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        <p>COLLEEN PLYNN<lb />SUE AYDELETTE<lb />Associate Editor<lb /><lb />Proofreader<lb /><lb />The Rebel! is published annually by the Media Board of East<lb />Carolina University. Offices are located in the Publications<lb />Center on the ECU campus. 7he Rebe/ welcomes manu-<lb />scripts and inquiries; however, unsolicited manuscripts unac-<lb />companied by a stamped, self-addressed envelope will not<lb />be returned. Address all correspondence to 7he Rebel, Men-<lb />denhall Student Center, East Carolina University, Greenville,<lb />NC 27834. This issue is copyrighted (c) 1980 by The Rebel.<lb />All rights revert on publication to the individual artists and<lb />authors, from whom permission must be obtained to<lb />reproduce any of the materials contained in this issue.<lb /><lb />Anheuser-Busch Poetry Award<lb />June Sylvester<lb />oThe CallingTT<lb /><lb />Jeffreys Beer and Wine Prose Award<lb />Joe Underwood<lb />~ooStrawbossTT<lb /><lb />Fourth Annual Attic Award<lb />Stephen Edgerton<lb />oHarriet McNeill McKay<lb />The MatriarchTT<lb /><lb />All Prize Money Provided<lb />By The Attic and<lb />Budweiser<lb /><lb />ATTIC<lb /><lb />The Rebel has been in high<lb />standing for many years. As this<lb />yearTs editor, it is my prayerful<lb />hope that with the changes made<lb />in this issue, the high standing<lb />still remains.<lb /><lb />| once asked Luke Whisnant,<lb />last yearTs editor why we didnTt<lb />have two issues of 7he Rebe/<lb />each year and believe me, | now<lb />know why we don't.<lb /><lb />Putting this magazine together<lb />has been hard work and quite a<lb />learning experience. To have the<lb />Opportunity to be directly in-<lb />volved with so many student<lb />writers and artists has been very<lb />rewarding. | would like to thank<lb />all those who had so much<lb />patience with the art show,<lb />newspaper announcements and<lb />the like.<lb /><lb />Two English professors whose<lb />influence on the writing students<lb />at ECU has been great and to<lb />whom | wish to dedicate this<lb />issue Of The Rebe/ are Terry<lb />Davis and Peter Makuck. | wish<lb />to extend my utmost thanks to<lb />these two men who have made<lb />such things as writing novels and<lb />good poetry seem readily ob-<lb />tainable to those who work hard.<lb />Their interest in writing and con-<lb />cern for students is very ap-<lb />parent.<lb /><lb />| wish to thank the staff for<lb />working long, hard hours even<lb />when the monetary value given<lb />to their efforts has been so little.<lb />Special thanks are also extended<lb />to Robert Jones and Pete<lb />Podeszwa_ for their helpful<lb />suggestions. Tom Haines, Edith<lb />Walker, and George Brett for<lb />judging the art show. David San-<lb />ders for judging the literature,<lb />The Media Board, SFA office,<lb />contributors and most of. all<lb />thanks to the kind people at<lb />National Printing.<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>CONTENTS<lb /><lb />LITERATURE<lb /><lb />Classroom Activities .<lb /><lb />Untitled<lb /><lb />Collard Centipede ...<lb /><lb />Route 1 Appliance<lb />Saga<lb /><lb />Marco Polo and Other<lb />Water Games<lb /><lb />Untitled<lb /><lb />Vernon<lb /><lb />Dream Salvages<lb />Drowning, With<lb />Relatives<lb />Seymour: An<lb />Epilogue<lb />Southern Comfort...<lb />The Calling<lb />| Will Not Weep<lb />Tagged Last<lb />Oedipus<lb />Untitled<lb /><lb />Shoplifter<lb /><lb />As | Listen the Air is<lb />Split into Layers...<lb /><lb />Uneasy Transition...<lb /><lb />Crossing the Linville. .<lb /><lb />Novena<lb /><lb />Passage<lb /><lb />Strawboss<lb /><lb />Fossils<lb /><lb />What to Know About<lb /><lb />The Fish Kill<lb />Like This<lb />Dangling<lb />Survivors<lb />Ocracoke<lb />Lineage<lb />Untitled<lb />Untitled<lb />Paradox<lb />Teller II<lb /><lb />A Matter of Existing<lb /><lb />Will (in fragments) .<lb /><lb />Plum Stone<lb /><lb />Tim Wright<lb />Hal Daniel<lb />Michael Loderstedt.<lb /><lb />Colleen Flynn<lb />Michael Loderstedt.<lb />Sue Aydelette ....<lb />Karen Blansfield...<lb />Robert Jones<lb /><lb />Kathy Crisp<lb /><lb />Karen Blansfield...<lb />Sam Silva<lb /><lb />June Sylvester....<lb />Sam Silva<lb /><lb />Sue Aydelette ....<lb />Joseph Dudasik ...<lb />Cheryl Ribino<lb /><lb />Luke Whisnant....<lb />Luke Whisnant....<lb />Phillip Arrington...<lb /><lb />Luke Whisnant... .<lb />Robert Jones<lb /><lb />Tim Wright<lb /><lb />Sam Silva<lb /><lb />June Sylvester....<lb />Joe Underwood...<lb />June Sylvester....<lb /><lb />Luke Whisnant....<lb />Tim Wright<lb /><lb />&gt;. Phillip Miles...<lb />Jeffrey Joseph....<lb />Denise Andrews...<lb />Tim Wright<lb /><lb />June Sylvester....<lb />Michael Loderstedt.<lb />Michael Loderstedt.<lb />Ernest Marshall... .<lb />Phillip Arrington...<lb /><lb />Robert Jones<lb />Sue Aydelette ....<lb />Kempten L. Daniel .<lb /><lb />ART<lb /><lb />Dudobrats<lb />Gas Mask<lb />Southern Rail<lb />Gallery<lb />Seated Figure, Red ..<lb />Seated Figure<lb />Spectral Encounter . .<lb />Target Treeptych....<lb />Weather or Not<lb />After the Sincerity...<lb />oHarriet McNeill<lb />McKay "<lb />The Matriarch? ...<lb />Phoenix<lb />Girl With Hat &amp; Vest .<lb />114 E. 12th St<lb />The Original Juvenile<lb /><lb />Juxtaposition<lb /><lb />_ The Blackbird Whirled<lb /><lb />in the Autumn<lb /><lb />Illustration<lb />Illustration<lb />Fish Kill<lb /><lb />David Larson<lb /><lb />Ed Midgett<lb /><lb />Sid Davis<lb /><lb />Rita Earley<lb /><lb />Robert Daniel<lb />Robert Daniel<lb />Betsy Kurzinger ...<lb />Betsy Kurzinger ..<lb />Mark Peterson ....<lb />Roxanne Reep....<lb /><lb />Stephen Edgerton .<lb />Michael Loderstedt.<lb />Larry Shreve<lb /><lb />Michael Loderstedt.<lb /><lb />Ella Mallenbaum.. .<lb />Pete Podeszwa....<lb />Marcia Deckey....<lb />David Norris<lb />Judson Poole<lb /><lb />Pete Podeszwa....<lb />Brenda Williams...<lb /><lb />REBEL<lb /><lb />The Literary-Art Magazine<lb />(o} i =t- |) OF- 1 c0) [lat MOlaliY-1s118%4<lb /><lb />4<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>fl<lb /><lb />Marco Polo and Other Water Games<lb /><lb />The bathing cap<lb /><lb />My friendTs mother made me (at twelve) wear in the country club pool<lb />Had rubber flowers on its sides<lb /><lb />Big blue and pink pansy-shaped flowers<lb /><lb />Like those on our colored maid's flip-flops.<lb /><lb />I'd jack knife into the pool, pray my cap<lb />Would come off, pull if it didnTt, then<lb />Butterfly stroke a length and back.<lb /><lb />The cap would be floating along the poolTs edge<lb />Like a blooming lily.<lb /><lb />Older women in pointed-boobed suits of broad flowery print<lb />Had caps like mine.<lb /><lb />They'd side stroke and back stroke and rest on<lb /><lb />The side doing swift leg flutters.<lb /><lb />A broad backed swimmer in a racing style cap yells<lb />MARCO<lb /><lb />| say POLO then lower<lb /><lb />Myself, bubble-headed<lb /><lb />And begone.<lb /><lb />Colleen Flynn<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />10<lb /><lb />VERNON<lb />by Sue Aydelette<lb /><lb />Vernon would meet me in the carport on his<lb />bike. We raced there, taking tight fast curves<lb />around the carport posts. Or we looped them<lb />slowly, finally stopping, straddling the bikes<lb />and talking. It was cool and dim below the car-<lb />port roof but open so that hot sunlight sur-<lb />rounded us. It smelled good in that shade, like<lb />ear oil.<lb /><lb />Before I got the letter, I had forgotten Ver-<lb />non and Mark. Now I hear that Mark is working<lb />in this city too and I suddenly notice that this<lb />big office is like that place, Norstad Street<lb />where we knew each other. Vernon lived across<lb />the street. Mark lived on the end of the same<lb />building I lived in, Air Force Base houses, all in<lb />one piece, all identical. We never thought of it<lb />then, maybe because we were children, but<lb />here, where the desks are all the same and in<lb />rows, green blotters and heavy adding<lb />machines on each, people mark things. They put<lb />up Bible quotes or newspaper cartoons, they<lb />have color animal stickers, some of them or<lb />plastic flowers or immense rubber plants that<lb />threaten the order of their work by throwing a<lb />grey leafy shade across the columns of num-<lb />bers. And these people mumble softly with the<lb />hum of office machines and break sometimes in-<lb />to loud laughter. They are in the ladies room,<lb />franticly close to the mirror and in the halls<lb />swinging their arms like children. So far, I keep<lb />my desk clear of all but the white gridded<lb />paper, the long yellow pencils and the old ad-<lb />ding machine. I wonder if Mark has a desk, ina<lb />row of similar desks somewhere in this city.<lb /><lb />Mark was ten when I knew him on Norstad<lb />Street; I was seven then and when I first met<lb />Vernon he was six. Vernon was small; a clean<lb />blond boy. His mother was German. He had a<lb />pink bathing suit she made him wear. He never<lb />crossed the street in it but my mother saw him<lb />over in his yard. The suit, she said, had straps<lb />like one of my girlTs suits but they came down<lb />almost to his waist so they were really more like<lb />suspenders. But it was pink. I never talked with<lb />him about it.<lb /><lb />Mark was much bigger than us both, and<lb />smart, and had a broken leg. While I knew him<lb />he went from a cast to a brace and back to a<lb /><lb />cast. I donTt remember ever talking about that<lb />either, but we did talk, the three of us. Since he<lb />couldnTt run around, Mark would drag an old<lb />straight back chair out into the field between<lb />our building and the road. It wasnTt such a big<lb />field, but in the center of it we had a lot of space.<lb />And it was a field with flowers, milky dan-<lb />delions, those small daisies and tiny round<lb />yellow flowers you never saw until you sat<lb />down in the thin grass. Mark sat out there<lb />every day in the summer. Vernon and I would<lb />wander over sit down and we'd talk; sometimes<lb />about the cars going by or the way mushrooms<lb />spread out in circles. Sometimes we had things,<lb />like a chalk board, and Mark would write out<lb />names for us: C-o-l-u-mbus, or make up codes.<lb />Or the etch-a-sketch and Mark would turn out a<lb />black scribble for Vernon and me to find the<lb />beginning of. Once I found a box of gold tipped<lb />matches. Vernon and I took the box over to<lb />Mark. Sitting huddled, we took turns lighting<lb />them until each match had flared up and burned<lb />down to the finger and thumb that held it " un-<lb />til all the matches were burnt ends, black splin-<lb />ters that we buried in one small hole. I kept the<lb />little sliding box, glad that Mark and Vernon<lb />lost interest in it once it was empty.<lb /><lb />My mother keeps up with MarkTs family.<lb />Being good friends with Mrs. Ledbetter, she<lb />had known all about MarkTs leg. I listened to<lb />those details once, but I only remember that it<lb />was something simple " like falling as he got on<lb />the school bus " which broke MarkTs leg so<lb />badly. Mama writes now to just mention that he<lb />has a job in the city. Mark moved away six<lb />months before Vernon died. A lot happened af-<lb />ter he left. It was then that Vernon would meet<lb />me in the carport leaving the bright field off to<lb />the side of our houses empty.<lb /><lb />Mark would remember much, though, and un-<lb />derstand more. He would remember the naps;<lb />how Vernon and I each had to go home, eat<lb />lunch and rest. Mark never had to take naps of<lb />course and when I ran back outside, sometimes<lb />Vernon would be coming from across the street.<lb />We'd race to where Mark sat, crash into him,<lb />and knock his chair sideways into the grass. It<lb />was the naps that started the discoveries<lb /><lb /></p>
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I was thinking of lying on my<lb />motherTs big bed, feeling hot, and yes .., the<lb />roar, I heard it every day.<lb /><lb />oVernon, you sure you didnTt read this some<lb />place? You sure Columbus didnTt hear it?? Ver-<lb />non was mad. I knew he had to read books in<lb />school about children and dogs. Anything in-<lb />teresting he had to make up himself. Nobody<lb />told either of us anything good except Mark and<lb />if Mark had told it, I would know.<lb /><lb />~Vernon, you sure Mark didnTt tell you this??<lb />When I said that Vernon ran off. I didnTt chase<lb />him.<lb /><lb />It was after my nap the next day that I ran<lb />over to Vernon and he was running to meet me.<lb />Panting into the carport, we squatted in the<lb />cool grease smell. oVernon, you're right! I heard<lb />it! I hear it every day " after lunch, that must<lb />be when it turns!<lb /><lb />~DonTt tell anybody, Reenie.?<lb /><lb />That was the first discovery. The second one<lb />I made, with Vernon there next to me. We were<lb />lying on the hill behind my house, on our backs<lb />but with our feet going up, feeling the blood<lb />rush to our faces. Our arms crossed under our<lb />heads. In short sleeves I remember, feeling<lb />sharp tufts of grass against my arms. We<lb />weren't talking. And then I noticed that I was<lb />moving. No the clouds were moving. I wasnTt<lb />sure. And that was the second discovery.<lb /><lb />oVernon, are you moving!<lb /><lb />oWhat?? His eyes were squeezed tight a-<lb />gainst the light.<lb /><lb />~Vernon, please open your eyes.? I acted<lb />calm. oLook, Vernon, are the clouds moving or<lb />are we??<lb /><lb />He jumped straight up to his feet. He looked<lb />big like that from where I was lying. He jumped<lb />up and then he lay right back down and watched<lb />and we had our second natural proof for the<lb />rotation of the earth.<lb /><lb />At lunch I couldnTt contain it. I just hinted<lb />and my older sister, still chewing, said of course<lb />clouds move. I felt sick and awful.<lb /><lb />During my nap I lay down and listened with<lb />my eyes closed to the world turning on its axis,<lb />a sound so big that it was quiet. I stayed there<lb />longer than usual. I didnTt call down once to say<lb />" is my nap over yet? I lay there until my<lb />mother came upstairs with a pile of my fatherTs<lb />shirts smelling like hot, ironed cotten. Then I<lb />went outside.<lb /><lb />Vernon was on his bike in the sun, riding a-<lb />round the sidewalk square across from the emp-<lb />ty field. There was an old coffee can at one cor-<lb />ner and each time Vernon came around the<lb />square he rode over it, jumping his bike up into<lb />the air. Other children watched him. I joined<lb />the little group and he saw me, but he put all his<lb />concentration into going over that can. I<lb />thought it was stupid " him grinning and<lb />squinting like it was important. As he hit the<lb />can. Then his front tire turned and in mid air<lb />the bike jerked out of VernonTs hands. He was<lb />in the sky, and then down on the ground so fast<lb />and then just lying there. He was pale and<lb />small, his eyes closed, his hair almost white in<lb />the sun. I could see that one of his arms was<lb />twisted backwards and I ran for my mother.<lb />The other children backed away and watched as<lb />Mama brought a pillow, a blanket, and then ran<lb />back to call a doctor. Somebody finally went<lb />over and told VernonTs German mother so that<lb />she came running out just as the ambulance<lb />screamed into the carport. Vernon, unconscious<lb />all that time, was put on a big stretcher and a<lb />white sheet was tucked up to his white neck.<lb />They carried him into the shade of the carport<lb />as if he were no weight at all. When the am-<lb />bulance left, Mama and I were alone and for a<lb />long time, silent in the shadow.<lb /><lb />~oWhatTs that noise, Mama??<lb /><lb />oWhat noise, Reenie? The airplane??<lb /><lb />And then I knew it was there, not just at<lb />noon, but all the time, that noise from the run-<lb />ways across the base. So before Vernon was<lb />dead I knew there were no discoveries at all.<lb />But Vernon never knew. He died that night.<lb />Mark will be glad it happened that way. Vernon<lb />died better than Columbus, who got old and<lb />crazy. And better than me. Already I walk<lb />down the halls at this job trying not to swing<lb />my arms too much. Vernon would have hated it.<lb /><lb />11<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />16<lb /><lb />SOUTHERN COMPORT<lb /><lb />My palet breathes tincture of burgundy<lb />I could drown in it<lb /><lb />Like what changes the puddle red to green<lb />For this is the South<lb /><lb />Where factories grow from green hills<lb />Where gulls fly inland<lb /><lb />From rubber and oil inhale<lb /><lb />The marigold<lb /><lb />Not just wine this thing<lb /><lb />My thing<lb /><lb />But wine of the heart<lb /><lb />Makes the rude smooth<lb /><lb />Not one crack to cut my tires<lb />Maple fires red orange<lb /><lb />Bring the sun to earth sometimes<lb />Why I saw roses bloom in January<lb />One reddish winter<lb /><lb />I remember it | ate peppers with Sylvia<lb />Out on the veranda<lb /><lb />Night is coming<lb /><lb />The cars have bred<lb /><lb />With oil shafts and rude openings<lb /><lb />I suppose<lb /><lb />At any rate more of them<lb /><lb />In wild herds<lb /><lb />With headlights glued to towns<lb /><lb />And chasing off malingerers with words<lb />Profane demands no hint of supplication<lb /><lb />This night is black as good farm soil<lb />It must lie in fallow stupor<lb /><lb />lest it spoil<lb /><lb />The origins of evenings<lb /><lb />Of the planets first half motion<lb /><lb />Lie with Sylvia, my wife<lb /><lb />Now dead and dying even more<lb />Each time I realize I reach the final<lb /><lb />Element: the empty drive the pitched house<lb /><lb />The cellar door<lb /><lb />Sam Silva<lb /></p>
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        <p>I Will Not Weep<lb /><lb />The bails of garden mulch<lb />Are sequined in earth borders<lb />Between welts of flowers<lb /><lb />There is a dead tower<lb /><lb />In the distance<lb /><lb />Where we played as children,<lb />Death dare games<lb /><lb />Hurdling multi-leveled rafters<lb />To thin lumps of hay "<lb /><lb />Now even this decays<lb /><lb />Nothing<lb /><lb />Nothing in the world<lb /><lb />Would roar so loud at lightning<lb /><lb />Promising paradise<lb /><lb />Though at sixteen we returned<lb /><lb />Drawn to glimpse the spread of alfalfa<lb /><lb />And seeing now<lb /><lb />At twenty-five the virile vine<lb /><lb />The projects of youth gone<lb /><lb />We mouth our words separately<lb /><lb />And silently<lb /><lb />To think we could have leapt up to the heavens<lb /><lb />Inflate balloons with stardust<lb /><lb />A multitude of perfect childish<lb />nonsense<lb /><lb />A language so complete<lb /><lb />So different<lb /><lb />I will not weep<lb /><lb />But only look away.<lb /><lb />Sam Silva<lb /><lb />19<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>Oedipus<lb /><lb />At some time<lb /><lb />the sound has to stop.<lb />Blindness can only be so dark,<lb /><lb />and tongues can spit<lb />only so much cork from each swallow.<lb />Even the scald of desert rivers<lb /><lb />can be eased over;<lb />and the stench of wet leather<lb /><lb />forgotten after a month of floodings.<lb />But the sound has to stop.<lb /><lb />The ledge of the cliff<lb />startles the quiet; it is not seen;<lb /><lb />the wind is not felt;<lb />but that groan of depth<lb /><lb />makes the quiver that is in my knees.<lb />The words are remembered,<lb /><lb />and the dance of the goatsong,<lb />and the cracking of the bottles<lb /><lb />is what overwhelms.<lb />The temple finch startles the air.<lb />Hearts shake the columbine,<lb /><lb />and hands cast bottles into the ravine.<lb />But the sound has to stop.<lb /><lb />It gurgles in the blood,<lb />whispers in the head<lb /><lb />and applauds with both hands<lb />across the face.<lb /><lb />It has to stop.<lb /><lb />J oseph Dudasik<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>Duplex<lb /><lb />His wife sings in the backyard hanging clothes<lb />a faded blue shirt knotted under her breasts<lb />his socks swing in the wind<lb /><lb />sometimes we talk about our landlord or the weather<lb />sometimes she asks me if |am lonely<lb />| never answer<lb /><lb />| live alone listening for their windchimes<lb />their throbbing stereo her moans<lb />his deep voice on the phone<lb /><lb />he works downtown in an office far above the street<lb />soon they will buy a car move to the country<lb />leave me<lb />me late-sleeper, day-waster<lb />waiting for dusk talking to the radio<lb />leave me<lb />each evening | hear his thin wife in bed<lb />each morning | shave while her husband is shaving<lb /><lb />we stare at back-to-back mirrors<lb /><lb />listening standing so close<lb />his face almost coming through | stop breathing<lb />he unplugs his razor<lb /><lb />then the bedroom tangled blue sheets<lb /><lb />his wifeTs bare shoulders she kisses him good morning<lb />| start another day<lb /><lb />Luke Whisnant<lb /><lb />23<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />As I Listen the Air is Split into Layers |<lb />by Luke Whisnant<lb /><lb />Sheets SS :<lb /><lb />They are deep blue, as blue as the sky looking<lb />straight up, blue as Dutch China, blue as your<lb />eyes when you wake. In the top sheet, on the<lb />left-hand corner over the seam there is a half-<lb />circle of tiny holes: a gift you left me on the first<lb />night we slept together: teethmarks from when<lb />you stuffed the sheet into your mouth so the<lb />people in the next room wouldn't hear us. Every<lb />time I look at these sheets now I think of that<lb />night, of how cold it was and how you had<lb /><lb />_ gooseflesh everywhere I touched you. And later<lb /><lb />we slept curled, with my hand on your breast,<lb />and weTve never slept any other way since.<lb /><lb />The sheets were brand-new and clean then,<lb />but now theyTre a little worn, slick ahd soft with<lb />use, and on the pillowcase I can smell where<lb />your hair lay this morning and all last night. ©<lb /><lb />I'd like to get up. ITve been in bed for days<lb /><lb />now, it seems like, trying to get my balance<lb /><lb />back. My ears are ringing. ITll admit it: ma lit-<lb />tle light-headed. Sometimes I catch myself<lb />kissing your teethmarks in the blue sheet.<lb /><lb />Window<lb /><lb />Coming through the finger-smudged window<lb />are three sunbeams, sharp-edged, blinding<lb />shafts I watch moving against the wall.<lb /><lb />_ Splotched, etched, three sun-shapes on the<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />es ce ee eae<lb /><lb />ONE AE<lb /><lb />floor, two of them rhomboids, light-losenges,<lb />and the third smaller, tapered by the curtainTs<lb />shadow. Dust notes turn and spin slowly in the<lb />solid columns of light; dust drifts in whorls from<lb />window to floor and as I watch, I think of how,<lb />when I was younger, I used to try singling out<lb />one white speck and following it down. I try it<lb />now; I pick a bright pinpoint and watch it glide<lb />floorward, slow and then faster, scribing half-<lb />circles, side-slipping and the rising on an up-<lb />draft like a tiny white gull banking and gliding<lb />in the sun. When I lose it I pick another one. ItTs<lb />too much: my head, spinning and swirling<lb />already, starts to whistle a shrill song to me,<lb />and then from a long way off I can feel myself<lb />dropping back down to the pillow in slow<lb />motion.<lb /><lb />But when my head clears, I'll lift it back up,<lb />turned toward the window. From this mattress<lb />on the floor I canTt see cars or the street or even<lb />phone lines against the sky " only the top<lb />breeze-blown blossoms of the apple tree in my<lb />front yard " but I keep watching for you. I<lb />know you'll be here soon.<lb /><lb />You<lb /><lb />When you come in you're smiling and out of<lb />breath and the first thing you ask is What did<lb />they say at the infirmary?<lb /><lb />" Kiss me first, I say. I canTt help being<lb />playful with you.<lb /><lb />You set your books and your the flute case<lb />down, then bend over and kiss me. " Now what<lb />did they say?<lb /><lb />" I love your eyes. Kiss me again.<lb /><lb />" Be serious.<lb /><lb />" Okay. The doctor said itTs some kind of ear<lb />infection and that itTs affecting my sense of<lb />balance. You know, your balance center is in<lb />your eustachian tubes.<lb /><lb />" You mean you're getting black spots in<lb />front of your eyes and tunnel vision and diz-<lb />ziness and you haven't been able to stand up for<lb />three days just because of an ear infection?<lb /><lb />" Yep. Nosense of balance.<lb /><lb />" Whata metaphor.<lb /><lb />I reach out and touch your hair. " I know. A<lb />month ago it would have fit me _ perfect,<lb />wouldnTt it? No roots, no vision, no balance. But<lb /><lb />this morning I wanted to tell him, ~No, Doc,<lb />youTve got the wrong man. ITm not off-balance.<lb />Not any more. Hell no, ITm happy and together<lb />and in love, Doc, ITm okay. ITve regained my per-<lb />spective.T<lb /><lb />You roll your blue eyes and smile, and run a<lb />hand softly down the side of my face. " Are you<lb />hungry?<lb /><lb />-" im himery, but | demt want to eat<lb />anything.<lb /><lb />ITm not sure that makes sense, because my<lb />lightheadedness has come back.<lb /><lb />You make pepper steak, with onions and bell<lb />peppers and sweet-and-sour glaze. I eat a little<lb />bit and feel better, then I finish until only a lit-<lb />tle of the sauce is left on the plate. After a<lb />minute ITm feeling well enough to brush my<lb />teeth.<lb /><lb />You sit me up against the wall, fill my tooth-<lb />brush for me, and hold my shoulders steady.<lb />When ITm finished I spit the toothpaste into my<lb />iced tea glass. " Things like that make me hate<lb />being sick.<lb /><lb />" Hush. I have a whole ~nother week to take<lb />care of you and ITm going to enjoy it while I can.<lb /><lb />Your face is beautiful as you say that.<lb /><lb />" I need to practice tonight, you say, easing<lb />me back down gently. " ITm going to do some<lb />dishes and then work on the Mozart.<lb /><lb />" Okay. I'll just see if I can sleep some.<lb /><lb />I donTt sleep, though. ItTs too early. In a little<lb />while you'll come back in, stepping out of your<lb />stockings and throwing your skirt across the<lb />chair, curling tight around me until your side of<lb />the bed warms up. Then you'll read to me, or<lb />we'll talk about balance and metaphor, love and<lb />levels of meaning. And then we'll sleep.<lb /><lb />But now I lie awake listening to you run<lb />water in the kitchen, listening to the gentle clat-<lb />ter of dishes, pots, and silver. YouTre singing to<lb />yourself. The water runs out down the drain;<lb />you dry your hands on a paper towel; I wait for<lb />the next sound: your flute case opening. You<lb />blow a few round breaths inside, warming up, a<lb />minor scale, then a major, and then the first few<lb />notes of the Mozart sonata. My head clears and<lb />I close my eyes and as I listen the air is split into<lb />layers.<lb /><lb />October 1978<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>I<lb /><lb />Uneasy Transitions<lb /><lb />For no reason<lb />I move from chair to chair<lb /><lb />turn on and then off<lb />flourescent and incandescent<lb />light<lb /><lb />blow out my only candle<lb />eat a late supper in the summerTs<lb /><lb />dark<lb /><lb />when I bed down<lb /><lb />the neighborTs shepherd puppy barks<lb />growls for hours<lb /><lb />litters my lawn<lb /><lb />I donTt have to tell you it is difficult to sleep.<lb /><lb />CO<lb /><lb />two oa? period om? period "<lb /><lb />I pick out the echo of a train<lb /><lb />tracking through the townTs west end<lb />confuse it with an echo of my blood<lb />count boxcars of hemoglobin<lb /><lb />fol a dol me aot<lb /><lb />in the magnolia<lb /><lb />not far enough away from my bedroom window<lb />a rooster<lb /><lb />crews and caws and crows<lb /><lb />I am not asleep yet, but | know you are.<lb /><lb />at some dot period time dash<lb />some dark-light time<lb /><lb />moths drum ragas<lb /><lb />against the bone plaster ceiling<lb /><lb />Now,<lb />I canTt tell you how difficult it is to awaken.<lb /><lb />I would never lie to you.<lb /><lb />Robert Jones<lb /><lb />ag<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />40<lb /><lb />Crossing the Linville<lb /><lb />We are all up early in a clear-floored forest.<lb />Everyone is rising, taking deep breaths of light.<lb />The owls have shut down their emerald lamps.<lb />The wind stirs only the tops of slim trees.<lb /><lb />Now hawks are swooping to the creekTs arena.<lb />Now our dogs are cool and lazy on the sand.<lb /><lb />Our unborn sons are sleeping, our fathers returning<lb />from their long morning walks.<lb /><lb />Our mothers and brothers and sisters are bathing.<lb />Now we burn our silent tithes in the breakfast fire.<lb />We strap the ritual burdens of sustenance<lb /><lb />onto each othersT backs, grip our walking sticks<lb /><lb />and leap from rock to rock across the water.<lb /><lb />Tim Wright<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />Novena<lb /><lb />I guess the birds are gone<lb /><lb />This morning has a very thin layer of noise<lb />I focus on<lb /><lb />Humming heaters.<lb /><lb />The institution wakes<lb /><lb />For six o'clock rituals<lb /><lb />November toys " the t.v. set<lb /><lb />The meter set at eighty<lb /><lb />Roast duck stuffed and prepared<lb /><lb />We run into the sunshine and the cold<lb />Like little boys<lb /><lb />When was the last novena?<lb /><lb />I believe I was eight<lb />Kneeling<lb /><lb />As fragile as an acolyte<lb />Before the kitchen candles<lb />Democratic though<lb /><lb />We would take turns leading<lb />Our prayers<lb /><lb />How strange it was<lb /><lb />Feeling " trying to feel<lb /><lb />The prayers; all of them<lb /><lb />For sanity in the world<lb /><lb />I looked beyond the candle<lb />And saw nothing...<lb /><lb />A drop of moonlight on the kitchen stairs.<lb /><lb />Sam Silva<lb /><lb />41<lb /><lb /></p>
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Danny instinctively lowered<lb />his eyes as was his custom when a white man<lb />sought an answer there.<lb /><lb />oBout an hour ago,? he said at length without<lb />looking up. After a moment he spoke again.<lb />oDook, therT ainTt no reason foT ya to run like ya<lb />doinT. Be different if youTse a nigga, but the law.<lb /><lb />oLaw treats trash jusT the same, Danny.?<lb /><lb />oBut youTse a strawboss. You had mens<lb />workinT under...?<lb /><lb />oI was a field hanT jusT like you. ThatTs jusT a<lb />title they gimme cause I was the onTy white<lb />aan.?<lb /><lb />The light softened a little, and the two men<lb />stood facing with eyes downcast in the heat and<lb />dust.<lb /><lb />oStill, Dook, if youTd jusT splain to the sheriff<lb />how he cheated ya and tried to fawce .. .? he let<lb />the words trail away without struggle.<lb /><lb />oT kilt a man what owns most the propTty in<lb />this county. He pays the sheriff's wages, " not<lb />no travTlin field hanT.?<lb /><lb />Danny raised his eyes and studied DukeTs<lb />face. Deep lines ran from the corners of his eyes<lb />to his temples, and a waxy scar melted from his<lb />hairline onto his forehead. It was a kind face,<lb />hardened by sun and wine and drunken<lb />disputes. The eyes had been cloudy with<lb />thought, but they cleared and looked into the<lb />ancient eyes of Danny.<lb /><lb />oYou bring my things??<lb /><lb />oEverthinT you ast for. Left Tem in a gunny<lb />sack by the broke-over tree near the swamp.?<lb /><lb />oThen heTp me with this hanT ~for I bleed to<lb />death.?<lb /><lb />Danny tore the remainder of the tee shirt into<lb />strips and took DukeTs arm by the wrist and<lb /><lb />studied the hand closely.<lb /><lb />~He musta bust near evra bone in there,? he<lb />said as he begun wrapping the strips around the<lb />dark swollen hand. Blood stained each layer as<lb />he worked.<lb /><lb />~oDook? You awright??<lb /><lb />Duke steadied himself with his good hand<lb />against the back of the chair. He turned and sat<lb />down, weakly, on the edge of the seat. Sweat<lb />beaded on his forehead. When he spoke, his<lb />voice was thin and weak. oGimmie a minute<lb />~fore you wrap anymore. It hurts bad.?<lb /><lb />~Sho, Dook. DidnTt mean to hurt ya none. Is it<lb />too tight??<lb /><lb />In the golden light, Duke held his hand in his<lb />palm with his elbow resting on his knee and<lb />made no reply. The bandaged hand lay loosely<lb />in his lap. Danny stood with his hands deep in<lb />his pockets and shook his head slowly from side<lb />to side. At length, Duke lifted his head and<lb />looked at the window.<lb /><lb />oThat'll haf ta do till I get someTrs else where<lb />folks donTt know me.?<lb /><lb />He stood and extended his left hand to the<lb />Negro.<lb /><lb />oThanks for ya heTp; you took a big chance.?<lb /><lb />DannyTs hand came out of his pocket with a<lb />folded piece of paper which he gave to Duke.<lb /><lb />~Keep this witcha foT good luck,? he said.<lb /><lb />Duke moved painfully along the rows of<lb />tobacco until he came to the edge of the woods.<lb />He went over his plans as he walked. He would<lb />hop the evening freight as it slowed for the old<lb />bridge near the edge of the swamp. He'd get off<lb />in Raleigh and get his hand looked after, then<lb />catch another freight to Richmond.<lb /><lb />He stopped often and rested until he came to<lb />the broken tree and the burlap bag. There he<lb />sat down heavily and leaned his back against<lb />the stump and closed his eyes. The pounding in<lb />his hand made him nauseous, and he was dizzy<lb />from the lost blood.<lb /><lb />He unfolded the paper Danny had given him<lb />and held it wearily at arms length. On the front<lb />was a picture of Jesus holding a lamb, peering<lb />out from the creased paper with goodness and<lb />mercy. A broad golden halo orbited his head. On<lb />the back was printed the 23rd Psalm in bold<lb />type, but DukeTs eyes could only focus enough<lb />to read the title.<lb /><lb />He lay the paper down beside him and closed<lb />his eyes again. With his good hand he dug<lb />around in the bag and withdrew a bottle of<lb />cheap brown whiskey. He uncorked it, pressed<lb />it to his lips, and heard it bubble as he<lb />swallowed. He lowered the bottle and opened<lb /><lb />ee eer este<lb /><lb />[See<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />Fossils<lb /><lb />After the last rice and pulpy tomato of the afternoon was gone<lb />| washed my dishes<lb /><lb />and your gift " a fossil, once a whaleTs ear<lb /><lb />(that must have banged and beat with sea sounds long ago)<lb />sat on my table<lb /><lb />its barnacles dry in the sifting light of my kitchen<lb /><lb />Lifting my hands from the stained red water<lb /><lb />| notice how they have begun to pucker and softly whiten<lb />and this is how it goes<lb /><lb />we are young fruit<lb /><lb />we dry like raisins<lb /><lb />then we are the stone<lb /><lb />In the high keening sound of a new storm<lb />| heard an echo from my childhood<lb />from many childhoods ago<lb /><lb />and before the rain drummed down<lb />In its ancient, vicious pulse<lb /><lb />| raced to shut my windows<lb /><lb />keep in the warmth<lb /><lb />stay dry<lb /><lb />In this way we turn to bone<lb /><lb />In this way we are<lb /><lb />stones offered up from the sea<lb /><lb />June Sylvester<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>What to Know About Hogs<lb /><lb />Stand on the runway. Drop<lb />slop to sows without falling off.<lb /><lb />Know diets. Diseases they catch.<lb />Learn to watch<lb /><lb />the sallow piglets litter-clumped<lb />toasting under red heat-lamps<lb /><lb />breeding boars with balls dung-dragging<lb />white eyes wild rolling.<lb /><lb />Hear their shrieks. They trot sure-footed<lb />snort and root<lb /><lb />through kudzu snake-routes.<lb />They toss rattlers with their long snouts,<lb /><lb />slash them under trotters, tear<lb />with sharp pig-teeth in mid-air.<lb /><lb />You learn this. And: you've seen<lb />photos: meat markets in Spain<lb /><lb />where whole roast shoats hang at eyelevel,<lb />sly mouths choked with apples...<lb /><lb />Eaters of anything. Rats and slugs<lb />snakes shit other pigs:<lb /><lb />think this as you watch: they found him<lb />three days later. Last year. A man<lb /><lb />you knew well " blinded, stroke-struck<lb />while slopping his stock,<lb /><lb />black clot in his brain "<lb />he tottered on the runway, fell into the pen<lb /><lb />of hungry sows. You carry on<lb />and pray he died on the way down.<lb /><lb />Luke Whisnant<lb /><lb />47<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />48<lb /><lb />at aay<lb />anew o<lb />oA<lb /><lb />The Fish Kill<lb />for Ed Jones, 1958-1979<lb /><lb />A procession of white, cylindrical bellies A flock of birds is spreading in the sky<lb /><lb />is floating down from a night they allswaminto as though the pages of some dark novel<lb /><lb />far upstream. Occasionally, a tail curls<lb /><lb />have opened, letting out all its words;<lb /><lb />slowly back and forth, shaking out its stillness. their shadows<lb />The dead ones keep drinking, pretending to stain the creek in tracts as big as clouds,<lb />breathe, their mouths opened into the current dimming everything, until the first fish body<lb /><lb />in perfect fish kisses.<lb /><lb />rounds a sharp bend back into the light,<lb />and breaking out into the spray<lb />over the table of a high waterfall, they<lb /><lb />are not falling, not ever.<lb /><lb />Tim Wright<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>like this<lb /><lb />iam like this place.<lb />sheer heights surround<lb /><lb />depths rummaged by endless<lb />= hooks.<lb /><lb />=<lb />= there is a difference<lb />YH of course,<lb />these granite walls are<lb /><lb />much more real.<lb /><lb />still<lb /><lb />the colors mate,<lb /><lb />red and pinks trace veins<lb />on the babyskull sky.<lb /><lb />i know these colors well.<lb /><lb />i feel them as the blind<lb /><lb />feel them,<lb /><lb />untouched.<lb /><lb />beneath the sheen of sunbleached<lb />water lies a blue.<lb /><lb />none of this is new<lb />though iam new,<lb /><lb />and lucky.<lb /><lb />clutching my unspent time<lb />like a ticket out,<lb /><lb />iam like this place,<lb /><lb />solid and vertical beside<lb />flowing aquaintance,<lb />reflected now by deep pools<lb />where friendships glide<lb /><lb />like fish.<lb /><lb />S. Phillip Miles<lb /><lb />49<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>Survivors<lb /><lb />You are afraid The river is<lb /><lb />of water but itTs never blue singing and high water<lb /><lb />too late sweeping dreams out<lb /><lb />for sailing away to sea<lb /><lb />take my skin and stitch but the stars are deeper<lb /><lb />long white sails than the river<lb /><lb />build my bones into the wind is wiser than<lb /><lb />the body of a boat anywhere the riverTs been |<lb />turn my eyes into a hot white star still, rivers<lb /><lb />your north star like lovers should<lb /><lb />never be fully explored.<lb /><lb />Denise Andrews<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />54<lb /><lb />Lineage<lb /><lb />Found in 1978 by your fingers:<lb /><lb />the curved line running from the edge<lb />of my nose to the corner<lb /><lb />of my mouth<lb /><lb />| had to smile at your tracing touch<lb />(and deepened the creases there)<lb /><lb />That Spring we rowed out over the cypress stained water<lb />the sun was bright and sharp as pain<lb /><lb />| squinted into the glare and you turned and caught me<lb />your face folded into laughter and<lb /><lb />you said | looked like a near-sighted Chinese woman<lb /><lb />A history is furrowed in my forehead<lb />there - moments crossed in concentration<lb />here - times when your annoying habits<lb />gathered knots between my brows<lb /><lb />and pulled them taut<lb /><lb />These moments have taken form<lb /><lb />and are etched in the fine lines<lb /><lb />of my face<lb /><lb />while other women cream and mask<lb /><lb />and salve to smoothness their surfaces<lb /><lb />| will wear these years you have given me<lb />and, yes, | will wrinkle with pride.<lb /><lb />June Sylvester<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>with one class<lb /><lb />tomorrow<lb /><lb />please marry me tonight<lb /><lb />or just a short<lb />honey moon pie.<lb />blindly like nylon<lb /><lb />bristles | crash through your<lb /><lb />hair, new found adoration<lb />you Say is my fault.<lb />tongue by a fat<lb /><lb />pebble in a stream. nose<lb /><lb />of steel grind bright sparks.<lb /><lb />make eyes resolve<lb /><lb />tempestuous contours.<lb /><lb />like a candle " singe me.<lb /><lb />Michael Loderstedt<lb /><lb />55<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>TELE te<lb /><lb />The gold is tucked away<lb /><lb />behind blue-braille numbers.<lb />Coded, secret.<lb /><lb />Balance achieves balance<lb /><lb />and rocking between the right hand<lb />side of your secrecy and the left<lb />leaves them nothing to see<lb /><lb />but your back, your busy fingers.<lb />Property is again protected.<lb /><lb />Yet those eyes,<lb /><lb />those sliding screens.<lb /><lb />~~One moment pleaseT and one moment<lb />might have established a kind of fund<lb /><lb />to be drawn from without credentials.<lb />But the wallet folded<lb /><lb />every world youTd been in<lb /><lb />in two, withdrawing all deposits<lb /><lb />you thought you owned.<lb /><lb />Even that gets invested<lb /><lb />in some stock response<lb /><lb />to the yellow slips<lb /><lb />dropping at your feet<lb /><lb />like smaller nods,<lb /><lb />wise to the total transaction.<lb /><lb />Phillip Arrington<lb /><lb />*A 24-hour banking machine at<lb />Wachovia Trust<lb /><lb />OY<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />WRITERS<lb /><lb />SUE AYDELETTE is a senior in the<lb />writing program and this yearTs<lb />Rebe/ art editor.<lb /><lb />DENISE ANDREWS is a_ senior<lb />writing major whose poems have<lb />appeared in past issues of The<lb />Rebel and Tar River Poetry.<lb /><lb />PHILLIP ARRINGTON is a lecturer in<lb />English at ECU. He is currently head<lb />of the Poetry Forum and a past<lb />editor of The Rebel.<lb /><lb />KAREN BLANSFIELD is a graduate<lb />student in English who has recently<lb />completed her thesis. She has<lb />previously published poems in The<lb />Rebel and Tar River Poetry.<lb /><lb />KATHY CRISP is a junior from<lb />Washington, N.C., majoring in<lb />creative writing. She has previously<lb />published poems in Straight, a<lb />Christian magazine.<lb /><lb />HAL DANIEL is a Professor of<lb />Speech, Language and Auditory<lb />Pathology at ECU who has<lb />published extensively in his field.<lb />This is his first appearance in The<lb />Rebel.<lb /><lb />KEMPTEN LOVE DANIEL is_ the<lb />prodigious seven year-old son of<lb />Hal Daniel who attends Morehead<lb />School in Greensboro. This is his<lb />publication debut.<lb /><lb />JOE DUDASIK, a long standing<lb />member of the Poetry Forum, is<lb />both a poet and an artist. His work<lb />has been published in past editions<lb />of The Rebel and Tar River Poetry.<lb /><lb />COLLEEN FLYNN is a senior whose<lb />poems have appeared in previous<lb />issues Of The Rebe/ and Tar River<lb />Poetry. Colleen is the editor of this<lb />yearTs Rebel.<lb /><lb />ROBERT JONES is a member of the<lb />Poetry Forum and last year served<lb />as associate editor of The Rebel.<lb /><lb />JEFFREY JOSEPH is a senior writing<lb />major from Danville, Va. He is a<lb />member of the Poetry Forum and<lb />has published in numerous small<lb />magazines.<lb /><lb />ERNEST MARSHALL is a teacher in<lb />the Philosophy Department at ECU<lb />who has been reading and writing<lb />poetry intermittently for many<lb />years. This is his first appearance in<lb />The Rebel.<lb /><lb />S. PHILLIP MILES, an ECU alumnus,<lb />teaches English in Fayetteville, N.C.<lb />He has published poems in several<lb />past issues of The Rebel.<lb /><lb />CHERYL RIBINO is _" currently<lb />teaching poetry in the English<lb />department. This is her first ap-<lb />pearance in The Rebel.<lb /><lb />SAM SILVA is a member of the<lb />Poetry Forum who lives in Golds-<lb />boro, N.C.<lb /><lb />JUNE SYLVESTER is a senior from<lb />Elizabeth City, N.C., majoring in<lb />writing. Her poem ~The CallingT<lb />won this yearTs JeffreyTs Beer and<lb />Wine Poetry Award. This is her first<lb />appearance in The Rebel.<lb /><lb />JOE UNDERWOOD is a graduate<lb />student in English who won this<lb />yearTs prose award for his short<lb />story ~~Strawboss.?T This is his first<lb />publication in The Rebel.<lb /><lb />LUKE WHISNANT is _ currently<lb />studying creativeT writing at<lb />Washington University in St. Louis.<lb />He is a past editor of The Rebel.<lb /><lb />TIM WRIGHT is a graduate student<lb />in English at ECU and this yearTs<lb />Rebel literary editor. This is his third<lb />appearance in The Rebel.<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>ARTISTS<lb /><lb />LISA BATEMAN is a senior painting<lb />major at ECU. The cover piece of<lb />this yearTs Rebe/ marks her first ap-<lb />pearance in the magazine.<lb /><lb />ROBERT DANIEL is a_ graduate<lb />painting major in the ECU art de-<lb />partment. Before coming to Green-<lb />ville, Robert was artist-in-residence<lb />in Harnett County.<lb /><lb />SID DAVIS is a High Point native<lb />working toward a BFA in com-<lb />mercial art. He is presently a free<lb />lance commercial artist.<lb /><lb />RITA EARLEY is a graduate student -<lb />MFA Ceramics. This is his first ap-<lb />pearance in Rebel.<lb /><lb />STEPHEN EDGERTON is a senior<lb />seeking a BFA in painting with a<lb />minor in drawing. He is originally<lb />from Philadelphus, N.C. His mixed<lb />media piece won best in show this<lb />year.<lb /><lb />BETSY KURZINGER is an MFA can-<lb />didate in Communications Art. She<lb />is currently participating in in-<lb />ternational postal art correspon-<lb />dence.<lb /><lb />DAVID LARSON is a junior working<lb />toward a BFA in painting. He has<lb />two pieces in this issue of Jhe<lb />Rebel.<lb /><lb />MICHAEL LODERSTEDT is a senior in<lb />printmaking with an interest in<lb />collagraphs. His work has been<lb />exhibited in Kate Lewis and Gray<lb />galleries, and recently at the Univer-<lb />sity of Florida.<lb /><lb />ELLA MALLENBAUM is currently<lb />seeking an MFA in painting. She<lb />has previously taught art and<lb />English in Pennsylvania public<lb />schools.<lb /><lb />DAVID NORRIS is a senior from<lb />Charlotte majoring in print making.<lb />This is his third appearance in The<lb />Rebel.<lb /><lb />MARK PETERSON is a sophomore<lb />BFA painting major. He attended<lb />Governor's School in 1974. He con-<lb />tinually strives to express his<lb />musical interests through his art-<lb />work.<lb /><lb />PETER PODESZWA is a graphic arts<lb />major at ECU. He is an avid<lb />photographer and currently head of<lb />the student Photo Lab.<lb /><lb />JUDSON POOLE was formerly an art<lb />student at ECU. He has previously<lb />done illustrations for The Rebel.<lb /><lb />ROXANNE REEP is a_ graduate<lb />student in jewelry design who has<lb />had work purchased by R.J.<lb />Reynolds. This is her third ap-<lb />pearance in The Rebel.<lb /><lb />BRENDA WILLIAMS is a senior in<lb />Communications Art and a Student<lb />Union artist. Last year she won first<lb />place in the Rebe/ Art Show for a<lb />black and white photo.<lb /><lb />STEPHEN WILLIAMS is a graduate<lb />student in the Dept. of English. His<lb />photograph comes out of a collec-<lb />tion of images from his summer trip<lb />to England.<lb /></p>
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