want to give up his<lb />status quo; he has been used to the Negro being<lb />his servant . then suddenly when the Negro Is<lb />better off than he, he cannot be the Almighty he<lb />has always been... . On top of this, itTs going to be<lb />hard for him to give it up.?T<lb /><lb />What future does the Negro have in Greenville?<lb /><lb />oThereTs a long job and a big job ahead... . |<lb />donTt know how weTre going to overcome this rut<lb />that weTre in.?<lb /><lb />What can the university do?<lb /><lb />oThe tools to work with do not lie within the<lb />university . . . You can only go as far as the com-<lb />munity will let you. If you get too far out you'll find<lb />them saying, ~Maybe we ought to talk this over be-<lb />fore we go any further.T ?T<lb /><lb />Do you think college people, especially radicals,<lb />can be a source of invigoration, a source of energy?<lb /><lb />oYou need this militancy . . . but you still need<lb />the sparks at home . If the community doesnTt<lb />want something badly enough, thereTs nothing we<lb />can do.?T<lb /><lb />Do you think educators can play a role of educat-<lb />ing the Negroes about their problem as well as<lb />educating the upcoming generation?<lb /><lb />~~Fducation so far as the adults are concerned Is<lb /><lb />af<lb /><lb />lee<lb /><lb />one of the major factors. We must bring them<lb />around to the point where they realize ~it is not<lb />good enough for me, it is not good enough for my<lb />children.T . . . The adults feel that if they donTt play<lb />ball then they will lose their jobs, their children will<lb />be mistreated. They feel like if they speak out for<lb />human rights somewhere they will be penalized. If<lb />we could get this inborn fear out of the community,<lb />we could move faster.?T<lb /><lb />The schools here, dentistsT and doctorsT offices,<lb />and some other places are still segregated. Why<lb />doesnTt the Negro complain? Why donTt the concern-<lb />ed people in the community do something about it?<lb /><lb />oWe have not been willing to fight it; the white<lb />man isnTt going to give you anything, you know. If<lb />you want it you have to fight for it. We are not will-<lb />ing to demand it.<lb /><lb />oFor example, | remember a few years ago | was<lb />kicked out of a restaurant in town. Well, this past<lb />year, some friends and | went there. The owner was<lb />courteous this time . . . But a lot of people won't<lb />push that far, most people wonTt keep coming back.<lb /><lb />~oHereTs another thing . . . | donTt buy segregation.<lb />You might not admit me on an equal level with you,<lb />but I'll be doggone if ITm going to pay you to do<lb />He<lb /><lb />How in the world can this go on? ItTs beyond<lb />understanding.<lb /><lb />~No, you will never understand . . . Once upon a<lb />time there were two ministers, an old one and a<lb />young one, at a church picnic. The people decided<lb />to have a contest to see who could read the Twenty-<lb />third Psalm the best. So the young man got up to<lb />read the psalm. He had had voice and diction and<lb />had been to divinity school, and he got a round of<lb />applause when he finished. Then the older man, who<lb />had never studied voice or never had any formal<lb />study of religion got up and read the psalm. And<lb />when he finished, everyone was crying. Well, natur-<lb />ally, the old man won the contest. You see, one<lb />man had lived through the point of being a shepherd,<lb />the other had only studied about it . . . We can ap-<lb />preciate your trying to understand us, but thereTs no<lb />way in the world that a white man can know what a<lb />Negro has to go through in this country.<lb /><lb />oBut thereTs still hope . . . twenty years ago this<lb /><lb />Ls: 14 ls I Ia 18 Tg 20 Pal<lb /><lb />22<lb /><lb /></p>
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Or<lb />suppose, even more simply, that Samuel Turner"<lb />however decent and just an owner he might have<lb />remained anyway"had been less affected with<lb />that feverish and idealistic conviction that slaves<lb />were capable of intellectual enlightenment and<lb />enrichment of the spirit and had not, in his passion<lb />to prove this to himself and to all who would bear<lb />witness, fastened upon me as an oexperiment.?<lb />(No, I understand that I am not being quite fair,<lb />for surely when I recollect the man with all the<lb />honesty I can muster I know that we were joined<lb />by strong ties of emotion; yet still the unhappy<lb />fact remains: despite warmth and _ friendship,<lb />despite a kind of love, I began as surely an<lb />experiment as a lesson in pigbreeding or the<lb />broadcasting of a new type of manure.)<lb /><lb />Well, under these circumstances I would doubt-<lb />less have become an ordinary run-of-the-mill house<lb />nigger, mildly efficient at some stupid task like<lb />wringing chickensT necks or smoking hams _ or<lb />polishing silver, a malingerer wherever possible yet<lb />withal too jealous of my security to risk real<lb />censure or trouble and thus cautions in my tiny<lb />thefts, circumspect in the secrecy of my afternoon<lb />naps, furtive in my anxious lecheries with the<lb />plump yellow-skilled cleaning maids upstairs in<lb />the dark attic, growing ever more servile and<lb />unctious as I became older, always the crafty<lb />flatterer on the lookout for some bonus of flannel<lb />or stew beef or tobacco, yet behind my stately<lb />paunch and fancy bib and waistcoat developing, as<lb />I advanced into old age, a kind of purse-lipped<lb />dignity, known as Uncle Nat, well-loved and<lb />adoring in return, a palsied stroker of the silken<lb />pates of little white grandchildren, rheumatic,<lb />illiterate, and filled with sleepiness, half yearning<lb />for that lonely death which at long last would<lb />lead me to rest in some tumbledown graveyard<lb />tangled with chokeberry and jimson weed. It<lb /><lb />AE so Fe ee TT Ee ee ee er er<lb /><lb />cm ie<lb /><lb />Fae ia a i wi ici Nn ai Pa aig EL PORSESRAET ETE EDT EPI<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb />would not have been, to be sure, much of an<lb />existence, but how can I honestly say that J might<lb />not have been happier?<lb /><lb />For the Preacher was right: He that increaseth<lb />knowledge increaseth sorrow. And Samuel Turner<lb />(whom I shall call Marse Samuel from now on, for<lb />that is how he was known to me) could not have<lb />realized, in his innocence and decency, in his<lb />awesome goodness and softness of heart, what<lb />sorrow he was guilty of creating by feeding me<lb />that half-loaf of learning; far more bearable no loaf<lb />UE aan,<lb /><lb />wokeT, ave, blue,<lb /><lb />(I Never Promised You A Rose Garden, by<lb />Hannah Green, The New American Liberty, 256<lb />pp., $.75)<lb /><lb />Hannah GreenTs short novel, 1 Never Promised<lb />You A Rose Garden, a best seller, was a frequent<lb />topic of conversation among various poets and<lb />fiction writers at a writersT workshop held in<lb />Aspen, Colorado this past summer. Its simplicity<lb />of expression combined with its images of the<lb />psychedelic world of the hippies are perhaps valid<lb />reasons for its current popularity.<lb /><lb />The frantic world of a sixteen year old schizo-<lb />phrenic touches one with the hopes and fears of a<lb />cirl caught on the edge of reality and fantasy. The<lb />story 1s an unbelievable account of the pain of<lb />mental illness.<lb /><lb />Termed oabsorbing, powerful, moving? by the<lb />Saturday Review, the novel is also called a justifi-<lb />cation ofor retreating into the security of madness?<lb />by the New York Times Book Review.<lb /><lb />Focusing upon a somewhat grotesque aspect of<lb />life, Hannah Green has created a moving picture<lb />of what could happen to each one of us.<lb /><lb />The powers of fantasy amazingly lift the girl to<lb />a oKingdom of Yr.? The kingdom ohad a kind of<lb />neutral place which was called the Fourth Level<lb />.. . At the Fourth Level there was no emotion<lb />to endure, no past or future to grind against.? The<lb />author tries not to convince or to repulse the<lb />reader, but merely to present that which is so<lb />much a part of todayTs problems and _ todayTs<lb />times. One becomes convinced, perhaps even more<lb />so, that the world is indeed lacking in gardeners<lb />and rose gardens. Jennifer Salinger<lb /><lb />14 ls I Ia 18 Tg 20 Pal 22<lb /><lb />i. pepeseet ay<lb /><lb />ons 94<lb /><lb />=<lb /><lb />58) 24 tare)<lb /></p>
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