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        <p>Last year in the spring The North Carolina Arts Council awarded to THE<lb />REBEL a grant of $2,500.00 to encourage the creative arts in eastern North<lb />Carolina. At this time, we would like to thank the Council for their interest<lb />in promoting the arts in our region and for their support of our efforts to<lb />bring to the people of this area a different kind of artistic experience, some<lb />think, called a literary magazine. .<lb /><lb />When we received the grant money, we thought about ways to spend it, to<lb />get the most mileage out of the funds. We knew that we wanted to do<lb />something to include a larger number of people, talented people, in the<lb />creative experience; and we knew we wanted to do something educational.<lb />We decided on an Eastern North Carolina Arts Festival, with promotional<lb />efforts directed at the high schools in the surrounding area and at East<lb />Carolina University. We decided to have workshops On poetry, short fiction,<lb />the elements of a literary magazine, newspaper and magazine photography<lb />and lay-out, commercial design and the design elements in drawing and<lb />sketching. We also decided to have a competition in the areas of<lb />photo-essay, short fiction, poetry, and drawing and sketching.<lb /><lb />The following pages, and this magazine, is one of the end- products of the<lb />festival. We say it is one of the end-products, because it is only a small<lb />measure of what went on. The real valuable things that went on were carried<lb />away from the festival in the minds and hearts of the people who<lb />participated.<lb /><lb />morning workshop in poetry<lb /><lb />Vernon Ward teads off<lb /><lb />technique.<lb /><lb />x<lb />"<lb />°<lb />&gt;<lb />=<lb />vo<lb />£<lb />~<lb />vo<lb />0 |<lb />i)<lb />E<lb />°<lb />vw<lb />®<lb />&amp;<lb />E<lb />%<lb />x<lb />a<lb />w<lb />~<lb />c<lb />ba]<lb />S<lb />=<lb />~<lb />-<lb />6<lb />Q<lb />Q<lb />°<lb />p<lb />oVv<lb />4<lb />_<lb />ie)<lb />=<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />SHORT FICTION<lb />First Place<lb /><lb />Second Place<lb />POETRY<lb /><lb />First Place<lb /><lb />Second Place<lb />Honorable Mention<lb />DRAWING AND SKETCHING<lb />First Place<lb /><lb />First Place<lb /><lb />Second Place<lb />Honorable Mention<lb />PHOTO"ESSAY<lb />First Place<lb /><lb />Second Place<lb />Honorable Mention<lb />Honorable Mention<lb /><lb />~o~One should never give up<lb />wishing. | believe there is no<lb />fulfillment, but there are wishes<lb />that last a long time, all oneTs<lb />life, so that anyhow one could<lb />not wait for their fullfillment.?<lb />(from Rilke)<lb /><lb />Edward Abramson (page 2)<lb />William L. Armistead<lb /><lb />Lindsay Bowen (page 8)<lb />Meg Sencindiver (page 7)<lb />Robert Sanders<lb /><lb />Scott Tabor (page 5)<lb />Denise Gelpi (page 2)<lb />David Ross (page 9)<lb />Sally McRarie<lb /><lb />Kelly Adams (cover, and page 6)<lb />Josie Houstonx<lb /><lb />Karen Colvard<lb /><lb />Don Shirley<lb /><lb />Other winning entries will be printed in The Rebel<lb />in the future.<lb /><lb />Doris Betts, North Carolina Author, addresses festivalTs awards Luncheon.<lb /><lb />ee<lb /><lb />Se a<lb /><lb />a SE or<lb /><lb />at ea =<lb />SST<lb /><lb />eS<lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />NN Te ALS SR EO<lb /><lb />epee ent ay<lb /><lb />PLL ARE Ge PP<lb /><lb />7 TT ne ¥<lb />Y CEN Mle Piheateratl/thanwttllT<lb />""" enn<lb /><lb />)<lb />i j<lb /><lb />Ves<lb />5<lb /><lb />heanigh i | ay ee ~] wi '<lb />| ra | Ve LN<lb /><lb />i)<lb /><lb />Sister Jones and the Prophet<lb />By<lb />Edward A. Abramson<lb /><lb />Martha Washington Jones limped slowly down the pot<lb />holed dirt street toward the church, her wrinkled brow<lb />furrowed more than usual. It was dusk, and the white<lb />painted-blistered houses of the Negro quarter stood stark<lb />against the sky that had been heat-blasted but three hours<lb />before. The houses stood planted in the dirt, always<lb />seeming ready to tumble into piles of slats. She<lb />remembered them looking that way since her childhood.<lb /><lb />White haired prophet goinTto be there tonight, she<lb />thought crossing the street. Maybe OlivaTll be healed.<lb />Maybe she won't be sick no more...<lb /><lb />oWhat you mean you had to sell it?TT<lb /><lb />A woman's voice from the window on her right knifed<lb />into her thoughts.<lb /><lb />oCouldnTt you get enough fum him to pay for that<lb />carbur... whatever it was? Purty soon you'll have the whole<lb />house empty just to keep that car goinT.?T<lb /><lb />oNow look here,?T a manTs voice answered. That carTs<lb />the best thing we got. So long as weTse got it on the road,<lb />weTse got some...?<lb /><lb />The voice faded as Martha trudged on down the street<lb />thinking of little Oliva at home in bed, a victim of the same<lb />poverty that had plagued her own youth.<lb /><lb />Only granT~chile left, she thought. She got to get well.<lb />She just got to get well. The grooves in her forehead and<lb />around her eyes seemed to deepen, and wetness appeared<lb />on the lower lid.<lb /><lb />Up ahead the square tower of the church reached up<lb />above the houses, pushing an incongruously small cross at<lb /><lb />| Fikes<lb />\<lb />pe Bid: :<lb />yey oie [ te<lb />© OeT<lb />nt T ty 4}<lb /><lb />the gray blank ness of the sky. There were numerous old<lb />cars lining the street in front of the church, and two newly<lb />paonted white busses, the brush strokes showing clearly,<lb />were crowding their bulk into the narrow dirt road. A small<lb />group of women were gathered outside the church talking<lb />agitatedly. They looked up as they became aware of the old<lb />womanTs approach.<lb /><lb />ooLo there Sister Jones,? and elderly black matron<lb />said. ~~Good you could come tonight. This is goinT to be one<lb />fine meetinT.?T<lb /><lb />The woman leaned forward, the brim of her tattered<lb />black silk hat occasionally touching MarthaTs forehead.<lb /><lb />oWhite haired prophet cominT tonight. Oh | tell you<lb />Sister Jones, | just know ITse goinT to be saved tonight.TT<lb /><lb />Martha looked down at her black shoes laced up above<lb />her ankles. She tried to get some of the mud off them by<lb />stamping lightly, but it did no good.<lb /><lb />oHowTs Oliva?? the woman went on. oI heerd she was<lb />taken with the coughs for a long time.TT<lb /><lb />oSheTs still purty bad,T Martha said slowly through<lb />pink gums. Granger and Mary, they took her to that fancy<lb />doctor in town. He said to get some medcine soon 4a§<lb />possTble. They give me the money to go to the store now<lb />and get it.??<lb /><lb />She looked down guiltily.<lb /><lb />~Well you pray for her tonight, anT | bet she be okay<lb />~fore tomorrow.?<lb /><lb />Martha looked up quickly now, the short gray wisps<lb />of hair moving with an independent life of their own as she<lb />shook her head vigorously up and down.<lb /><lb />oYes...yes | know. | believe that. ThatTs why | come-<lb />That's why | come ~fore goinTto the store.?T<lb /><lb />The sound of a piano and drums in the church caused<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />i i al<lb /><lb />em RRR I<lb /><lb />the group to totter toward the door. As Martha made her<lb />way down the aisle to a pew in front so she could be sure of<lb />being near the Prophet, calls of ~oLo Sister Jones? and<lb />oGlad you could come, Sister Jones? surrounded her on<lb />either side. She smiled slightly and nodded at those many<lb />familiar faces and finally stopped next to the second row of<lb />benches on her right. Because of her age, the younger<lb />women often deferred to her, and a middle aged woman<lb />moved in to give her an aisle seat.<lb /><lb />As she looked about, Martha saw a good number of<lb />People who she did not know. People came from forty<lb />miles away to hear the Prophet. This revival had been in<lb />Progress for three days, with meetings held every night, and<lb />it was to run for three more days before moving on to<lb />another town. Because of OlivaTs illness, Martha had not<lb />attended any of the meetings, but had sat home with her<lb />granddaughter putting mustard plasters on her chest and<lb />feeding her clove tea to try to stop the deep cough. But<lb />nothing had worked, and Martha had realized, even if the<lb />children had not, that she would have to go to a higher<lb />source.<lb /><lb />She reached into a osecret compartment? in her<lb />tattered brown purse to see if the four dollars were still<lb />there. Yes... there they were, she thought as her knarled<lb />fingers felt the four distinct crumpled balls. This was the<lb />last money in the house till pay day. She would have to be<lb />Careful. She looked around again and answered a oTLo<lb />Sister JonesT with a strained smile as she quickly closed the<lb />Purse and clutched it in her lap.<lb /><lb />On the stage she saw the chief of police, who was the<lb />Pastor of the congregation and had arranged for the revival<lb />to take place there. On account of a Klan threat, he had<lb />Come to the church with three officers during a revival<lb />three years before and had been converted. When the old<lb />Preacher had died, the congregation had asked him to take<lb />Charge. He was the only white man in the state to be the<lb />head of an all black church, and only his position as chief,<lb />Which miraculously he had been able to hang on to despite<lb />BS nunity pressures, had kept him free of threats from the<lb />Ocal Klan. Now, he was sitting on the platform in the<lb />" of two Negro deacons waving his right arm leading<lb /><lb />he singing of ~Precious Lord.T<lb /><lb />As the strains of the hymn filled the church Martha<lb />" that it was already almost completely filled, the<lb />en con sisting primarily of fortyish plus women<lb />oy a number of six-tyish plus men. There were perhaps<lb />ta People under thirty, except for the small children that<lb /><lb />Ng tightly to their mothers and gazed about with large<lb />UNsure eyes.<lb />= Martha straightened her old hat, a black silk bowl that<lb />". her gray hair and had plastic flowers on the right<lb />catia of the women wore hats of this type, some had<lb />a = instead of flowers. some held tambourines, others<lb />ca small arcs of hot air against their shining black faces<lb />=. Paper fans that had a picture of Jesus on one side and<lb />Seba eanlaota for oCrichTs Auto PartsTT on the other.<lb />aby a especially noticed the condition of the older people,<lb />ag uman scarecrows with arms the thickness of an auto<lb />= aust pipe and protruding veins that gave the impression<lb /><lb />Pencils having been pushed through the skin.<lb /><lb />CCasionally a wrinkled squash of a face would gaze back at<lb /><lb />her and bear two sets of gums in recognition. Lacking hair,<lb />the old men gave an even more corpse-like appearance. But<lb />she did not find fault with these things --she saw much the<lb />same when she looked into a mirror or at a picture of her<lb />dead husband.<lb /><lb />As the hymn ended voices could be heard from the<lb />back of the church: ~~HeTs hereTT: craning necks, still fans,<lb />upturned faces. She turned and saw the Prophet. He was<lb />walking down the aisle toward the dias. Perhaps fifty years<lb />old, he wore a belted trenchcoat with the collar turned up,<lb />black trousers with a knife sharp crease , and black shoes<lb />polished to a mirror finish. Deep blue eyes shone out above<lb />a hook nose set in the center of a smooth, intelligent, white<lb />face, which was surrounded by a full head of snow white<lb />hair. As he walked down the aisle, he smiled at various<lb />people who he recognized from other towns, other<lb />churches. He walked up to the dias, took off his coat,<lb />whispered something in the police chiefTs ear, and sat down.<lb /><lb />Knowing that the congregation had all come to see the<lb /><lb />Prophet, the chief did not take charge of the service<lb />himself.<lb /><lb />oNow I'd like to introduce the Prophet,?T he said<lb />standing behind the lectern. ooY~all know him; y~all know<lb />that our Lord speaks through him. ITve done some checking<lb />on this man, and be lieve me heTs a real man of God. So<lb />listen close.?T<lb /><lb />He sat down and the Prophet got up on the dias.<lb />Martha watched him with hawk eyes, though every time<lb />someone coughed her thoughts reverted to Oliva lying in<lb />bed, her chest wracked with coughs.<lb /><lb />oHello friends,? he said with an ingratiating smile.<lb />oIt's nice to see so many familiar faces in the crowd.?<lb /><lb />He pointed to a few people in the crowd to show that<lb />he recognized them. Those chosen for this special<lb />recognition sat a bit taller and remained slightly aloof<lb />basking in the stares that they knew were being leveled at<lb />them.<lb /><lb />oLet's begin with ~I Cried and He Delivered Me,T he<lb />said glancing back at the piano player. A chord was struck,<lb />and over two hundred voices sang out. | cried and He<lb /><lb />delivered me, Lord | cried and He delivered me, Lord |<lb />cried and He delivered me, He delivered my poor soul.<lb />A short, squat woman in front of Martha in the front<lb />row got up and began beating a tambourine against<lb />the heel of her hand. As verse was added to verse,<lb />people about the church stood and began clapping<lb />their hands to the quickening rhythm; the man on the<lb />drums beat to the convulsive cadences that filled the<lb />room.<lb /><lb />Now people began to stamp their feet. An<lb />extremely black woman wearing a white dress was out<lb />in the aisle doing a jig while slapping her right hand<lb />against her haunch. Martha was standing now also,<lb />drumming on the pew in front of her and moving up<lb />and down like an aged pile driver, the yellow and red<lb />plastic flowers dancing up and down on her hat as she<lb />sang and jumped to the spasmodic beat now made up<lb />of the Prophet's shouts, the pianoTs occasionally heard<lb />chords, the hangling tambourines, the beating drums,<lb />the clapping of dozens of pairs of hands, and the<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>stamping of hundreds of feet.<lb /><lb />o| cried and He delivered me...? The falsetto wail<lb />of the women.s voices quivered against the yellowish<lb />white walls. oI cried and He delivered me...T The<lb />Prophet leaned back, his hoary hair flowing out from<lb />his head and covering his ears. ~| cried and He<lb />delivered me..." Martha closed her eyes and shouted<lb />to the hea vens. ~~He delivered my poor soul.? The<lb />ProphetTs hand came down hard on the lectern and his<lb />powerful voice cut through the last strains of the<lb />hymn.<lb /><lb />oI've been traveling all over the great state of<lb />North Carolina spreading the gospel...?T<lb /><lb />His voice was firm and controlled, but began to<lb />get louder as he spoke.<lb /><lb />oAnd let me tell you that this is the greatest<lb />revival year ITve ever seen! say Amen.?<lb /><lb />ooAmen,TT came from the whole congregation.<lb /><lb />oWhy folks are just burning for the Lord all over,<lb />and | tell you that it.s a sign. ItTs a sign that He has<lb />some great work that HeTs going to do. Praise the<lb />Lord!?<lb /><lb />oPraise the Lord,?T Martha said.<lb /><lb />oHallelujah,? came from the congregation.<lb /><lb />He stepped down from the dias and walked into<lb /><lb />centeraisle. He held a small microphone close to his lips.<lb /><lb />oWhy over west of here we had two hun...no...three<lb />hundred brothers and sisters filling the church to<lb />bursting...?<lb /><lb />oSweet Jesus,?T o~Hallelu.T? The cries pierced the lulls<lb />from all parts of the throng.<lb /><lb />oAnd they believe in the Lord; they believe in Jesus,?<lb />he shouted.<lb /><lb />oHmm, hmm.?<lb /><lb />oJesus!"T sprung from MarthaTs lips.<lb /><lb />oThey know HeTs coming back...?T<lb /><lb />oThat's right.?<lb /><lb />oAnd they know He'll heal them of all their pain...?<lb /><lb />Thank you Jesus,T came the cry.<lb /><lb />oIf they believe in Him...?T<lb /><lb />oPraise God.?<lb /><lb />oAnd He'll heal you of your pain too...?<lb /><lb />oHallelujah.?<lb /><lb />oIf you believe.?? And he put his open left hand up to<lb />his ear.<lb /><lb />From hundreds of throats: oI believeT; ~TIl believe in<lb />Jesus.?<lb /><lb />See the Prophet walking down the aisle, jacket open,<lb />tiny beads of sweat on his forehead reflecting the light. See<lb />his up raised arms and the people around him standing and<lb />swaying in the pews. See the paper fans forgotten, lying on<lb />the worn wooden floor, sometimes oTCrichTs Auto Parts,?T<lb />sometimes Jesus receiving the imprint of a foot.<lb /><lb />o| am God's prophet...! just do what He says...God is<lb />in me...1 can feel Him...HeTs here in this place tonight!?T<lb /><lb />oHelp me Jesus,TT Martha shouted, her eyes closed in<lb />fervent absorption.<lb /><lb />oIf you believe that, say Amer.?T<lb /><lb />oAmer,? resounded off the yellowing walls.<lb /><lb />He was silent for a moment while he stood wide eyed,<lb />staring at the ceiling as if waiting for something.<lb /><lb />~~Testimony!? he cried triumphantly. He wants<lb />someone to testify to His grace. Who will show forth the<lb />mercy of the Lord?<lb /><lb />MarthaTs cracked voice pierced through the din.<lb /><lb />o| will testify,? she said rocking back and forth,<lb />holding on to the back of the pew in front of her. oI will<lb />testify to the LordTs grace...?<lb /><lb />oAmen.?<lb /><lb />oHallelu.?T<lb /><lb />oTell us sister,? said the Prophet. ~~Tell us what Jesus<lb />has done for you.?<lb /><lb />Her voice was ardent, and she swayed forward and<lb /><lb />back in her reverie.<lb /><lb />o| prayed to Him two months ago ~bout a pain in my<lb />joints, and the pain it done go away...?<lb /><lb />oGlory to the Lord.?<lb /><lb />oYes...it done go away, when | been rubbinT this<lb />drugstore stuff on it three days and that donTt do no<lb />good...?<lb /><lb />oJesus...?<lb /><lb />oBut | just ask Jesus and He fix it...?<lb /><lb />oHmm, hmm.?<lb /><lb />oHe fix it ~cause | believe in Him...?<lb /><lb />oThank you Jesus.?T<lb /><lb />~cause | prays to Him every day...?<lb /><lb />oAmen.?<lb /><lb />ooAnT now I'se prayinT to Him for help agin...?<lb /><lb />oYou go on and tell Him Sister,T said the Prophet.<lb />oHe'll help you.?<lb /><lb />oThat's right.?<lb /><lb />oHe will!T<lb /><lb />The Prophet continued his exhorting; the<lb />congregation pressed to have this afflicted member purged<lb />of her grief.<lb /><lb />oIt's my only granTchile,?T she said rocking in oblivion,<lb />the words pouring out. ~~She done have the coughs for a<lb />long, long time now...?<lb /><lb />oThat's bad.?<lb /><lb />oHelp her Jesus.?<lb /><lb />oShe done coughinT andT coughinT anT nothinT make<lb />her stop...?<lb /><lb />oJesus will,? the Prophet said. oHe'll fix her ill-- He'll<lb />fix her. Everybody pray for our little sisterTs grandchild<lb />now,? he said rushing back on the dias and fluttering his<lb />hands like a dragon flyTs wings over his head. ~~Hallelujah!<lb />HeTll help her.?<lb /><lb />From the back of the room a voice rose up. Jesus on<lb />the mainline Tell Him what you want, oh...<lb /><lb />Jesus on the mainline Tell Him what you want, oh...<lb />The congregation picked it up: piano, drums,<lb />tambourines, hands, feet, and fans adding to the beat.<lb /><lb />Jesus on the mainline Tell Him what you want, oh...<lb /><lb />If you need a doctor Tell Him what you want, oh...<lb /><lb />And Martha sank, sank into the swirling sounds that<lb />swept around her and her grief. For her--they were for<lb />her and Lliva. All these people and the prophet: the<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>MY NIGHT WAS OVER"LONG He was a laugher that often cried,<lb />Consciousness crept... He was an unwilling compromise 7<lb />It seemed | was waiting, Undulating between freedom and a vacuum of despair.<lb /><lb />Waiting in a vast stymied moment of misery. in vain he groped,<lb /><lb />Waiting--going not--waiting.<lb /><lb />Life struggles toward death<lb />Darkness greets the dawn<lb />My night was over-long.<lb /><lb />While waiting | dreamed...<lb />Dreamed | was a man<lb />Dreaming about a man<lb />Dreaming about a lady.<lb /><lb />Once | saw theT~form?<lb />Inspired by its own brilliance,<lb />My heart grew heavy.<lb /><lb />The man that | dreamed | was,<lb />Was a dreamer, lost in his dream.<lb />He had lost himself<lb /><lb />And could not be saved,<lb /><lb />But called not for help.<lb /><lb />He had called before<lb /><lb />Only to see the sugar image of help<lb />Melt in the first spring rain.<lb /><lb />He made me cry--or did | sing?<lb />One canTt be sure about dreams.<lb /><lb />Though | heard the oword?T<lb />Crying of its truthfulness,<lb />Static killed my joy.<lb /><lb />The man in the dream<lb />Of the man | dreamed | was,<lb />Was a man without purpose<lb />A man without cause.<lb /><lb />In vain he strained,<lb />In vain he suffered,<lb /><lb />For the combination that refused to combine<lb /><lb />That much | saw.<lb /><lb />Or could | be wrong?<lb />One canTt be sure about dreams.<lb /><lb />Which truth will | hear,<lb />Confusion enters my soul,<lb />Who will hear my prayer?<lb /><lb />The lady in the dream<lb /><lb />Of the man in the dream<lb /><lb />Of the man | dreamed | was,<lb />Was a singer,<lb /><lb />Singing FREEDOM'S song,<lb /><lb />A song of orgiastic HAPPINESS<lb />A song of naturized ONENESS,<lb />A song of FREE AGENTNESS<lb /><lb />T<lb /><lb />In a world of FOLLOWSHIP and FIT"IN"NESS.<lb /><lb />She was her song.<lb /><lb />She loved her song<lb /><lb />(That's all she loved)<lb />Knowing not her self-induced love<lb />Sang praises to nothing.<lb />| almost believed her...<lb /><lb />Or maybe | did,<lb /><lb />One canTt be sure about dreams.<lb />A candle flickered-<lb /><lb />Challenging the stifling darkness,<lb />Giving for life, its death.<lb /><lb /></p>
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