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          <lb />VOLUME VI SPRING, 1963 NUMBER 3<lb /><lb />TABLE OF CONTENTS<lb /><lb />RISIPORIAD © 5 2 oe ee ee 3<lb />CONTRIBUTORS and EDITORTS NOTHS225625 2 40<lb />FEATURE<lb /><lb />Interview with Ralph McGill..33..34 0) ee 4<lb />FICTION<lb /><lb />The New River by B. Tolson. Waite: 3.5 = ee 12<lb /><lb />James Davis and Kattie by Millard Maloney...»<lb /><lb />HouseTof'Cards by Larry Biivatdss 3 6 ee a 24<lb /><lb />Wisteria:by Sue-Ellen Brid@era. 2 8 Eee SS 28<lb /><lb />Carnation for Summer by Pat: 5. Wie 82<lb />ESSAYS<lb /><lb />William Faulkner"His Descriptions of Nature by<lb /><lb />Mary E. Poindextertc 20<lb /><lb />Only the Image Reappears by Sanford Peele__...-_-_____________ 26<lb />POETRY<lb /><lb />Cat, by Helen Jenning#ij6&gt; 7 3 ee 19<lb /><lb />Into:a Pruned ParkTby:.B. Poon: Wii eas 26<lb /><lb />En'~Marienbad by Sanford -peeie 2s se 31<lb />REBEL REVIEWS<lb /><lb />Reviews by Ben Bridgers, Gene Hugulet, Jim Forsyth, and Brenda<lb /><lb />Canine a eS ea 36<lb /><lb />COVER by Larry Blizard<lb />PHOTOGRAPHY by Junius D. Grimes III<lb /><lb />THE REBEL is published by the Student Government Association of East<lb />Carolina College. It was created by the Publications Board of East Carolina<lb />College as a literary magazine to be edited by students and designed for<lb />the publication of student material.<lb /><lb />NOTICE"Contributions to THE REBEL should be directed to P. O. Box<lb />1420, E.C.C., Greenville, North Carolina. Editorial and business offices<lb />are located at 30614 Austin Building. Manuscripts and art work submitted<lb />by mail should be accompanied by a self-addressed envelope and return<lb />postage. The publishers assume no responsibility for the return of manu-<lb />scripts or art work.<lb /></p>
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        <p>STAFF<lb /><lb />Editor<lb />Juntus DANIEL Grimes III<lb /><lb />Associate Editor<lb />J. ALFRED WILLIS<lb /><lb />Assistant to Editor<lb />Friepa R. WHITE<lb /><lb />Book Review Editor<lb /><lb />Sue ELLen BRIDGERS<lb /><lb />Business Manager<lb /><lb />Tony BowEN<lb /><lb />Advertising Manager<lb />FAYE NELSON<lb /><lb />Art Staff<lb />LARRY BLIZARD<lb />Durry TOLER<lb />Louis JONES<lb /><lb />Typists and Proofreaders<lb /><lb />MARKY JONES<lb />Ray RAYBOURN<lb />WANDA DUNCAN<lb />MILTON G. CROCKER<lb />BRENDA CANIPE<lb />JOYCE CROCKER<lb /><lb />Faculty Advisor<lb />Ovip WILLIAMS PIERCE<lb /><lb />Circulation<lb /><lb />Alpha Phi Omega Fraternity<lb /><lb />National Advertising<lb />Representatives<lb />College Magazines, Inc.<lb />11 West 42nd Street<lb />New York 36, New York<lb /><lb />Member Associated<lb />Collegiate Press<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>EDITORIAL<lb /><lb />In the interview with Ralph McGill in this issue<lb />of the REBEL, he gives an interesting answer to<lb />a question concerning the morals of American<lb />youth. The question was, oDo you think that<lb />the morals of American youth are undergoing a<lb />transition today?? The basis for this question<lb />was an article by Fred and Mary Heschinger in<lb />a recent Sunday New York Times Magazine.<lb />Their feeling was that our morals are undergoing<lb />a definite liberalization, if indeed, they are not<lb />becoming libertine. Their chief basis for this<lb />is the open and frank discussion of sexual and<lb />moral problems which they say prevails on to-<lb />dayTs college campuses. They apparently disap-<lb />prove, and feel that it is the responsibility of<lb />colleges and universities to exercise in loco pa-<lb />rentis to force adherence to traditional moral<lb />standards where it appears that the students<lb />themselves have not been so reared prior to col-<lb />lege as to make such measures unnecessary.<lb /><lb />Mr. McGillTs answer to the question was that<lb />he believes it is not that our morals are under-<lb />going any tremendous transformation, but rather<lb />that the American youth of today are simply more<lb />honest than they were in the Victorian era or<lb />the era of the twenties. The Victorians were<lb />hypocrites, and the twenties he calls the days of<lb />the silver flask and bath-tub gin and the flapper,<lb />of free-love and necking, of Greenwich Village<lb />and ~the revolt in literature. Today, he continues,<lb />seems comparatively mild.<lb /><lb />We are not wholly in accord with Mr. McGill.<lb />Bath-tub gin has simply been replaced by tax-paid<lb />whiskey; the flapper has been replaced by great<lb />groups gyrating some new craze called the thun-<lb />derbird; Greenwich Village is still around and<lb />the revolt in literature has more or less quieted<lb />into commonplace acceptance. But the fact that<lb />these things are more above board does not make<lb />them necessarily quieter. It may make them<lb />noisier.<lb /><lb />But we do agree with Mr. McGill on one point<lb />and disagree with the Heschingers. The open dis-<lb /><lb />cussion and acceptance of the existence of prob-<lb />lems of sex and morals is advantageous and should<lb />not be perverted or controlled extensively by any-<lb />one. If traditional moral standards are disap-<lb />pearing, then it is not the responsibility of indi-<lb />viduals who still wish to adhere to them to enforce<lb />that adherence on others who do not. In fact, it<lb />seems natural enough that with the disappearance<lb />of the shibboleths and fears that sustained certain<lb />moral attitudes and practices long after their<lb />practical value had ceased to exist, the moral<lb />values themselves should change or at least become<lb />more honest.<lb /><lb />As evidence of the benefits to be reaped from<lb />wider and more open acceptance and discussion<lb />of attitudes and practices that have existed all<lb />along, we would point out the number of books<lb />and movies that are accepted today that would<lb />never have passed a board of censors ten years<lb />ago. And these books and films are not trashy<lb />Fabian types, but make a real contribution to con-<lb />temporary American art. Books like MillerTs<lb />Tropics have only in the last five years been<lb />printed openly in the United States. Catch 22,<lb />by Joseph Heller, which may well be regarded<lb />as one of the great war novels of America, would<lb />not have had a chance for open publication had<lb />it been written ten years earlier. Certainly, it<lb />would have had nothing like the wide public dis-<lb />cussion it is currently receiving.<lb /><lb />A recent movie, Hud, according to the majority<lb />of the critics is an open and honest presentatior.<lb />of an S.0.B. (Something they seem to think is<lb />typical of contemporary society). It would not<lb />have been produced five years ago. And the fail-<lb />ure to produce such a movie, or to publish such<lb />books would have been a failure to give to the<lb />American public the honesty and integrity they<lb />deserve from art. Consequently, if openness and<lb />honesty are to be viewed by the Heschingers,<lb />et al as indices of moral transition and decline,<lb />we are heartily in favor of it, tradition notwith-<lb />standing.<lb /><lb />4<lb />i<lb />i<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>Ralph McGill was born in Tennessee and edu-<lb />cated in the public schools of that state and at<lb />Vanderbilt University. He came of age at a time<lb />when the South was being changed and shaken<lb />and as editor of the Atlanta Constitution has<lb />championed the rights of freedom for a new and<lb />better South. His recent book, The South and<lb />the Southerner was winner of the Atlantic non-<lb /><lb />fiction award.<lb /><lb />Juterview with<lb /><lb />RALPH McGILL<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Has there been a failure in lead-<lb />ership in the deep South?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Yes. I donTt think thereTs any<lb />question but what there has been a failure of<lb />leadership in the deep South. I donTt know that<lb />this was a conscious failure. I believe that in re-<lb />trospect we ought to be ashamed of this failure,<lb />and probably are ashamed of it, because we should<lb />have known that change was coming; and we<lb />should have made some move to take care of it.<lb />This we did not do. Here in Atlanta, for example,<lb />I remember writing some months or weeks, at<lb />least, before the nineteen fifty-four school season<lb />that the decision was certainly coming, that it<lb />could not be anything except what it was"a de-<lb />segration decision, and that no one was doing any-<lb />thing about it. The school board was not, the city<lb />government was not, the newspapers were not, and<lb />none of the P.T.A.Ts were discussing it. There<lb /><lb />4<lb /><lb />was a great silence, and yet everyone must have<lb />known this was coming.<lb /><lb />Now this was true all over the South. Here was<lb />the great decision that broke the log jam. It had<lb />been in the works a long time. Some people acted<lb />surprised when it came, but it was not really a<lb />surprise. We had had the previous decisions in<lb />some years before. In fact we had already had<lb />Negroes in Southern universities before the nine-<lb />teen fifty-four school decision. L.S.U. had given<lb />graduate degrees to two Negroes in nineteen<lb />fifty-two or three. At the University of Arkansas,<lb />there had been over a hundred graduate degrees<lb />given to Negroes before the T54 decision. Texas<lb />and Oklahoma had also admitted Negroes to grad-<lb />uate schools. And yet we all sat back and waited<lb />and waited, and did nothing . . . and acted, when<lb />the decision came in May, T54, as if this were a<lb />great unpleasant surprise. So there was failure,<lb />and there has been failure since.<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>~~<lb /><lb />Interviewer: To what extent do you think that<lb />this failure in the leadership has been responsible<lb />for the problems in the South?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: I think largely responsible. Not<lb />wholly, perhaps, because I would be the last to<lb />ignore the facts of tradition and the facts of cus-<lb />tom, cemented by years of observance. But none<lb />the less, I think I would have to say that failure<lb />of this leadership to act responsibly is in the<lb />main the reason for our troubles.<lb /><lb />I donTt know if you remember how it was after<lb />this decision. There was a period there of some<lb />weeks, really about a couple of months, in which<lb />there was a sort of silence. People said, oI donTt<lb />like this school decision, but I guess I knew it<lb />was coming;? or oI wish it hadnTt come; I hate<lb />it; I donTt like the idea of my children going to<lb />school with Negroes, but the Supreme Court has<lb />ruled, and I guess weTll have to observe it.?T This<lb />was pretty general. In my analysis of it, I rather<lb />think that the fault lies chiefly in Virginia. Vir-<lb />ginia is one of our most respected states, or was.<lb />Virginia has a great tradition of civil rights,<lb />human rights, the great tradition of Jefferson, and<lb />all the other Virginians who contributed so much<lb />to our history. At the time of this decision the<lb />demagogues, such as our Marvin Griffin, then gov-<lb />ernor of Georgia, and others over the South were<lb />not being listened to very much, because they<lb />werenTt too respected, and people would choose the<lb />Supreme Court over them. But all the sudden,<lb />here came Virginia, led by Senator Byrd, a re-<lb />spected figure of conservatism, and Virginia began<lb />talking about interposition. We may laugh about<lb />this now, but for a time Virginia in effect threw<lb />the cloak of her great respectability and tradition<lb />about the backs of rascals and prejudiced de-<lb />magogues, and all of the worst elements in the<lb />South suddenly found that they had a respectable<lb />leader, Virginia.<lb /><lb />Then really the dam broke. All these people<lb />came screaming out; the legislatures met; they<lb />began to pass all sorts of foolish restrictive legis-<lb />lation; and the air was filled with defiance. But<lb />I think without any doubt, had the real business<lb />leaders and the decent political leadership and the<lb />clergy stepped forward, in that lull that followed<lb />the decision, there would not have been the trav-<lb /><lb />ail we now have.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Do you think that the church,<lb />both black and white, has failed the South in the<lb />integration crises or in the time leading up to<lb />these crises?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, with certain notable excep-<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />SSS<lb /><lb />tions, I donTt think thereTs any doubt but that the<lb />church in general has failed. I know that this is<lb />probably the cause of more private agony on the<lb />part of Southern ministers than any other thing<lb />that has happened in their life time. ITve talked<lb />to a great many. I have on my desk as we talk now<lb />letters that have come in just in the last few days.<lb />I have letters from ministers in Birmingham, and<lb />these are really pathetic letters. ITve letters from<lb />others who just sort of pour out their agony. What<lb />can they do, they ask. The power structure of<lb />their churches, the big givers, the men who are<lb />the deacons, the elders, the vestry"they all along<lb />have been on the side of the status quo. They have<lb />joined in and supported the Bull Connors, the<lb />Ross Barnetts, and the George Wallaces. And<lb />the minister either makes a decision to resign or<lb />to speak out and be fired. Over a hundred South-<lb />ern ministers have been booted out of their<lb />churches. Or shall they say, oWell, I will try to<lb />stay here and hold this together, and slowly work<lb />it out, if I can.? And I donTt criticize these men.<lb />I criticize some of these who have gone with the<lb />mob, and some of them have gone with the mob.<lb /><lb />In Mississippi, some very fine young Methodist<lb />ministers have been kicked out of their churches.<lb />And there have been some loud voices of other<lb />churches down there going with the mob. And ITm<lb />an Episcopalian. WeTve had our own shameful<lb />ministers in some of the Southern states who have<lb />gone with the mob. The Baptists, Presbyterians,<lb />even some of the Roman Catholics have had trou-<lb />ble. But I think that thereTs a change, now. The<lb />Roman Catholic church has moved strongly, the<lb />Presbyterians recently have taken action, the<lb />Episcopal church, Methodist, others .. . So I think<lb />thereTs a change. But I donTt think even the<lb />church itself would deny that it has been a failure<lb />in these early years of this great problem.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Do you feel, as Tom Pettigrew of<lb />Harvard, that integration is a function of urbani-<lb />zation, that it will come first in the large cities and<lb />then filter down to the rural areas?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Oh, I think this unquestionably,<lb />and I think this would be a wise plan and policy.<lb />I have editorially urged this from the beginning.<lb />Rural population is declining everywhere. ItTs<lb />moving to the cities and to the suburbs. This is<lb />where the people are, and I think this is where the<lb />energy and the money for legal cost should be<lb />spent, in the cities; and then, once this is won, the<lb />rural areas will have to fall into line. But I think<lb />it is folly to spend a lot of time and energy in the<lb />small town.<lb /></p>
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        <p>Interviewer: What do you feel is the real basis<lb />for segregation? Why do you think so many<lb />Southerners unreasoningly hate the Negroes?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, ITve thought about this a lot,<lb />as obviously you and your associates have. And<lb />it might be a good time for me to congratulate<lb />you on this magazine you get out up there. ITve<lb />had the pleasure of reading the copies youTve sent<lb />me before your coming. TheyTre really tremend-<lb />ous. I havenTt seen anything anywhere in the<lb />university life of America thatTs better than this.<lb /><lb />Well, I think a lot of it is fear"economic fear.<lb />You take the poor white, and you know this prob-<lb />lem of poverty and discrimination is not just the<lb />Negroes. This is where we make a great mistake<lb />in our thinking. Do you know that if you go up<lb />in Chicago, in Pittsburg, and Philadelphia, and<lb />New York, in all of these places, as well as in De-<lb />troit and Seattle, and other areas, there are some<lb />of the most pathetic people youTve ever seen. They<lb />are referred to in these cities as ~Southern hillbil-<lb />lies.? Now these are the poor whites who are not<lb />skilled, who are not educated, who in the heyday of<lb />the industrial revolution had jobs in the tire<lb />factories and in the big automobile assembly<lb />plants. They donTt have them now. TheyTre most-<lb />ly all on relief. Most of them live in little en-<lb />claves in Negro sections of these industrial cities.<lb />They are looked down on by everybody. And what<lb />we have got now in the great industrial cities all<lb />over this country is what I think might be classi-<lb />fied sociologically as a new minority"a new min-<lb />ority of our time. This is the poor uneducated,<lb />unskilled, white man who is on relief just as badly<lb />as the uneducated, unskilled, unemployed Negro;<lb />and these people make up a class which is just<lb />about unemployable. I donTt know that theyTll<lb />ever really be able to hold well-paying jobs in this<lb />industrial society of ours ever again.<lb /><lb />Now there are several million of these, and they<lb />are pretty well distributed all over this country.<lb />This is a phenomenon that we have not quite<lb /><lb />6<lb /><lb />caught on to, come aware of, rather. Now these<lb />people"you take a fellow whose world is pretty<lb />well crumbled around him, he isnTt getting along,<lb />heTs unemployed, and heTs always believed that<lb />his white skin entitled him to something better in<lb />life, and he isnTt getting it. You get out of this<lb />some real hatreds. You go down in the rural<lb />areas where farm life is pinching and where<lb />population is leaving and poverty and the great<lb />corrosive difficulties of trying to live on a small<lb />piece of land, stare them in the face daily and<lb />when they see the educated Negro, and they read<lb />about the rise of the African nations and they see<lb />on television the French-speaking or Oxford-<lb />English voices of Negroes from Africa, this<lb />doesnTt set well.<lb /><lb />I sometimes think that weTre getting some bad<lb />reporting out of this violences of Birmingham or<lb />Little Rock or Oxford. After all, I think you<lb />and I"all Southerners"want to keep in mind<lb />that historically the Southern Negro has been and<lb />is a pretty fine, decent, amiable, kind, person. This<lb />is historically true. And if we allow this big<lb />picture of the American Negro, who is trying<lb />just to be American and who wants to share in<lb />the American promise"if we allow this big pic-<lb />ture of a fine, decent person to be obscured by the<lb />little picture"letTs say the photographs out of<lb />Birmingham, showing the dogs and police club-<lb />bing Negroes and knocking women down and<lb />carrying them and throwing them in wagons,<lb />their patrol wagons, or buses"in these small pic-<lb />tures you might have had say, twenty, thirty, may-<lb />be fifty persons. This is a very powerful picture,<lb />but this is a little picture. There are several mil-<lb />lions of Southern Negroes, and if we look at our<lb />history theyTve made a remarkable contribution;<lb />and if we lose sight of the fact that they are try-<lb />ing just to share in this American promise. .<lb />WhatTs wrong with the Negro, if heTs qualified,<lb />voting? WhatTs wrong with him, if heTs skilled,<lb />holding a job? WhatTs wrong with him, if he can<lb />pay for it, and heTs clothed and orderly, being able<lb />to eat in a restaurant? You donTt have to sit at<lb />the table with him if you donTt want to. WhatTs<lb />wrong with him going to a movie in the front door,<lb />rather than having to go to the alley and climb<lb />up into a balcony?<lb /><lb />I think we in the South have got to face these<lb />things and get the thing into perspective. After<lb />all the skyTs not going to fall if the Negro has a<lb />lunch and he can pay for it. He isnTt going to<lb />come over and sit with you unless you invite him.<lb />You donTt have to sit with him unless he invites<lb />you and you wish to accept. We greet these great<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>fears which are based on nothing. You get people<lb />who actually say, oWell, the next thing, the gov-<lb />ernmentTll be saying youTve got to invite them to<lb />your house.? Well, this is bunk"you know that.<lb />And they say, oWell, you going to have to marry<lb />the Negro?? Well, I think the ordinary marriage<lb />is tough enough; and certainly the person con-<lb />templating any sort of omixed? marriage with a<lb />person speaking a different language or a differ-<lb />ent color would certainly be wise to give great<lb />thought to it. But this is certainly a personal<lb />thing, and not a matter of law or social obligation<lb />or anything. We have allowed, I think, the makers<lb />of myths and the shouters of lies to take up too<lb />much of our time.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: In the NegroTs wish for integra-<lb />tion, what value do you think rioting as in Bir-<lb />mingham has had?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, I think the Alabama thing<lb />has had, and is having, a therapeutic value, just<lb />as, I think, Little Rock did, and Oxford, and other<lb />lesser riots; but especially these big ones, es-<lb />pecially Birmingham, which had a longer period<lb />of time, and which as we talk is still a hot spot.<lb />There comes a time in a manTs thinking when heTs<lb />got to make up his mind. Something like Birming-<lb />ham happens, and he must at one time or another<lb />say to himself, oIs this what I really believe? Do<lb />Bull Connor and Governor Wallace"do they re-<lb />present my thinking? Is this the sort of America<lb />I want? Is this the sort of South I want? Is this<lb />the real Southerner in action in Birmingham? Do<lb />I want to join him?T I think he must go through<lb />some kind of reasoning like this. Now, obviously<lb />there are some in this thing who say, oYes, Bull<lb />Connor is my idea of a Southerner. Governor<lb />Wallace or Ross Barnett"theyTre my bold idea<lb />of a Southerner.? But I think most Southerners<lb />are not thinking that. So I think these things have<lb />a therapeutic value. I know there must be a lot<lb />of cities saying, oI pray to God we never have<lb />a Birmingham here.?<lb /><lb />Je 4) Se EF : \<lb /><lb />Fa?<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Perhaps weTve just been lucky up<lb />until recently, but why do you think North Caro-<lb />lina has been able to handle the integration prob-<lb />lem reasonably successfully, while some of the<lb />other Southern states have not?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, I think that youTve had there<lb />some public leaders, and you have had some news-<lb />papers which have permitted, or rather, have in-<lb />sisted on a discussion of this. The people in North<lb />Carolina by and large have been made aware for<lb />a long period of time that this issue existed, and<lb />that some decisions had to be made. I think this is<lb />why we were able to do pretty well in Atlanta.<lb />This is why Nashville, Tennessee and other South-<lb />ern cities that I could name and those in North<lb />Carolina have been able to do better than the deep<lb />South. LetTs turn over to Mississippi and Ala-<lb />bama. With the exception of Hodding CarterTs pa-<lb />per, and two weekly papers in Mississippi, the<lb />whole press was on the side of violence and of, well<lb />not violence; they were on the side of the extrem-<lb />ists. This was true in the city of Jackson, Missis-<lb />sippi, the capital of the State, and Natchez, and in<lb />Vicksburg, and in all of the major cities of the<lb />state. There was no other coice; there was never a<lb />debate or, to use the new fangled word, dialogue.<lb />There was never a dialogue. The same is true in<lb />Alabama. It was just about four or five months<lb />ago that the papers in Birmingham began to turn<lb />against Bull ConnorTs ideas and methods. Just a<lb />few months ago they were saying what a great<lb />fellow Bull Connor was, and he was the sort of<lb />leader they wanted as Commissioner of Police. So<lb />the newspapers in Montgomery and Birmingham,<lb />the two major cities, have been very critical of the<lb />Supreme Court, of all of the decisions and talked<lb />a lot of nonsense about federal imposition of pow-<lb />er and all this. The people of Mississippi and<lb />Birmingham never got an opportunity to be heard.<lb />There are many decent people down there... in<lb />both of these states, who donTt think this way.<lb /><lb />But I think that in North Carolina you were<lb />lucky in having some newspapers that spoke out,<lb />some clergymen, some business people, some edu-<lb />cational leaders who were willing to take a stand.<lb />This means a great deal. This is the difference.<lb />Some of your students also took stands.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: How has the distribution of the<lb />Negro and the Negro problem throughout the rest<lb />of the country affected the viewpoint of other<lb />areas toward the South?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: I mentioned earlier this phenomen-<lb />on, and a disturbing one of the national distribu-<lb />tion of the product of several generations of seg-<lb /><lb />|<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />regation. HereTs a region which had, like all agri-<lb />cultural regions all over the world, a lower income<lb />than the rest of the nation. To this day the per<lb />capita income of the South is lower than the rest<lb /><lb />of the industrial states. We didnTt have enough<lb />money for one good school system"we tried to<lb />maintain two. Until a year or two ago, there were<lb />many rural regions, areas in the South that had no<lb />Negro high schools whatever, and very poor white<lb />high schools. There are still high schools in the<lb />Southern states that do not teach any advanced<lb />mathematics. Georgia Tech has to flunk out about<lb />40 percent of its freshman class, coming from the<lb />high schools largely of Georgia, because they are<lb />not prepared to stay at Georgia Tech. I donTt know<lb />about the University of North Carolina, or your<lb />own college, but I would imagine you would find<lb />some very dismaying statistics of fine young men<lb />and women who have come from high schools<lb />which have simply not prepared them to stay. Now<lb />here in the South, we have grievously discrimi-<lb />nated against generations of white and Negro<lb />children; and now they are in Washington, D. C.<lb />This is a dangerous situation. They, white and<lb />colored, are in all the great industrial cities, and<lb />they are not educated or skilled enough to hold<lb />jobs. This is a national fact which is beginning<lb />to, in some areas, cause people to think; in some<lb />areas itTs causing animosity toward the South for<lb />sending up all these illiterate, uneducated people<lb />who drift off into crime. I think we ought to<lb />wake up to the fact and the meaning of two statis-<lb />tics: one is that for the first time in the history of<lb />the United States, for the very first time in the<lb />history of this great country of ours, the highest<lb />percentage age-group unemployment is in the<lb />youngest age-group, eighteen to twenty-six. For<lb />the first time the young people coming into the<lb />work force are increasingly unable to get jobs.<lb />Why? Too many of them are unable to fill jobs.<lb />Too many of them are the drop-outs, or poorly<lb />prepared, or the failures in high schools. This<lb />is a fact.<lb /><lb />WhatTs the other statistic? It is that the great-<lb />est increase in crime is in the same age group.<lb />LetTs put two and two together. A great many<lb />of these youngsters get married. They canTt get<lb />work, married or unmarried. So they turn to<lb />stealing, or to hold-ups, all forms of delinquency.<lb />And this is two and two, makes four. We neednTt<lb />kid ourselves. WeTve got a very bad situation<lb />among a certain percentage of our young Ameri-<lb />cans. And this is not good. This has never hap-<lb />pened before. This is a development of the last<lb />ten or fifteen years. ItTs just now beginning to<lb /><lb />8<lb /><lb />bear fruit, you might say; and a very ugly fruit it<lb />is.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: I was reading an article recently<lb />in the New York Times Magazine on the change<lb />in morals in American youth, discussing primarily<lb />college students. Do you think that we are in a<lb />transition period morally today?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, ITm not sure that I do think<lb /><lb />so. Then we come back to what do we mean by<lb />omorally ??<lb /><lb />Interviewer: LetTs just say standard morals.<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Standard morals. The Victorian<lb />standard morals, or the twentieth century stand-<lb />ard morals? Standard morals? Gee. ITm sixty-<lb /><lb />five years old, just barely. I remember after the<lb />first World War. That was when there came the<lb />great revolt in America. And I would say that the<lb />generation of the nineteen-sixties is fairly calm,<lb />compared with the generation of the twenties.<lb />These were the days of the silver flask, and the<lb />bath tub gin, and the flapper, and of free love,<lb />and necking, and Greenwich Village, and the re-<lb />volt in literature. This was when Southern writ-<lb />ers began to come along, and they were all writers<lb />in rebellion. It was all literature of protest against<lb />the status quo, against the old South, and against<lb />the old Victorian confinements. These were the<lb /><lb />days of the novelists that shocked America, and<lb />so forth and so on.<lb /><lb />I would say that the morals of American young<lb />people today are more honest. I think they have<lb />been getting more honest since the twenties than<lb />they ever were before. I was asked out the other<lb />night by some youngsters to go to a college dra-<lb />matic group giving readings from John BrownTs<lb />Body. And when it was over, they asked me to go<lb />to one of the little sort of coffee house clubs, except<lb />it was more beer than coffee. I was sitting around,<lb />and they werenTt drinking any beer. They were<lb />having coffee or soft drinks. But I looked around,<lb />and most of them had beer at the tables, some<lb />pitchers of beer or bottles. Some were having<lb />coffee or soft drinks; and I thought to myself that<lb />this was a more honest way of doing things than<lb />in my generation in college; of course, my genera-<lb />tion coincided with prohibition when everything<lb />was furtive and secretive, and hidden and illegal;<lb />I think this is better than our way. Now I donTt<lb />know if this fits into morality. ITm not too disturb-<lb />ed about the morals of young people today. I<lb />think probably theyTre better than those of their<lb />fathers.<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>Interviewer: Do you think itTs possible to shock<lb />America now?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, not in the sense, perhaps,<lb />that they were shocked in the twenties. As I said,<lb />or think I said, that this was a Victorian stand-<lb />ard, against which the twenties were rebelling. So<lb />that today youTve got a much more sophisticated<lb />America, and youTve got a much more mature<lb />America, I think. Certainly a younger maturity.<lb />I can remember when I went to work on a news-<lb />paper. We didnTt even use the word ocancer?<lb />then. We certainly didnTt use the word osyphilis.?<lb />We couldnTt discuss the problem of such a real<lb />big thing then, in those days, venereal disease in a<lb />city and how a great many innocent people were<lb />infected with it, and so forth. We"great taboo in<lb />those days"couldnTt use the word oleg,? couldnTt<lb />speak of oleg.? It was just a lot of Victorian taboo,<lb />some of it very foolish. Now today maybe we go<lb />too far; maybe we're a little too free; but at least<lb />it isnTt furtive, and it isnTt clandestine. It at least<lb />has the virtue of being above board and honest,<lb />honestly admitted, or honestly discussed. I think<lb />you shock America today with some of the things<lb />that come along. But I think itTs a more investi-<lb />gative, more"America more willing to discuss<lb />itself. This is one of the things the twenties did.<lb />Gee, we began to look at each other.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Do you feel that federal pressure<lb />behind integration will further minimize state<lb />sovereignty?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, do you know, youTve just<lb />asked a question which ITm sort of glad you asked.<lb />Do you know there isnTt any such thing as state<lb />sovereignty, and hasnTt been since seventeen<lb />eighty-nine? We have all been listening to South-<lb />ern politicians talk about the great sovereign state<lb />of North Carolina or Georgia or Mississippi or<lb />something. Now this is bunk. Have we got time<lb />for me to read you something out of the Constitu-<lb />tion? ITd like to get it out of a drawer here.<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />What I have is a World Almanac with the<lb />Constitution of the United States in it. And I<lb />want to read something from Article Six of the<lb />Constitution of the United States. This is not an<lb />amendment. This has been in there from the be-<lb />ginning, and says this under Section Two of Arti-<lb />cle Six:<lb /><lb />This Constitution, and the laws of the<lb />United States which shall be made in<lb />pursuance thereof, and all treaties made,<lb />or which shall be made under the author-<lb />ity of the United States, shall be the<lb />supreme law of the land; and the judges<lb />in every state shall be bound thereby,<lb />anything in the Constitution or laws of<lb />any state to the contrary, not withstand-<lb />ing.<lb />Then, Section Three:<lb /><lb />The Senators and Representatives before<lb />mentioned, and the members of the sev-<lb />eral state legislatures and all executive<lb />and judicial officers, both of the United<lb />states and of the several states shall be<lb />bound by oath or affirmation to support<lb />the Constitution.<lb />Now, how can you say that a state is sovereign if<lb />it is bound by the Constitution and if it is bound<lb />by the courts of the United States, and if the<lb />state courts are bound by a decision of the federal<lb />courts, and if the representatives and senators and<lb />governors, and all executive and judicial officers<lb />of the United States and of the several states are<lb />bound by oath to support the Constitution"how<lb />can you say there are sovereign states? This is<lb />bunk.<lb /><lb />We had a confederation, you know, after 1776;<lb />and we had sovereign states in it, thirteen of<lb />them, and they warred against each other. They<lb />set up tariffs, and they worked themselves in to a<lb />point where a couple of them were threatening<lb />to go back to join England again as colonies. It<lb />was a little Balkan set up, and it failed. So they<lb />had to get busy and set up a central government,<lb />and a constitution. And when that was adopted<lb />in 1789, then the old sovereign state idea died.<lb />Now the Confederate States recognized this when<lb />they set up their constitution. They recognized<lb />there was no sovereign state in the United States<lb />Constitution"that they were quitting"because<lb />they went to great pains to say that under their<lb />constitution, that is the Confederate States, there<lb />were sovereign states. Now if you will go to your<lb />history teacher, American history teacher, or if<lb />you will check any reputable historian he will tell<lb />you that insistence on state sovereignty really<lb />made it impossible for the Confederate States to<lb />win the Civil War. The most grievous hurt they<lb />had was the States Rights or State Sovereignty<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />complex. North Carolina was a great example of<lb />this. Vance and all the others leading a great<lb />-movement there were declared traitors by Jeffer-<lb />son Davis and others and the same things hap-<lb />pened in Georgia. Governor Brown. The States<lb />RightTs theory of the Confederacy or the fact of it,<lb />really made the Confederacy impotent. But there<lb />is no such thing as a sovereign state in the United<lb />States. This is just bunk. WeTve listened to too<lb />many political speeches.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Would you say the potential con-<lb />flict between the White and Black in part accounts<lb />for the wealth of material that the Southern wri-<lb />ers have had to deal with?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: In part, but I donTt know that the<lb />great flowing of Southern literature came out of a<lb />conflict between the Negro and White. This is<lb />something that has developed rather late and it<lb />distresses me. I think the Southerner, the White<lb />Southerner, knowing the real Southern Negro,<lb />owes it to himself and his region not to let the<lb />rascals and the violent people take over. I think<lb />that the Southerner has developed the literature<lb />he has because he has a great sense of history.<lb />Probably because he had a sense of living in a<lb />region that knew defeat, occupation by an army;<lb />he grew up as youngsters of no other region did,<lb />save some of those in New England, hearing his<lb />grandfather talk about historical events. You<lb />gentlemen missed it. But I as a youngster used to<lb />know Civil War veterans. Both armies. I would<lb />listen by the hour to their talk. My grandmother<lb />talked about seeing the soldiers come. All this is a<lb />part of the Southern heritage. Quite different be-<lb />fore the Civil War. We had no literature before<lb />the Civil War. We didnTt have much until really<lb />about 1912-15 it began. We had none during the<lb />Reconstruction period or after, but somehow it<lb />began to come. I donTt know. We could have a<lb />great debate on it, but I think itTs basically that<lb />Southerners live closely with history and sociologi-<lb />cal change, sociological pressures, such as no other<lb />region has had.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: What would you say is the best<lb />contemporary fictional treatment of the South?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: I donTt think you could say that<lb />any of it could be taken as picturing the contem-<lb />porary South because this would require great<lb />generalities and there are many oSouths.? North<lb />Carolina isnTt very much like Georgia. Your his-<lb />toryTs different; your economy has been different;<lb />your political history has been much more sound<lb />and honorable than ours. You early went after<lb />good roads and you early went after education,<lb />way ahead of any other Southern state. Ken-<lb /><lb />10<lb /><lb />tuckyTs history is not like MississippiTs, or South<lb />CarolinaTs is unlike Tennessee. I donTt think your<lb />question will stand up because it implies that there<lb />is a generality of Southern expression.<lb /><lb />Faulkner, in my opinion our greatest, I suppose<lb />this is an opinion pretty generally shared, reflected<lb />a small region of Mississippi. Now many of his<lb />characterizations had general application, but not<lb />too much. He was writing about the area of Mis-<lb />sissippi. Take Erskine Caldwell who, I think, in<lb />one or two of his early books is really pretty good.<lb />I think Tobacco Road is a good Wook. It was writ-<lb />ten about real people. Erskine CaldwellTs father<lb />was a Presbyterian minister, a very fine man who<lb />devoted much of his life to the people of oTobacco<lb />Road.? This was the real name of the region. Not<lb />a region, an area. And Caldwell, this was his best<lb />book, I think, because he lived it; he saw it with<lb />his father ; he had a feeling for these people. These<lb />were real people and he didnTt exaggerate them in<lb />the book. But they were just a small back eddy of<lb />people. You couldnTt apply Tobacco Road to all<lb />of Georgia, although some people did. I donTt know<lb />that your writers in North Carolina reflect the<lb />whole South.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: To what extent do you think the<lb />image of the South in the eyes of the rest of the<lb />country, has been created by the writings of Cald-<lb />well, Faulkner, Tennessee Williams, Flannery<lb />OTConnor and these people?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, I suppose that they have, in<lb />the minds of the average person created an image<lb />of the South; but I donTt think, in the eyes of the<lb />thoughtful person. No person, no thoughtful per-<lb />son, could look at one of the tortured plays of<lb />Tennessee Williams and really think this repre-<lb />sented the South. His characters and their very<lb />grievous psycho-analytical problems or natures<lb />could be of any region. HeTs seen fit to place them<lb />in the South, but I think Tennessee Williams re-<lb />flects his own tortured childhood. His mother has<lb />just written a book, or rather a book written by<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>her has just been published. It pretty well ex-<lb />plains Tennessee Williams, I think. Some people<lb />are pretty well inclined to rubber stamp, to read<lb />Faulkner and stamp the whole South by that or<lb />Tennessee Williams. Just as some people look at<lb />Bull Connor or Barnett and stamp the South with<lb />Connor or Barnett or Orville Faubus in Little<lb />Rock; but I donTt think that this is generally true.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Do you think that the bias of the<lb />Negro writer has prevented him from a fair and<lb />honest treatment of the problems between the two<lb />races?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: I think the bias of the Negro press<lb /><lb />has certainly been harmful. I think this has been<lb />irresponsible. Certainly some of the white press<lb />has been equally irresponsible. But I think the<lb />Negro press has been too much so, almost unani-<lb />mously so. ITm talking about the newspapers, not<lb />all of their magazines. There have been some<lb />biased Negro writers, but I donTt think that this<lb />is an indictment that could be drawn against them<lb />generally.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Well, for example James Baldwin<lb />or Ralph Ellison.<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well Baldwin, it might surprise<lb />you to know is under severe criticism from a great<lb />many Negro critics. They are saying that Bald-<lb />win is writing too much out of his neuroses, out<lb />of his own experiences, and he doesnTt really speak<lb />for the Negro. I think Baldwin is a magnificent<lb />writer. Some of his conclusions all of us in the<lb />South would have to admit, or agree with, but<lb />here again, I donTt know that you could say that he<lb />is biased; or Ralph Ellison. TheyTre writing out<lb />of a certain fury or inability any longer to accept<lb />the fact of segregation and all that it has meant,<lb />especially to the intellectual. Of course, the intel-<lb />lectual tends to forget what it has meant also to<lb />the average Negro. To the, what you might say,<lb />the mass of Negroes most of whom have come<lb />lately from plantations and farms into Southern<lb />cities .. . but then thatTs too long story to get into.<lb /><lb />Interviewer: Do you think the areas of intense<lb />revolt, intense problematic rioting, again as in<lb />Alabama, could have been anticipated; and if so,<lb />could some strategy heve been conceived to avoid<lb />mob rioting?<lb /><lb />Mr. McGill: Well, I think so. Birmingham is a<lb />unique sort of city; itTs not a Southern city, really,<lb />as we think of Southern cities. This is a city thatTs<lb />pretty new. It just got going a little ahead of the<lb />turn of the century. It never knew anything of<lb />magnolias or crinoline or quadrilles or lace and old<lb />mansions or banjo and julep. It was strictly a<lb />sweat, steel, slag, smoke town. They discovered<lb />iron ore and coal, and limestone all together there.<lb />This was to be the new South. Birmingham was<lb />the new SouthTs town; it was going to be"was the<lb />great industrial city. And itTs today the only<lb />purely industrial city in the whole South. And it<lb />attracted to it the people from the sharecropping<lb />tenant farms, and it attracted the Negro, too, from<lb />the same situation; they brought with them their<lb />illiteracy and their fears, their economic insta-<lb />bilities, insecurities, the prejudices. This has been<lb />a town that has known violence a long time; dur-<lb />ing the unionization of the miners, the steel work-<lb />ers, there were many dynamite explosions, many.<lb />And many people were killed ; and shootings. Well,<lb />come on up to the present. Certainly, the people<lb />of Birmingham knew this was coming. And up<lb />Ttil about four or five months before it came they<lb />were supporting the wrong people. They were<lb />supporting the status quo, the Bull Connor atti-<lb />tude of repression and fill up the jails. Now thatTs<lb />no longer an answer. And, yes, I think had the<lb />merchants who finally met, had they met a year<lb />ago, had they asked for the support of the papers<lb />and the clergy, had they started a program of<lb />public education, I think they could have done<lb />what theyTre now going to have to do"desegre-<lb />gate some of their eating places, hire some Negroes<lb />in their businesses; Yes, this could have been an-<lb /><lb />ticipated.<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />11<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>FIRST PRIZE<lb />REBEL PROSE CONTEST<lb /><lb />THE NEW RIVER<lb /><lb />By<lb /><lb />B. TOLSON WILLIS, Jr.<lb /><lb />It had been raining every day for weeks until<lb />the river swelled and writhed in its banks like a<lb />full-bellied woman in labor. The soldiers on their<lb />haunches sat close to their dome yurts, and the<lb />steam from the rains rose from their bodies and<lb />their black wool shelters so that a stench hung<lb />heavy in the air. They would sit still or squat in<lb />a circle around the fire but even then their dark<lb />eyes rolled up toward the clouds looking for the<lb />rain.<lb /><lb />Yesterday, they had waited patiently, search-<lb />ing the skies and leaving the circle only to herd<lb />the horses back in close or to collect dung for the<lb />night fire. But the rain never came and mum-<lb />blings about a renewed attack on the walls hung<lb />as heavily as the night fireTs smoke.<lb /><lb />The dawn crept out of the gray mist and stretch-<lb />ed its limbs, casting smeared prints on the solemn<lb />walls of the city. The soldiers began to move about<lb />in the heavy smoke of the morning fire. A man<lb />hobbled out of the ring of smoke-clouded yurts,<lb />moving slowly as if an infant on unruly legs.<lb /><lb />Everything was beginning to move in the camp.<lb />On a rise a little away from the yurts, a mounted<lb />figure stood in statued form. The dew still clung<lb />to his leather cap but had begun to trickle down<lb />his overvest in the new heat. His shaggy steppe<lb />pony stood stiff-legged with his head hung down,<lb />asleep, and the manTs bowed legs clung to the<lb />shaggy mountTs barrel on either side, his feet al-<lb />most touching in the undergirth. His head hung<lb />heavily on his short chest, but the eyes were sharp-<lb />ly awake, studying the wall as though searching<lb />for some sign of weakness. Perhaps there was a<lb /><lb />12<lb /><lb />crack. The wall stared back; the new sun burnish-<lb />ed its high facings.<lb /><lb />Among the men below there was a hoarse cry<lb />and all eyes darted toward the north. The soldiers<lb />grabbed their curved bows and shuffled toward<lb />the closest of the herded ponies on the fringe of the<lb />encampment. One rider galloped toward the rise<lb />while the others mounted and rode toward a line<lb />of ox-carts still toy-like in the distance. When the<lb />rider reached the rise, he drew up beside his lead-<lb />er. ~o~Mongi Khan, look to the north. The grain<lb />carts are coming and the Persians come with<lb />them.? The speakerTs yellow face was young and<lb />smooth and as he spoke his dark eyes flashed un-<lb />der the irregular bangs of black hair.<lb /><lb />Mongi Khan raised his head slowly, still looking<lb />at the wall. oIt is good that the grain comes,? he<lb />said heavily. ~o~The menTs bellies have grown taut<lb />as bow strings.?<lb /><lb />The young manTs long lids knitted, then he spoke<lb />again. oSurely our leader heard me say the Per-<lb />sians come. Our armies rode to victory through<lb />the armies of the North. Their heavy chariots<lb />could not stop us, but here in the South the Chinese<lb />hide behind their walls. The Persians bring their<lb />wisdom to destroy the walls. Now we shall know<lb />victory again.?<lb /><lb />Mongi Khan spoke. ~You are young and the<lb />dreams of victory are still sweet. I have been<lb />fighting in this alien land for six years and it is<lb />always the same. Only the wall is new. But you<lb />are right. This is good news.<lb /><lb />oBut my heart remains heavy to think that the<lb />last message I received could not have been also<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>good. The rain has been little where my brothers<lb />roam the steppes and the eweTs udder has gone<lb />dry. My son had no milk; now only his spirit<lb />guards the herd and cries in the night. What re-<lb />ward can another victory bring? The last brought<lb />a return home and the birth of my son. My son is<lb />dead now. Who is left to reap the glory of my<lb />victory over the wall?? The two horsemen were<lb />silent as they rode toward the yurts.<lb /><lb />The day failed softly. A soldier hobbled out to<lb />gather fresh dung for the cook fires. Around the<lb />fire soldiers squatted and traded stories, their<lb />faces flushed with thoughts of plunder. The arkhi<lb />was passed many times around the circle until<lb />the goatskin hung limp. Their glazed eyes glisten-<lb />ed when they spoke of the council between their<lb />leaders and the Persians.<lb /><lb />In the tent the small fire cast wavering silhou-<lb />ettes on the felt walls. The Persians sat on their<lb />soft cushions with their plans rolled out in front<lb />of them. The mongol khans squatted by the fire<lb />waiting for them to begin.<lb /><lb />oWe have surveyed the wall and found that<lb />they are too thick for our rams and catapults. Be-<lb />sides they are built in a series, possibly as many<lb />as eight or ten in all.?<lb /><lb />oHave you traveled so far from Persia to tell<lb />us this?? The young khan exclaimed.<lb /><lb />The Persian smiled. oThe young in conquest<lb />must learn the patience of old rulers,? he said.<lb />oThe walls are strong, but there is a flaw in the<lb />cityTs defence. The ruins have worn themselves<lb />out and soon the river will fall. This river flows<lb />under the north wall and out under the south. We<lb />will turn the river at the north wall. A new river<lb />bed must be dug. When the river falls, the new<lb />bed will be opened and the river will flow around<lb />the walls. When the river no longer flows through<lb />the city, the gates must be opened or they die of<lb />thirst.?<lb /><lb />Labor gangs were herded to build the new river<lb />bed. The rains no longer came and the workers<lb />fell on their hoes in the heavy heat. The stench<lb />of the dead followed the broad trench as it snaked<lb />around the west wall and slowly moved back to-<lb />wards the south. New gangs were herded in by<lb />the Mongol horsemen to replace the men that fell.<lb />The Persians worked in shifts driving the diggers<lb />day and night. After six months the new river<lb />bed was completed. Only a small dike held the<lb />river back on the northern end of the new bed.<lb /><lb />Mongi Khan sat on the rise above the northern<lb />wall and watched the workmen break the dikes.<lb />The river swirled and writhed against the new<lb />banks and then began to move toward the south<lb />once more.<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />The days grew more intense and the cooler<lb />nights seemed to pass too quickly. The horsemen<lb />discarded their leather over-jackets. They watch-<lb />ed the walls day and night. Each night the defend-<lb />ers crept to the new river and were killed.<lb /><lb />Mongi Khan sat watching his horsemen strung<lb />out along the new river. They suddenly moved to-<lb />wards the wall. Mongi Khan saw scattered figures<lb />running back toward the wall but still holding<lb />water skins. Many fell in the first barrage of<lb />arrows loosed by the Mongol horsemen.<lb /><lb />Mongi Khan rode closer. Lying in the dust<lb />were not fallen soldiers but old men and women,<lb />their gnarled hands still clutching the punctured<lb />skins of their water vessels. Mongi Khan reined<lb />in beside the leader of the band. His eyes were<lb />dark and narrow. oHai! Are you soldiers or<lb />wolves that drag down only the old??<lb /><lb />oIt is part of their plan to get water,? the leader<lb />replied. oFirst they sent their soldiers and we de-<lb />stroyed them. Then they sent their children and<lb /><lb />we rode them into the dust. Now they send their<lb /><lb />precious ancients. We must stop them all.?<lb /><lb />oEnough! When the old ones come again, let<lb />them drink. Take their water vessels but let them<lb />drink.?<lb /><lb />oThey will soak their clothes and try to take<lb />water into the city in their mouths!?<lb /><lb />oEnough!? Mongi Khan turned and rode away.<lb /><lb />The young Khan rode towards the new river.<lb />His eyes flashed and he screamed for the leader of<lb />the river patrol. oOx! Stupid Ox! Why are these<lb />allowed to drink??<lb /><lb />oMongi Khan willed it so.?<lb /><lb />oMongi Khan is no longer the leader. He has<lb />swallowed dust and stones and lies dead in the<lb />old river bed. I am the leader. Ride them down!<lb />We must break their will before the rains come<lb />again.?<lb /><lb />Mongi KhanTs crooked legs lay sprawled out be-<lb />hind him. His neck seemed broken and twisted<lb />under his body. The hot wind swirled pools of fine<lb />white silt around his crumpled form lying in the<lb />old river bed.<lb /><lb />The clouds moved slowly, piling up overhead<lb />and the fine wisps of silt settled over Mongi Khan.<lb />Then came the first drops, pelting the silt and<lb />raising tiny puffs of white smoke. The puffs be-<lb />came heavy clouds as the rain increased. Small<lb />rivulets began to flow around the white form<lb />lying in the river bed. They broadened and began<lb />to rock the body, finally lifting it. Slowly the body<lb />floated down toward the city. The new waters<lb />flowed softly through the iron-grated opening in<lb />the wall, leaving the body to gently bump against<lb />the iron rods.<lb /><lb />13<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>and<lb /><lb />KATTIE<lb /><lb />By<lb />Millard D. Maloney<lb /><lb />JAMES DAVIS<lb /><lb />14 Ae THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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          <lb />| had my jacket slung over my shoulder, and<lb />I could feel the lining of it growing hot against<lb />my back. I was kind of tired, and I reckoned that<lb />the girl was too. WeTd walked over five miles.<lb />When we got to a good sized tree I said, oLetTs<lb />sit down.T?T We moved to the side of the road, and<lb />I spread my jacket for her to sit on. She began<lb />to cry. I eased her off my jacket a little bit so I<lb />could get to my cigarettes in the pocket. When<lb />I got to the pack I seen that there wasnTt but one<lb />cigarette left. I lit it and handed it to her. She<lb />took it, but didnTt take a good drag on it. She just<lb />sat there, holding the cigarette with one hand and<lb />wiping her eyés with the other. As I watched the<lb />smoke float upwards I got to thinking about the<lb />time we were in that nightclub in Raleigh"weTd<lb />gone up there for the weekend to see the oMid-<lb />nighters?"and she was holding a cigarette then,<lb />just like she was now, in that loose way she has<lb />so that it looks like sheTs about to drop it. That<lb />was when it happened, I guess.<lb /><lb />oMiz Turner said it wonTthurt much,? I said.<lb />Even while I was saying. it I knew it wasnTt the<lb />right thing to say; and long after ITd said it, even<lb />after weTd gotten up and started walking again,<lb />I could hear it: oMiz Turner said it wonTt hurt<lb />much.? She didnTt say anything. I sat there envy-<lb />ing her the cigarette"wishing sheTd take a drag<lb />on it and hand it to me"and trying to think of<lb />something pleasant to say. I carried on a conver-<lb />sation with her in my mind: oYou know I love<lb />you, donTt you, Kattie??<lb /><lb />oUh-huh,? sheTd say, oI know it.?<lb /><lb />oYou know if there was any way at all to get<lb />out of this I wouldnTt let you go through with it,<lb />donTt you??<lb /><lb />oT know that, James,? sheTd say, oI know that.?<lb />Instead I said, out loud, oWe ainTt got much fur-<lb />ther to go.? She was still crying. I put my arm<lb />around her and pulled her close to me. oHush,? I<lb />said, and I kissed her on the temple. Her hair<lb />was wet, and it smelled of tears and sweat. oHush<lb />now,? I said. oAinTt no need of acting up like<lb />that.? And I felt like I was her father right then.<lb /><lb />All of a sudden, in that funny way women have<lb />of changing their minds like their minds work on<lb />strings, she stopped crying. oCome on James,?<lb />she said. oWe gotta get going.? We got up, and<lb />after I had dusted my jacket we started down the<lb />road again. We were going to a place called<lb />Granite Quarry. ItTs so small it ainTt even listed<lb />on county maps, let alone North Carolina, or Unit-<lb />ed States maps. The first thing you come to on the<lb />road we took is a big magnolia tree. Right along<lb />side of it is a white frame house with big columns,<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />and a little way down, just after a store with a<lb />neon Pepsi-Cola sign, is the colored section. When<lb />we got to the magnolia tree I said, oYou want to<lb />rest a while??<lb /><lb />oWe almost there, ainTt we?? She asked.<lb /><lb />oYeah? I said.<lb /><lb />oThen come on.?<lb /><lb />Katie wasnTt but nineteen, but I felt right then<lb />like I was her son.<lb /><lb />I kind of had a picture in my mind of what the<lb />house would look like. It belongs to a woman<lb />named Miz Thomas. Miz Turner had told us it was<lb />the biggest house in town. I figured thereTd be a<lb />big living room with lots of furniture, and bare<lb />floors. And I figured thereTd be one of those signs<lb />saying oGod Bless Our Home? or something, I<lb />was right about everything exceptthe floors.<lb />There was a big rug in the living room, and so<lb />many small ones that I kept tripping on them.<lb />There were lots of little doo-dads around too, on<lb />the mantle piece and on the tables. On one table<lb />there was one of those monkey things you see<lb />everywhere: see nothing, hear nothing, say noth-<lb />ing. \I never did like those things.<lb /><lb />L.was wrong too about Miz Thomas. I'd always<lb />imagined that women who did that kind of work<lb />would be big and fat and evil-looking. But Miz<lb />Thomas wasnTt big, she wasnTt fat, and she wasnTt<lb />evil-looking. She was in her late thirties, ITd say,<lb />kind of thin, with a pleasant face. In fact, she<lb />looked just like the kind of person youTd expect<lb />to see pushing somebodyTs baby down the street<lb />on Sunday afternoon. When we told her that Miz<lb />Turné? had sent us she acted like we was old<lb />friends. After we had chit-chatted a while she<lb />said, oWell I guess we had best get started.?<lb /><lb />I stood up and paid her the amount that Miz<lb />Turner had told me to, and after sheTd counted the<lb />money she and Kattie got up.<lb /><lb />oYou can stay out here if you want to,? she<lb />said. oOr you can take a walk. Hither way is<lb />okay.?<lb /><lb />oThanks, I think ITll take a walk.?<lb /><lb />oAlrighty, we'll see you in about half an hour.?<lb /><lb />oA half-hour??<lb /><lb />oMmmmm .. . better make it forty-five min-<lb />utes.?<lb /><lb />I left. I wanted to say something to Kattie, but<lb />what could I say? Good Luck? The damned thing<lb />about life is, it seemed to me then, that there ainTt<lb />never nothing to say when life and death is in-<lb />volved. So I just left.<lb /><lb />I walked down the street, trying my best not<lb />to think of anything. But it didnTt work. I found<lb /><lb />myself picturing what was going on back there<lb /><lb />15<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>at Miz ThomasTs. Then, walking by a bunch of<lb />children playing, I seemed to hear the girl scream-<lb />ing with pain, and Miz Thomas saying, oHush<lb />now, it wonTt be long.?<lb /><lb />I went into a store and bought me a bottle of<lb />wine ... but I could still hear the sound of her<lb />screaming and it was near Tbout driving me<lb />crazy. I felt like snatching the top off the bottle<lb />and drinking the wine down right there. I walked<lb />out of the store and looked around for a shady<lb />tree, and when I found one I sat down under it<lb />and opened the bottle. The wine was sweet, and<lb />the gurgling sound it made drowned out the<lb />screaming some. I even thought of saying a pray-<lb />er for the girl, but I figured it would be dis-<lb />religious to pray while I was drinking, so I didnTt.<lb />Then I got to wondering what the child might<lb />have been, a boy or a girl, and who it would have<lb />looked like most, the girl or me. And after<lb />the third drink of wine I got to wondering if it<lb />would have been a real child at all. oGod forgive<lb />me,? I said, and I took a good long swig.<lb /><lb />When I got up I was half-drunk, and real un-<lb />happy. I went back to Miz ThomasTs house and<lb />rang the doorbell. There was no answer. I rang<lb />again. No answer. What a nice front porch I<lb />thought, and I waited. A real nice house too. If it<lb />wasnTt for them monkeys in there me and Kattie<lb />could.live here real nice. It would have been a<lb />girl Tll bet. Ugly and wrinkled at first, like most<lb />babies are at first, then pretty once she came out<lb />of the hospital. Still no answer. I rang the bell<lb />again, loud and hard. Miz Thomas came to the<lb />door. ~Hi,T she said smiling.<lb /><lb />oHow is she?? I asked. She looked at me as if<lb />ITd asked something outrageous.<lb /><lb />oSheTs fine.?<lb /><lb />oCan I see her??<lb /><lb />oSure, come on in. SheTs in that room right<lb />over there.?<lb /><lb />When I got into the room the girl was lying on<lb />the bed fully undressed. She looked tired and ex-<lb />hausted, I thought. But if youTd seen her face<lb />right then youTd have sworn sheTd just come from<lb />a party. I didnTt feel happy or surprised or re-<lb />lieved or nothing. I just stood there, leaning<lb />against the door and looking at her. She never<lb />looked prettier, I swear. Nice dark skin, and long<lb />dark hair falling down around her shoulders. I<lb />went over and kissed her, and I hated myself for<lb />wanting her again.<lb /><lb />oHowTd it go?? I asked. oDid it hurt much??<lb /><lb />oTt wasnTt bad.?<lb /><lb />oThatTs fine,? I said. ~oThatTs just fine.?<lb /><lb />~o~WhereTd you go?? she asked.<lb /><lb />oT took a walk.?<lb /><lb />16<lb /><lb />oTI know, but where??<lb /><lb />oJust around. How do you feel, Kattie??<lb />oT feel fine.?<lb /><lb />oCan you walk??<lb /><lb />oSure I can walk.?<lb /><lb />oThen letTs get out of here.?<lb /><lb />oT canTt go right now.?<lb /><lb />oHow come you canTt go??<lb /><lb />Miz Thomas said I got to lay down for a half-<lb />hour.?<lb /><lb />oThen will you be alright??<lb /><lb />oT donTt know.?<lb /><lb />oWhat do you mean you donTt know??<lb /><lb />oTt ainTt over yet.?<lb /><lb />oAinTt over yet??<lb /><lb />oNo. It takes .. . donTt lets talk about it, James,?<lb />she said. She pulled my head down and my face<lb />was in the pillow beside her, and I could hear her<lb />hair crackling like thunder in my ears. oTell me<lb />everything, James.?<lb /><lb />oT saw an old colored man,? I said, talking into<lb />the pillow and not thinking of what I was saying,<lb />just talking, ~~in a brown raincoat, it was kind of<lb />strange because I never seen anybody wear a<lb />raincoat in the summer before. I saw a bow-legged<lb />boy rolling a hoop down the street with a stick,<lb />and just before he got to me the hoop wavered<lb />and fell just like a coin when it stops spinning.<lb />I saw a cloud in the sky that looked just like a<lb />horse, and then I saw roses and people and houses,<lb />and when I looked at the cloud again it didnTt look<lb />like a horse anymore, it looked like a woman with<lb />wild hair. I sat down under a tree and there was<lb />a huge heart carved on it with an arrow through<lb />it and the initials MM and KN. Are you feeling<lb />better, Kattie??<lb /><lb />oTell me some more.?<lb /><lb />oHow come it ainTt over yet, Kattie??<lb /><lb />oTt takes twenty-four hours, tell me some more,<lb />James.?<lb /><lb />oTwenty-four hours!...<lb /><lb />eg i<lb /><lb />oJesus!? I said and I raised her up from the<lb />pillow.<lb /><lb />oYou ought not to say that,? she said. oYou<lb />done told me plenty times not to say it.?<lb /><lb />oHush,? I said.<lb /><lb />oDonTt tell me to hush. You the deacon of the<lb />church, ainTt you? You ought to...?<lb /><lb />oHush!?<lb /><lb />oYou ought to know better than that, and a<lb />widowed man to boot. You really should know a<lb />heap better, James Davis. You with a grown up<lb />son almost my age. YouTre old enough to be my<lb />daddy, James. Tell me, youTre supposed to know<lb />everything ainTt you? Then why donTt you<lb /><lb />?<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>answer me? AinTt you got nothing to say? You<lb />thatTs got the message of God and gives it to the<lb />people every Sunday morning.? She grunted and<lb />laughed. oYou gave me a message alright! Yes<lb />sir, I got your message.?<lb /><lb />I didnTt say anything. I was lying flat on my<lb />back now, staring up at the ceiling with the girl<lb />young and naked and beautiful lying beside me.<lb />When she calmed down I said, oDo we have to stay<lb />here all that time??<lb /><lb />oNo. We can go in a little while. It happens<lb />tomorrow.?<lb /><lb />oMiz Thomas gonna be there??<lb /><lb />oNo. She done all sheTs got to do.?<lb /><lb />oYou sure??<lb /><lb />oSure ITm sure. What time is it??<lb /><lb />oFour-thirty.?<lb /><lb />oT got to lay here about five more minutes.?<lb />She crossed her legs and sighed. I hated myself<lb />all over again for wanting her so much.<lb /><lb />** * *<lb /><lb />There was one bus from Granite Quarry to<lb />where we lived that left at six thirty every even-<lb />ing, so we took it. Nothing happened on the way.<lb />We sat on the back seat and the girl slept with her<lb />head on my shoulder most of the way. When we<lb />got close to home I started thinking of people we<lb />might meet, and what theyTd think and say. The<lb />girl must have been thinking the same thing be-<lb />cause she said, just before the bus stopped, oI<lb />guess ITd better go on home alone.? I didnTt say<lb />anything because I knew it wasnTt no time to<lb />argue. When we got off the bus I took her by the<lb />arm and started towards my place.<lb /><lb />oJames, I reckon ITd better go on home.?<lb /><lb />oTTm taking you over to my place.?<lb /><lb />oYou know what folks will say James: ~His wife<lb />ainTt been dead a month yet, and him runninT<lb />around with that girl .. . and him a deacon of<lb />the 4,420"<lb /><lb />oHush,? I said. oEach one of us got his own life<lb />to live. If you start worrying what people say and<lb />think, youTll wind up sittinT in a corner some-<lb />where. Come on.?<lb /><lb />oJames, my daddyTll kill you if he ever finds<lb />out.?<lb /><lb />oT ainTt studying Tbout your daddy ... I ainTt<lb />only older than him but ITm bigger too.?<lb /><lb />When we got to my place I pulled the shades<lb />and turned the lights on. The girl sat on the bed.<lb />I took my jacket off and looked in the cabinet to<lb />see how much liquor there was, because I figured<lb />she might need it. There was almost a full bottle<lb />of Little Brown Jug, and I was, happy about that.<lb />I poured a drink in a small glass and handed it to<lb />her. Then I poured myself one and said, oHereTs<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />to it,?T but she had already drank hers.<lb /><lb />oMiz Thomas said I was to walk around a lot.?<lb /><lb />oWalk? How come??<lb /><lb />oShe says that makes it easier.?<lb /><lb />I thought for a while, and in spite of what I<lb />had told her I really didnTt relish the idea of any-<lb />body seeing us together. Then I said, ooHow about<lb />dancing then??<lb /><lb />oYeah,? she said.<lb /><lb />We must have danced for over an hour, me<lb />guiding and her following, close and warm, with<lb />all the sins in the world spinning around in my<lb />brain.<lb /><lb />oWait a minute,? she said. And we stopped<lb />dancing.<lb /><lb />oWhatTs the matter??<lb /><lb />oNothing. Just wait a minute.? She put her<lb />hand to her forehead and sat on the bed. I sat<lb />down beside her and moved her hand away and put<lb />mine where hers had been. Her forehead was<lb />warm, but I couldnTt tell whether she had a fever<lb />or not. She put her hand to her stomach and made<lb />a face. Not a painful face. The kind a woman<lb />makes when she sees something she doesnTt like.<lb /><lb />oT reckon ITd better call Dr. Branch.?<lb /><lb />oDonTt be a fool, James.?<lb /><lb />oDoes it hurt real bad??<lb /><lb />oNuh-uh.?<lb /><lb />oAfter youTve rested a little while I think we<lb />ought to dance some more.?<lb /><lb />oTI donTt feel like it, James.?<lb /><lb />oTtTll make it easier for you. Miz Thomas knows<lb />what sheTs talking about, so you ought to...?<lb /><lb />oT done told you I donTt feel like it, James.<lb />Please leave me alone.?<lb /><lb />She lay down and turned over on her right side<lb />facing me, with her hand resting on her stomach.<lb />I got up and started looking around for a blanket<lb />to throw over her, but I changed my mind. She<lb />was sweating. I changed the radio station to some<lb />fast music, and I turned it up loud.<lb /><lb />oCome on,? I said. ~oLetTs dance some.? I took<lb />her by the hand and began pulling her up from<lb />the bed.<lb /><lb />oDonTt, James.?<lb /><lb />oCome on.?<lb /><lb />oNo, donTt.?<lb /><lb />oLetTs get with it honey. ThatTs little Benny<lb />Harris on the sax. Little BennyTs your favorite,<lb />ainTt he?? I snapped my fingers in time with the<lb />music with one hand and pulled her up with the<lb />other. She sort of half-laughed and half-cried and<lb />got up. I held her close and we moved around in<lb />a two-step off time.<lb /><lb />oFeel better??<lb /><lb />oUh-huh. A little.?<lb /><lb />17<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>I kissed her cheek and held her closer. After a<lb />while I could feel her fingernails biting into my<lb />back, and just for a brief instant I could hear the<lb />screaming again, like I did back in Granite<lb />Quarry. I moved back a little.<lb /><lb />When the song was over I turned the radio<lb />down. Then I poured two drinks and handed her<lb />the bigger one. She drank it down like it was<lb />medicine and then she lay back on the bed. She<lb />looked good lying there. Looking down at her I<lb />thought, ~ooWhat the hell, that would be more fun<lb />than walking or dancing.? Then I called myself<lb />the dirtiest name I could think of. Out loud I<lb />said, oItTs about time for you to get some sleep.?<lb /><lb />It must have been five oTclock on the morning<lb />when I woke up. The sun was just rising, and<lb />through the shade, the soft light of morning made<lb />the room look like rooms in dreams.<lb /><lb />I raised myself on one elbow and looked at her.<lb />I wanted to kiss her, but I was afraid it would<lb />wake her. She woke up anyway, moaning. I<lb />could see from the way the sheet fell over her that<lb />she had her hand on her stomach again. Only<lb />this time it was lower than it had been the night<lb />before. She sighed. And she smelled like morn-<lb />ing.<lb /><lb />oHowTs it going, Kattie??<lb /><lb />oNot so hot.?<lb /><lb />oNot so hot??<lb /><lb />oNot so hot.?<lb /><lb />oCan I get you something??<lb /><lb />~Nai?<lb /><lb />oA glass of milk? An orange??<lb /><lb />oNo, James. Nothing.?<lb /><lb />oCan I do anything at all for you??<lb /><lb />oYeah. You can do something for me, James.<lb />Take me to Raleigh, right now. Chicago, New<lb />York, any place. But right now.? She doubled up<lb />right sudden like, with her knees up close to her<lb />chest. She was crying. I wished right then that<lb />I could go through what she was going through;<lb />that I could do it for her, or either with her. But<lb />I didnTt say it. A man canTt say a thing like that<lb />to a woman and sound like anything but a damn<lb />fool. So I just lay there with my arm around her,<lb />staring up at the ceiling. ~Tell me something<lb />funny,? she said.<lb /><lb />oLike what??<lb /><lb />oLike anything. Anything funny.?<lb /><lb />oAlright. I'll tell you the story about Sam the<lb />Man.? And I couldnTt remember the story word<lb />for word, but I did my best.<lb /><lb />When I had about half finished the story the<lb />girl laughed and started beating on my chest.<lb />Only she wasnTt laughing, I found out. She was<lb />making the kind of sound a child makes some-<lb /><lb />18<lb /><lb />times, so that you have to wait a while before you<lb />can tell whether itTs laughing or crying. So I<lb />didnTt finish the story. I just lay there and looked<lb />at her.<lb /><lb />We laid there an hour or two, with her tossing<lb />and turning and telling me it wasnTt any need to<lb />get Dr. Branch because there was nothing he<lb />could do noways. Then I got up and fixed break-<lb />fast. I figured sheTd want to have hers in bed,<lb />but she said no. She had gotten up and put some<lb />clothes on and sat down at the table. She ate<lb />hearty, and I was glad. She didnTt have her hand<lb />on her stomach anymore. In fact, if you had seen<lb />us right then you would have thought there was<lb />nothing wrong at all.<lb /><lb />After breakfast she took her clothes off and<lb />got back into bed. I tried to get her to dance, or<lb />even to walk around the room a little, but she<lb />wouldnTt hear it. In a little while she fell asleep.<lb />I started cleaning the place up, but I was afraid it<lb />would wake her so I stopped. I sat in that wicker<lb />back chair for a while. But I couldnTt stand do-<lb />ing nothing so I got up and started cleaning again,<lb />real soft like. When the place was clean I washed<lb />the dishes and sat back down. The girl groaned<lb />and I looked at her, but she was still asleep. I got<lb />up and shined my shoes, then I put them back<lb />under the bed and sat back down again. I went<lb />over to the window and looked through the cur-<lb />tains. There was nothing to see but the house<lb />across the street, and ITd already seen it eight<lb />million times. It needed painting; has needed it<lb />for going on two years now. I felt like going out<lb />there and painting it myself. ITd paint the front<lb />porch first, just like the front part of your body is<lb />the first part you wash, then ITd get the sides and<lb />the back. ITd fix the back stairs where those steps<lb />are loose, then ITd paint them too. Maybe ITd weed<lb />out the garden and plant some collards and stuff.<lb />I was thinking of that when the girl woke up.<lb /><lb />oJames.?<lb /><lb />oYes??<lb /><lb />oT thought you was gone. What time is it??<lb /><lb />oNear Tbout three oTclock. You want something<lb />to eat??<lb /><lb />oNo. I ainTt hungry.?<lb /><lb />oHow do you feel??<lb /><lb />oT donTt know. I donTt feel nothing at all. Noth-<lb />ing.? She was quiet for a while and then she said,<lb />oTI been having the craziest dream. Did you hear<lb />me laughing??<lb /><lb />*No,TT<lb /><lb />oT dreamed I was in a boat with a man. A sail-<lb />boat. But I couldnTt tell whether the man was you<lb />or somebody else. Anyway, there we were, and<lb />the man was rowing the boat and telling me a<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>joke. I canTt remember what it was now, but it<lb />was so funny that we both got to laughing and the<lb />boat turned over and there we were in the water,<lb />just laughing our fool heads off. You didnTt hear<lb />me, James??<lb /><lb />oNo, I didnTt Kattie.?<lb /><lb />oThatTs when I woke up and felt for you and<lb />you werenTt there. You ainTt going no place are<lb />you James??<lb /><lb />oT ainTt going no place, honey.?<lb /><lb />oTf you do will you take me with you??<lb /><lb />oSure I will, honey.?<lb /><lb />oWhat time is it, James??<lb /><lb />oA little after three.?<lb /><lb />oI wish it was after three tomorrow, or next<lb />week.?<lb /><lb />oDo you want an orange??<lb /><lb />oNo. You ainTt going to leave me are you,<lb />James??<lb /><lb />oYou know I wouldnTt do nothing like that.?<lb /><lb />oThen what are you standing so far away from<lb />me for??<lb /><lb />I went over to the bed and sat down beside her.<lb />Then I leaned over and took her in my arms.<lb />oJames,? she said. oJames.TT She was crying, and<lb />I could feel her fingernails biting into my back.<lb /><lb />Around five oTclock I was sitting in the chair<lb />reading the paper. The girl wasnTt crying or<lb />groaning or anything, she wasnTt asleep either.<lb />She got up real casual and went to the bathroom.<lb />She was gone about twenty minutes I reckon be-<lb /><lb />fore she came out, still undressed, and changed the<lb />radio from the news to some music. Then she<lb />started dancing by herself; not wild or anything,<lb />just dancing. I thought that was a good thing be-<lb />cause of what Miz Thomas had said, so I just sat<lb />there and watched her moving her hips and snap-<lb />ping her fingers and looking so good I could have<lb />worshipped her.<lb /><lb />oYou feel alright??<lb />oSure I feel alright,? she said. ~I feel fine.?<lb />oItTs about time.?<lb /><lb />oYeah.?<lb /><lb />oYou reckon Dr. Branch might...<lb /><lb />?<lb /><lb />oAinTt no need of no doctor. ItTs all over.?<lb /><lb />MOVERT oe<lb /><lb />= Gan<lb /><lb />oDamn,? I said.<lb /><lb />oDonTt say that,? she said and laughed. She<lb />turned the radio up, still laughing, and she got to<lb />dancing right wild like, kicking her legs up and<lb />singing along with the music. When she got tired<lb />she flopped on the bed and looked at me. She<lb />smiled. I got up and turned the radio off and sat<lb />down beside her. She was breathing fast.<lb /><lb />oITm glad itTs over,? I said, and leaned over and<lb />kissed her. I could see the tiny light reflections<lb />dancing in her eyes. I kissed her again, soft.<lb /><lb />oJames, James donTt. James, darling . . . please<lb />donTt...? and I could feel her nails biting into<lb />my. back...<lb /><lb />Cat<lb /><lb />The white cat<lb /><lb />sat there<lb /><lb />and watched me.<lb /><lb />How patient and calm and eternal he is.<lb /><lb />I could be that way if I were<lb /><lb />made of glass too.<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />"Helen Jennings<lb /><lb />19<lb /></p>
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        <p>WILLIAM FAULKNER"<lb />HIS DESCRIPTIONS OF NATURE<lb /><lb />By<lb /><lb />Mary E. Poindexter<lb /><lb />Anyone who has read a bit of FaulknerTs writ-<lb />ing can understand why he has been a despair or<lb />a delight to the critics since his first books were<lb />published. Early studies of his work were, accord-<lb />ing to Hoffman and Vickery, ~~devoted to expres-<lb />sions of disgust, horror, and distress over what<lb />Faulkner was doing or failing to do.? Reviewers<lb />did not pause in this distress long enough to find<lb />out what he was trying to do. One puzzled critic,<lb />Beach, wrote, oThe relative popularity of this<lb />writer is a strange phenomenon, so almost unbear-<lb />ably painful in his subject-matter,? almost immed-<lb />iately adding (what it seems impossible not to con-<lb />cede), oBut he is one of the greatest literary<lb />talents of our day.? Kazin, after saying,<lb /><lb />It is not strange . .. that his scene<lb />should always be murder, rape, prostitu-<lb />tion, incest, arson, idiocy (with an occas-<lb />ional interpolation of broad country<lb />humor almost as violent as his traged-<lb />ies); or that the country of his mind<lb />should be a Mississippi county larger<lb />than life, but not visibly related to it. .<lb />admits that he is one of the oAmerican demigods"<lb /><lb />living big, writing big, exuding a power somehow<lb />more than their own, a national power in which<lb />they share.?<lb /><lb />More recent, sympathetic critics have been fas-<lb />cinated by the many aspects of FaulknerTs writing,<lb />the omyths? he may or may not intend to convey<lb />(in fact, the whole underlying wherefore of his<lb />writing) ; his many structural experiments; his<lb />use of stream-of-consciousness; his vocabulary;<lb />his syntax; the psychological meaning of his<lb />writing and the psychological accuracy of his<lb />character portrayal; his universality; his hum-<lb />our; and, what I find an interesting small part of<lb />his genius, his use of nature descriptions.<lb /><lb />20<lb /><lb />Two comments, one by Campbell and Foster and<lb />one by Faulkner himself, on FaulknerTs use of<lb />humour seem to me to be applicable to his de-<lb />scriptions, too. o... it gives, in the case of fron-<lb />tier humor, a softness, a bearableness, or a more<lb />diffused focus to a scene which otherwise might<lb />well be starkly tragic, melodramatic, or over-<lb />emotional.? In the terrible tale of Mink Snopes<lb />and his hunt for the body of the man he had mur-<lb />dered, could we stand the brutal realities without<lb />such passages as<lb /><lb />The night was moonless. He descended<lb />through the dry and invisible corn, keep-<lb />ing his bearing on a star until he reached<lb />the trees, against the black solidity of<lb />which fireflies winked and drifted and<lb />from beyond which came the booming<lb />and grunting of frogs and the howling of<lb />the dog. But once among them, he could<lb />not even see the sky anymore, though he<lb />realized then what he should have be-<lb />= that the houndTs voice would guide<lb />im.<lb /><lb />In the second place, as Faulkner himself says of<lb />humour, oWe have one priceless trait, we Ameri-<lb />cans. The trait is our humor. What a pity it is<lb />that it is not more prevalent in our art... Oné<lb />trouble with us American artists is that we take<lb />our art and ourselves too seriously.? It is the<lb />genuineness of the humor and the genuineness of<lb />FaulknerTs love for the world of the South he de-<lb />scribes that help rescue his writing from the deep<lb />involvement he might otherwise succumb to.<lb />Where he has neither of these in his work, he<lb />falls into such convolutions as Absalom, Absalom!<lb /><lb />There we find, as Kazin says,<lb /><lb />... some fantastic exertion of the will,<lb />of that exaggeration which springs from<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>a need to raise everything in Yoknapa-<lb />tawpha County, Mississippi, to its tenth<lb />(or its hundredth) power because there<lb />is not sufficient power or ease in his con-<lb />ception of the South, or human existence<lb /><lb />in general.<lb />The very fort of his novel"the complication of<lb />having Quentin and his roommate at Harvard try<lb />to reconstruct what happened in the fantastic tale<lb />of incest and miscegenation, from bits of hearsay<lb />and from all letters and legends"all this proves<lb />what George OTDonnell says,<lb /><lb />... Mr. FaulknerTs difficulties of form<lb />derive, in part, from the struggle that he<lb />has to make to inform his material. The<lb />struggle is manifest, even in the prose it-<lb />self. Discounting the results of plain<lb />carelessness in all of the books, the corre-<lb />lation between the fictions and the qual-<lb />ity of the prose in Mr. FaulknerTs books<lb />is instructive.<lb /><lb />In his violent effort to have Quentin explain the<lb />South, to answer the questions o~WhatTs it like<lb />there? What do they do there? Why do they live<lb />there? Why do they live at all?? Faulkner gets<lb />lost in some of the hopeless involvements of which<lb />he is quite capable. Of Miss Rosa, talking to<lb />Quentin about Sutpen:<lb /><lb />Meanwhile, as though in reverse ratio to<lb />the vanishing voice, the invoked ghost<lb />of the man whom she could neither for-<lb />give nor revenge herself upon began to<lb />assume a quality almost of solidity, per-<lb />manence. Itself circumambient and en-<lb />closed by its effluvium of hell, its aura of<lb />unregeneration, it mused (mused,<lb />thought, seemed to possess sentience, as<lb />if though dispossessed of the peace"<lb />who was impervious anyhow to fatigue"<lb />which she declined to give it, it was still<lb />irrevocably outside the cope of her hurt<lb />or harm( with that quality peaceful and<lb />now harmless and not even very atten-<lb />tive"the ogre-shape which, as Miss<lb />ColdfieldTs voice went on, resolved out of<lb />itself before QuentinTs eyes the two half-<lb />ogre children, the three of them form-<lb />ing a shadowy background for the fourth<lb />one.<lb />And all this is evoked in a ghost world. It just<lb /><lb />does not ring true"these people do not belong to<lb />their world. They move in a vacuum. Hemingway<lb />says if you do not have place, you don~t have any-<lb />thing, and these dream figures have no place in<lb />which to live and move. There is cold and discom-<lb />fort in QuentinTs college room. We can believe<lb />that; but the mansion of SutpenTs Hundred, built<lb />by the sweat of shadowy wild Negroes out of the<lb />swamp which did not really exist, began a brick<lb />house, and was finally a wooden structure com-<lb />pletely destroyed by fire. The unbelievable Judith,<lb />who dreamed of a shadowy fiance, Charles Bon,<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />walked with him in an unsubstantial garden.<lb />Henry killed Bon in a hearsay driveway to the<lb />dream house. Old Sutpen allowed his son, Henry,<lb />to vanish like a puff of smoke"Henry, who was<lb />the son to complete the odesign? of his life. The<lb />reason for the rupture was melodramatic and fan-<lb />tastic: HenryTs dearest college friend was, in fact,<lb />old SutpenTs son by a former marriage to a woman<lb />who was part Negro. So, for two reasons Bon<lb />could not marry Judith. By this story of am-<lb />bition, prejudice, struggle, incest, miscegenation,<lb />murder, and bitterness, Quentin was to explain<lb />the South. We need something to give us a tie<lb />with this strange world which Faulkner peopled;<lb />perhaps some description of the place these tor-<lb />tured creatures lived would be the answer. Absa-<lb />lom, Absalom! is the sort of writing Kazin must<lb />have had in mind when he said that Faulkner tries<lb />o. . . to express the inexpressible, to write the<lb />history of the unconscious, to convey some final<lb />and terrifying conception of a South that seems<lb />always to exist below water...? In contrast to<lb />this work, The Hamlet, The Sound and the Fury,<lb />and AsI Lay Dying, surely three of his best books,<lb />never fail to have a sense of place. In The Sound<lb />and the Fury, the events, though as melodramatic<lb />as in Absalom, Absalom! are always played out<lb />against a world that has substance, and reality,<lb />and beauty, and meaning. These people see, and<lb />hear, and smell, and love, and hate the world they<lb />live in.<lb /><lb />But Faulkner does not use his descriptions of<lb />nature only as a background for his charactersT<lb />actions. Warren realized the importance of these<lb />descriptions and wrote<lb /><lb />The vividness of the natural back-<lb />ground is one of the impressive features<lb />of FaulknerTs work. It is accurately ob-<lb />served, but observation only provides the<lb />stuff from which the characteristic ef-<lb />fects are gained. It is the atmosphere<lb />which counts, the poetry, the infusion of<lb />feeling, the symbolic weight.<lb />One of the special uses that Faulkner often<lb /><lb />makes of lyrical background is to intensify natura-<lb />listic tragedy. The Quentin section of The Sound<lb />and the Fury is an extended example. Reminis-<lb />cences and mental torture are interspersed with<lb />accounts of inconsequential actions of the moment,<lb />and with lovely descriptions of the things Quentin<lb />saw"the water, in various aspects, foreshadow-<lb />ing his death"and other scenes, besides.<lb /><lb />The bridge was of grey stone, lichened,<lb />dappled with slow moisture where the<lb />fungus crept. Beneath it the water was<lb />clear and still in the shadow, whispering<lb />and clucking about the stone in fading<lb />swirls of spinning sky.<lb /><lb />21<lb /></p>
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        <p>And, again,<lb /><lb />I could not see the bottom, but I could<lb />see a long way into the motion of the<lb />water before the eye gave out, and then<lb />I saw a shadow hanging like a fat arrow<lb />stemming into the current. Mayflies<lb />skimmed in and out of the shadow of the<lb />bridge just above the surface . .. The<lb />arrow increased without motion, then in<lb />a quick swirl the trout lipped a fly be-<lb />neath the surface with that sort of gigan-<lb />tic delicacy of an elephant picking up a<lb />peanut . The fading vertex drifted away<lb />down stream and then I saw the arrow<lb />again, nose into the current, wavering<lb />delicately to the motion of the water<lb />above which the Mayflies slanted and<lb />poised.<lb />And other things he saw, besides the water .<lb />the boy who did not go swimming.<lb /><lb />The first boy went on. His bare feet<lb />made no sound falling softer than leaves<lb />in the thin dust. In the orchard the bees<lb />sounded like a wind getting up, a sound<lb />caught by a spell just under crescendo<lb />and sustained. The lane went along the<lb />wall, arched over, shattered with bloom,<lb />dissolving into trees. Sunlight slanted<lb />into it, sparse and eager. Yellow butter-<lb />i flickered along the shade like flecks<lb />of sun.<lb /><lb />These are not just backgrounds"they seem to<lb />hold meaning within meanings.<lb /><lb />This meaningfulness is often so intense that it<lb />becomes a symbol"the smell of honeysuckle and<lb />QuentinTs feeling for his sister Caddy; the idiot<lb />BenjyTs flower or jimson weed that he used to<lb />decorate his little family graveyard, and which he<lb />carried wherever he went. In Delta Autumn,<lb />there is the extended use of the doe symbol: the<lb />conversation of the hunters about the doe and<lb />why they are not to be shot, young EdmondsT em-<lb />bittered remarks about the fact that there are al-<lb />ways doe and fawns aplenty in this world, the<lb />odoe hunting? he was teased about, all lead up<lb />to the appearance of the mulatto girl and her<lb />baby ; and in the end, when the old man asks what<lb />sort of deer Edmonds shot, he answers his own<lb />question with, oIt was a doe.? This is the sort of<lb />symbolizing, with richness of context, that de-<lb />lights the lovers of Faulkner.<lb /><lb />One of the most surprising of Faulkner~s uses<lb />of lyrical background is the sort found in The<lb />Hamlet, where it is a shaft of pure beauty shot<lb />into a low comedy situation. When the citizens<lb />of FrenchmenTs Bend were chasing the spotted<lb />horses, and Varner was going to attend to Henry<lb />ArmstidTs broken leg with his veterinarianTs plum-<lb />ber-like tools<lb /><lb />They walked in a close clump, tramping<lb /><lb />22<lb /><lb />their shadows into the roadTs mild dust,<lb />blotting the shadows of the burgeoning<lb />trees which soared, trunk branch and<lb />twig against the pale sky, delicate and<lb />finely thinned. They passed the dark<lb />store. Then the pear tree came in sight.<lb />It rose in mazed and silver immobility<lb />like exploding snow; the mockingbird<lb />still sang in it.<lb /><lb />Some contrasts are dramatic when, as Campbell<lb />and Foster said, ohe manages with technical ex-<lb />pertness this moving juxtaposition of the lyri-<lb />cal... and the terrible.?T In The Hamlet, when<lb />Mink Snopes, being carried to prison, tried to<lb />jump out of the surrey,<lb /><lb />. .. his head slipped down into the V<lb />of the stanchion . . . and the weight and<lb />momentum of his whole body came down<lb />on his vised neck . . . But after a while<lb />he could breathe again all right, and the<lb />faint wind of motion had dried the water<lb />from his face and only his shirt was a<lb />little damp, not a cool wind yet but just<lb />a wind free at last of the unendurable<lb />sun, blowing out of the beginning of<lb />dusk, the surrey moving now beneath an<lb />ordered overarch of sunshot trees, be-<lb />tween the clipped and tended lawns<lb />where children shrieked and played in<lb />bright fresh dresses of afternoon and the<lb />men coming home from work turned into<lb />the neat painted gates, toward plates of<lb />food and cups of coffee in the long begin-<lb />ning of twilight.<lb /><lb />Campbell and Foster also wrote that oAt times<lb />in FaulknerTs imagination, . . . the natural back-<lb />ground supports the events of the story, not by<lb />contrast but by a pathetic-fallacy coloring that<lb />gives nature tragic characteristics like those in<lb />the story.?T The doctor, in As I Lay Dying, wait-<lb />ing for Addie Bundren to die, sees her youngest<lb />son sitting disconsolately in the heavy atmosphere<lb />of an approaching storm,<lb /><lb />The durn little tyke is sitting on the<lb />top step, looking smaller than ever in the<lb />sulphur-colored light. ThatTs the trouble<lb />with this country: everything, weather,<lb />all, hangs on too long. Like our rivers,<lb />our land: opaque, slow, violent; shaping<lb />and creating the life of man in its implac-<lb />able and brooding image.<lb />Faulkner had a feeling for a cosmic background,<lb /><lb />to which he relates the current world of appear-<lb />ances. Of Vernon and Jewel trying to recover<lb />CashTs tools in the swollen river, in As I Lay Dy-<lb />ing, he says,<lb /><lb />From here they do not appear to vio-<lb />late the surface at all; it is as though it<lb />had severed them both at a single blow,<lb />the two torsos moving with infinitesimal<lb />and ludicrous care upon the surface. It<lb />looks peaceful, like machinery does after<lb />you have watched it and listened to it for<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>a long time. As though the clotting which<lb />is you had dissolved into the myriad or-<lb />iginal motion, and seeing and hearing in<lb />themselves blind and deaf; fury in it-<lb />self quiet with stagnation.<lb /><lb />And in AddieTs words about her life, he moves<lb /><lb />from the commonplace to something greater,<lb />oT would lie by him in the dark, hearing<lb />the dark land talking of GodTs love and<lb />His beauty and His sin; hearing the dark<lb />voicelessness in which the words are the<lb />deeds, and the other words that are not<lb />deeds, that are just the gaps in peoplesT<lb />lacks, coming down like the cries of the<lb />geese out of the wild darkness in the<lb />old terrible nights, fumbling at the deeds<lb />like orphans to whom are pointed out in<lb />a crowd two faces and told, That is your<lb />father, your mother.?<lb /><lb />In such stories as The Bear and Delta Autumn,<lb />Faulkner reaches great heights in his portrayal<lb />of nature. In his feeling for nature woods, wild-<lb />erness, fields, streams, are not just so much wood-<lb />ed or denuded space. The land is a heritage and<lb />trust given to men, and their use of it and their<lb />attitude toward it are important. Warren wrote,<lb />oIn FaulknerTs mythology man has ~suzerainty<lb />over the earth,T he is not of the earth, and it is the<lb />human virtues which count"~pity and humility<lb />and sufferance and endurance.T ? Man has not<lb />regarded his trust properly, and he has to atone,<lb />somehow, for his profligacy. As Cowley says,<lb /><lb />Here are the two sides of FaulknerTs<lb />feeling for the South: on the one side,<lb />an admiring and possessive love; on the<lb />other, a compulsive fear lest what he<lb />loves should be destroyed by the ignor-<lb /><lb />ance of its native serfs and the greed of<lb />traders and absentee landlords.<lb /><lb />He describes the delta as<lb /><lb />This land which man has deswamped<lb />and denuded and derivered in two gener-<lb />ations so that white men can own planta-<lb />tions and ride to Jim Crow cars to Chica-<lb />go to live in millionairesT mansions on<lb />Lake Shore Drive . . . No wonder the<lb />ruined woods I used to know donTt cry<lb />retribution ... The people who have de-<lb />stroyed it will accomplish its revenge.<lb />In his mind, in the words of Warren, oThe right<lb /><lb />attitude toward nature is associated with the right<lb />attitude toward man, and the mere lust for power<lb />over nature is associated with the lust for power<lb />over other men...? But there is something that<lb />man can do to right the wrong done to the land"<lb />at least Ike McCaslin thought so when he was<lb />twelve and had just shot his first buck and Sam<lb />Fathers had marked his face with the blood, oI<lb />slew you; my bearing must not shame your quit-<lb />ting life. My conduct forever onward must become<lb />your death.?<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />In the final analysis, FaulknerTs descriptions<lb />of nature are a fine integral part of his books and<lb />stories, providing background, furthering the ac-<lb />tion by contrast or by augmentation, revealing<lb />inner meanings and pointing up greater import-<lb />ance in situations than he could show in any other<lb />way; and the reason that he is so successful is<lb />that his observations stem from a genuine love<lb />for the land in which he lives, the South. It is, as<lb />Cowley saw it,<lb /><lb />a brooding love for the land where he<lb />was born and reared... ~this land, this<lb />South, for which God has done so much,<lb />with woods for game and streams for fish<lb />and deep rich soil for seed and lush<lb />springs to sprout it and long summers to<lb />mature it and serene falls to harvest it<lb />and short mild winters for men and ani-<lb />mals.T<lb /><lb />Who could tell more graphically how the land<lb />was, and how it is now:<lb /><lb />At first there had been only the old<lb />towns along the River and the old towns<lb />along the hills, from each of which the<lb />planters with their gangs of slaves and<lb />then of hired laborers had wrested from<lb />the impenetrable jungle of water-stand-<lb />ing cane and cypress, gum and holly and<lb />oak and ash, cotton patches which, as the<lb />years passed, became fields and then<lb />plantations. The paths made by deer and<lb />bear became roads and then highways<lb />with towns springing up along them and<lb />along the rivers .. . the thick, slow, black,<lb />unsunned streams almost without eur-<lb />rent, which once each year ceased to flow<lb />at all and then reversed, spreading,<lb />drowning the rich land and subsiding<lb />again, leaving it still richer.<lb /><lb />Most of that was gone .. . Now the<lb />land lay open from the cradling hills on<lb />on the east to the rampart of levee on<lb />the west, standing horseman"tail with<lb />cotton for the worldTs looms"the rich<lb />black land, imponderable and vast, fec-<lb />und up to the very doorsteps of the<lb />Negroes who worked it and of the white<lb />men who owned it; which exhausted the<lb />hunting life of a dog in one year, the<lb />working life of a mule in five and of a<lb />man in twenty ... the land across which<lb />there came now no scream of panther<lb />but instead the long hooting of locomo-<lb />tives: Trains of incredible length and<lb />drawn by a single engine, since there was<lb />no gradient anywhere and no elevation<lb />save those raised by forgotten aboriginal<lb />hands as refuges from the yearly water<lb />and used by their Indian successors to<lb />sepulchre their fathersT bones, and all<lb />that remained of that old time were the<lb />Indian names on the little towns and us-<lb />ually pertaining to water"Aluschas-<lb />kuna, Tillabota, Homochitto, Yazoo.<lb /><lb />23<lb /></p>
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          <lb />HOUSE<lb />OF<lb />CARDS<lb /><lb />By<lb /><lb />LARRY<lb />BLIZARD<lb /><lb />Silently he hunched over the card table staring<lb />in mute fascination at the thing before him. He<lb />hesitated"then, taking the remaining card, he<lb />placed it on the very top of the others, and the<lb />flimsy structure seemed complete. ITm getting<lb />better at this, he mused, yes, much better than I<lb />used to be. He sat thoughtfully, hand on his chin.<lb /><lb />At that moment, a voice broke into his medita-<lb />tion. oDon,? it called from the kitchen; oDon,<lb />cTmon, itTs ready.?<lb /><lb />The kitchen of the little apartment was hot<lb />and filled with smells of cooking. The man named<lb />Don came in, yawned, brushed cigarette ashes<lb />from his t-shirt and seated himself at the little<lb />table. The woman who came to sit down across<lb />from him was little different from so many wo-<lb />men who inhabit three room apartments filled<lb />with ash trays and empty coffee cups and drawn<lb />shades on Sunday mornings.<lb /><lb />oHowTs the soup,? she asked, brushing a lock of<lb />brown hair from her forehead.<lb /><lb />oHm? Oh, o.k. I mean, fine.?<lb /><lb />24<lb /><lb />oDon-?T<lb /><lb />oHm b gd<lb /><lb />oDTyou have to go out again tonight??<lb /><lb />oYeah. Some things I gotta clear up.?<lb /><lb />oDon, youTve been gone two nights this week<lb />already. How longTs it gonna keep up??<lb /><lb />oLook, thereTs this work I gotta get done"Un-<lb />derstand??<lb /><lb />Her face, usually cheerful, clouded. She started<lb />to say something, but looked away.<lb /><lb />oJimmie broke his truck today,? she said finally,<lb />oT told him youTd fix it.?<lb /><lb />oChrist, what am I, made out of money or some-<lb />thinT? CanTt that kid take care of anything I<lb />getTm? Where is he now anyway??<lb /><lb />oHeTs at the DavisesT. Little Johnny invited him<lb />over for supper and to watch television.?<lb /><lb />The Davises. Now who the hell are the Davises,<lb />he wondered to himself. Christ, I donTt know any-<lb />body or anything that goes on around here. I<lb />wonder if I even know her, he thought, staring at<lb />the woman across the table. She sat in faded cor-<lb />duroy slacks, brown hair in a bun, looking out the<lb />steam fogged window. She always had a nice<lb />figure, he mused. Her brown hair was long once.<lb />Pretty hair, he told himself. oI like long hair,? he<lb />told her one night when the October moon hung<lb />low amidst fog shrouded trees and the two of them<lb />were huddled together by a stone ledge, her per-<lb />fume floating on the frosty air and the warmth<lb />of her breath against his neck. He had buried<lb />his face in her hair then, in her pretty hair. She<lb />had promised she wouldnTt cut it. Never, she had<lb />said. He thought he knew her then. Now he<lb />wasnTt sure.<lb /><lb />The remainder of the meal passed in compara-<lb />tive silence, save for an occasional comment from<lb />her. He pondered his reflection in the soup"<lb />touseled hair, pale complexion, slightly pock mark-<lb />ed face. He rubbed the stubble on his chin reflec-<lb />tively; dipped his spoon and watched the ripples<lb />break the image of him into a thousand disjointed<lb />fragments, ate his dessert and lit his cigarette.<lb />More ashes on his t-shirt now. Pretty hair. O her<lb />pretty hair.<lb /><lb />Once more in the living room, he held the little<lb />red truck in his fingers, felt the place where it<lb />had been broken.<lb /><lb />oWhaddhe do, throw it against the wall or some-<lb />thingT ??<lb /><lb />She replied from the kitchen but it was lost<lb />amid the clatter of running water and rattling<lb />dishes.<lb /><lb />He put the truck back on the table. oHoney,? he<lb />called, oI think ITll go now.? No answer; only run-<lb />ning water. oHoney"??<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>Then she was before him coming out of the<lb />steamy kitchen, an apron around her middle, a<lb />dish in her hand. She brought her slightly flushed<lb />face up close to his. oDonTt be too long, huh,<lb />honey ??<lb /><lb />He hugged her briefly, feeling the warmth of<lb />her against him. No perfume now, only smell of<lb /><lb />soap"running water and rattling dishes in the<lb />kitchen.<lb /><lb />Outside the apartment now, he felt the cool<lb />November wind against his face as he strided<lb />along, walking with hands in his pockets, should-<lb />ers hunched forward, walking as though in a<lb />dream, as if lost in troubled thought, seeing noth-<lb />ing on either side of him. I donTt mind working<lb />these nights he told himself; sometimes I need<lb />to get away; I need to think. Rounding a corner,<lb />he felt once more the wind in his face.<lb /><lb />He noticed the lights on even before reaching<lb />the office. Probably McKeever or one of the others<lb />working late. Pushing open the glass outer doors,<lb />he walked quickly down the hall to the office where<lb />he worked. He saw the door open, the lights on.<lb />He walked in, but wasnTt prepared to find"no,<lb />not McKeever"no, only McKeeverTs secretary all<lb />alone in the office, sitting at her desk.<lb /><lb />olTm sorry, Mr. Adams, I just thought I would<lb />come up here and work on_ some typing.?<lb /><lb />He studied her a minute"blonde, blue eyed<lb />Faye: always a warm feeling at the sight of her<lb />in the office clatter of typewriters, the clicking of<lb />high heels"blond hair, cashmere sweater the<lb />youthful laughter over coffee at 10 in the morning.<lb /><lb />oHello, Faye.? After standing in the doorway<lb />for a minute, he walked over to his desk and sat<lb />down. He fumbled around, rearranging his pap-<lb />ers, dusting off a little gilt-framed portrait; he<lb />opened a drawer, closed it, absently opened anoth-<lb />er. She had resumed her typing. The keys tap-<lb />tapped, her head bent forward, blonde hair falling<lb />down over the front of her shoulders. Looking<lb />at her more closely now, he saw for the first time<lb />her red rimmed eyes, the wadded up hankerchief<lb />on her desk. SheTs been crying, he thought, puzz-<lb />led, fighting back a desire to reach out, touch her.<lb /><lb />o__Been crying,? he blurted out finally.<lb /><lb />oWhat?? she turned to him.<lb /><lb />oI said youTve been crying,? he observed, and<lb />wondered to himself oNow why the hellTd I say<lb />that?!?<lb /><lb />She made a little laugh. oWhy"yes, I guess I<lb />have,? she said, as if it were news to her. He<lb />watched her thoughtfully. oWhyTve you been<lb />crying,? he asked. Dammit, he cursed himself, itTs<lb />none of my business; whatTs gotten into me?<lb /><lb />Now she turned completely around to face him,<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />picked up her crumpled up hanky from beside<lb />her typewriter, gave him a look that women will<lb />when about to pour out their innermost secrets,<lb />and began to tell him about Frank. oFrankTs my<lb />fiance, you know. We've been engaged for three<lb />months. She held up her hand for him to see, the<lb />glittering ring shining brightly against the dark<lb />background of her cashmere sweater. WeTre go-<lb />ing to be married this Christmas; that is, I think<lb />we are.<lb /><lb />oWe were up at Deerfield Lake last weekend"<lb />had a great time, a swell time. Frank was so won-<lb />derful"everything was so wonderful. We were<lb />with some of his friends from college you know.<lb />All this month, weTve been looking at houses. We<lb />had a real dreamy one picked out.? There was<lb />a distant gleam in her eyes now. oWe were going<lb />to have a new car and everything. But, every now<lb />and then, ITm not sure. I donTt know. Like today,<lb />we had lunch together. He seemed strange, al-<lb />most like he didnTt want to get married. I"I guess<lb />thatTs why I was crying just now, Mr. Adams. ItTs<lb />just the uncertainty of it! But one thing ITm<lb />pretty sure ofTT"her voice lower, the gleam in her<lb />eyes again"~oI know we love each other!?<lb /><lb />She looked at Adams; her eyes misty. oYou<lb />know what love is, donTt you Mr. Adams, I mean<lb />you being married and a family and all. You<lb />know what it means, donTt you??<lb /><lb />He sat there, looking at her, feeling a helpless,<lb />empty feeling inside him. He coughed; oI donTt<lb />know,? was all he said.<lb /><lb />oT_T guess ITd bettar go home now, Mr.<lb />Adams,? she said at last. oITm terribly sorry to<lb />be such a bother but thank you so much for your<lb />kindness.?<lb /><lb />oTT]] see you to the door.? He coughed again, got<lb />up from his desk.<lb /><lb />oMy carTs right outside,? she said putting on<lb />her coat and wrapping her scarf around her neck.<lb /><lb />He walked with her to the door. As she step-<lb />ped out on the sidewalk, she turned to him and said<lb />once more, oYou know how it is, donTt you, Mr.<lb />Adams??<lb /><lb />He didnTt answer; merely stood there in the<lb />shadows of the doorway watching her drive away.<lb />At last, he turned and walked slowly back down<lb />the hallway into his office.<lb /><lb />Once more at his desk now, he poured over his<lb />papers, glancing only briefly at the little portrait<lb />on the desk. It was a portrait of Eleanor and<lb />himself smiling happily together, he in a suit, she<lb />wearing a sweater, her long brown hair falling<lb />over her shoulders. At the bottom of the picture<lb />was inscribed: Deerfield Lake, August 23, 1956.<lb /><lb />25<lb /></p>
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          <lb />FIRST PRIZE<lb />REBEL POETRY CONTEST<lb /><lb />Into A Pruned Park<lb /><lb />Into a pruned park filled with shouts<lb /><lb />scuffed toes, skinned knees<lb />and ring around the rosy,<lb /><lb />came a group of evening ladies<lb /><lb />the afternoon rain pounding the roofs<lb /><lb />having roused them before their hour of purpose.<lb />I pondered one of them that stood alone<lb /><lb />feeding the pigeons, her feet set wide apart;<lb />smiling a faint smile, a pure smile,<lb /><lb />childlike, no more nymphlike<lb /><lb />in spite of the rouge and powder.<lb /><lb />Having stared until my face turned hot,<lb /><lb />I looked down and there,<lb /><lb />in a puddle between my legs<lb /><lb />I found her yet again transformed"<lb /><lb />Diana feeding a young deer.<lb /><lb />Then a late raindrop, perhaps a tear,<lb /><lb />dashed the puddle bearing it all away.<lb /><lb />Now, after other rains and other afternoons,<lb /><lb />only the image reappears.<lb /><lb />By B. Tolson Willis, Jr.<lb /><lb />Only The Image Reappears<lb /><lb />There is a danger in coming to interpretive<lb />terms with poetry, a danger of allowing the in-<lb />terpretation to stand as definitive of the poemTs<lb />meaning and value. After the book is closed, the<lb />tone of the component whole gives dimension to, if<lb />only for a moment, the awareness of the time and<lb /><lb />26<lb /><lb />place we are slowly sinking back into. With the loss<lb />of that wrought-up awareness, there comes the de-<lb />sire, the need to say something about IT. In the<lb />search for an approximating reason for our will-<lb />ful suspension of disbelief, we return to the poem<lb />with our tools of analysis. Structure, substance,<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>and sound are submitted to divisions"narrative,<lb />dramatic, and lyric; metaphor, simile, hyperbole<lb />"in short, the poetTs workbench is paraded out as<lb />explanation of his achievement. The reader, con-<lb />ditioned to the workbench, is aware during the<lb />very experience of the poem of aspects of tech-<lb />nical excellence that are not analytically distinct<lb />from the experience but serve to enhance it.<lb />Criticism, interpretation, and biographical game-<lb />playing, in their proper roles as handmaidens,<lb />offer an invaluable footnote to the history of art<lb />as experience of the deep and richest meaning.<lb />All of this is probably commonplace knowledge to<lb />those of us who have played ChaucerTs Chaunte-<lb />cleer to an amused inner voiceTs Pertelote; how-<lb />ever, for the student blinded by the radiance of<lb />definitive evaluation, it should be remembered<lb />that the piece of bright puzzle taken from what-<lb />ever the source outside the poem does not fill in a<lb />gap nor cover a defect, but rather illuminates by<lb />way of another readerTs perceptive reading a<lb />possible interpretation. With this in mind, I<lb />should like to explore certain aspects of the art<lb />of Tolson Willis as it appears in oInto a Pruned<lb />Park,? published above.<lb /><lb />The poet as speaker in oInto a Pruned Park?<lb />assumes the role of one between the worlds of<lb />Eden and awareness. It is significant that the<lb />park is pruned, and that, though the children play<lb />with oskinned knees? at oring around the rosy?,<lb />the speaker is aware of another presence in the<lb />garden; voluptuous and sensuous, this presence<lb />is announced by a subtle change in rhythm. The<lb />jerky, tangential joy of children with oscuffed<lb />toes, skinned knees and ring around the rosy?<lb />gives way before oa group of evening ladies/the<lb />afternoon rain pounding the roofs/having roused<lb />them before their hour of purpose.? The last<lb />three lines create an essential counterpoint to that<lb />which the children in their portion of the park or<lb />garden represent. It is not as whore or prosti-<lb />tute that the poet focuses upon this aspect of the<lb />garden but as oevening ladies? whose occupation<lb />is alluded to most significantly in the seductive<lb />rhythms of their presentation. The effective-<lb />ness of the evening ladies, as a matter of rhythm,<lb />depends upon a parallel visual and vocal accele-<lb />ration of sensation as the eye and ear pass from<lb />the innocent pleasure of the children to that<lb />pleasure which othose roused before their hour<lb /><lb />of purpose? excite. The speaker has allowed ob-<lb />servation and sensation to mingle and flow, per-<lb />mitting the reader to recreate without his (the<lb />speakerTs) direct statement, the theme of the<lb />poem"that being the marginal reef between inno-<lb />cence and awareness of its passing.<lb /><lb />From oI pondered one of them that stood alone?<lb />unto the close of the poem, the poet attempts to<lb />reconcile experience in the form of one singled<lb />out before her ohour of purpose.? Step by step,<lb />he erases the aspects of what she seems to be, what<lb />she by seeming is, to touch that in her which has<lb />its foundation in observation of the children.<lb /><lb />I pondered one of them that stood alone<lb />feeding the pigeons, her feet set wide apart;<lb />smiling a faint smile, a pure smile,<lb />child-like, no more nymphlike<lb /><lb />in spite of the rouge and powder.<lb /><lb />The irony of oHaving stared until my face<lb />turned hot? cannot be too greatly stressed, for it<lb />is at this moment that the speaker is most aware<lb />that, in his very attempt to elevate the girl (expe-<lb />rience) to the realm of meaning, there exists a<lb />note that Wallace Stevens struck as othe bases<lb />of their being throb.? This reference to the nat-<lb />ural world, whether written in the girlTs recogni-<lb />tion of the speakerTs stare or coming directly from<lb />an intuitive knowledge of the paradox, is an<lb />achievement of dramatic tension supporting the<lb />swift alteration of focus in<lb /><lb />I looked down and there,<lb /><lb />in a puddle between my legs,<lb /><lb />I found her yet again transformed"<lb />Diana feeding a young deer.<lb /><lb />From the girl downward to her image in the<lb />water, the reader travels the full distance of the<lb />poetTs paradox. The speakerTs eye moving down<lb />his own anatomy takes in the natural world; and<lb />with the implied position of his body matching<lb />that of the girl, oher feet set wide apart?, he sees<lb />the majesty of her posture transformed, elevated,<lb />cast against the reflected heavens as oDiana feed-<lb />ing a young deer.?? That the world should intrude<lb />in the form of a raindrop or a tear of his own<lb />shedding is not to dismiss the perfection of the<lb /><lb />moment.<lb /><lb />After other rains and other afternoons,<lb />only the image reappears.<lb /><lb />By Sanford Peele<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />27<lb /><lb /></p>
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          <lb />28<lb /><lb />SUE BRIDGERS<lb /><lb />A spider, its thin front legs arched against its<lb />web and its hind legs dragging lifelessly behind it,<lb />moved swiftly up the tiny thread. Patsy, letting<lb />her hands dangle beneath the soap suds for a<lb />moment, watched the spider. The summer had<lb />brought him, she knew, to spin his web outside<lb />her window. At least, heTs on the outside, she<lb />thought. Before long theyTll be all over the house.<lb />She brought her hands up from the dishpan. They<lb />were red from the hot water and her white nails<lb />glistened with wet smoothness. She slid the fry-<lb />ing pan, white with cold grease, into the water<lb />and it disappeared beneath the mound of suds.<lb /><lb />oTTl] have to let it soak,? she said aloud. ~Should<lb />have poured that grease out while it was hot.?<lb /><lb />The spider had started back up its web.<lb />The body was small and brown, shaped like a dia-<lb />mond. oITm tired, spider. You should be, too.<lb />Why donTt you stop and rest a minute.? She<lb />smiled. The spider would rest. Later, when the<lb />web was complete it would lie still and wait for<lb />the little night bugs that flew toward the kitchen<lb />light and thumped against the screen.<lb /><lb />Patsy untied her apron and crammed it inside<lb />a drawer.<lb /><lb />oPatsy!? The front door slammed and the hall<lb />door opened almost immediately. oPatsy, did you<lb />sweep the porch? It donTt look like 4 Sige<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>oComing, Mama. ITm coming.? Patsy looked at<lb />the spider. oWork, little spider,T she said.<lb /><lb />oThereTs no rest for me either.?<lb /><lb />The parlor was cool and almost dark with the<lb />venetian blinds pulled tight against the afternoon<lb />sun. Mama lay on the sofa, a newspaper under<lb />her feet and a cloth across her forehead. ~So hot,<lb />Patsy, I canTt hardly stand it,? the woman whim-<lb />pered. Her hand hung off the sofa and Patsy<lb />noticed the whiteness of her arm and the bulging<lb />blue line of her veins close beneath the skin.<lb />Mama had such tiny arms and hands and feet.<lb />The arm moved slowly and the hand clutched the<lb />forehead and the damp cloth.<lb /><lb />oI know, Mama,? the girl said gently. oWhy<lb />donTt you go to your room and ITll cut the fan on<lb />and you can maybe sleep a little.?<lb /><lb />oT canTt never sleep, child. Been years since I<lb />couldnTt really sleep. Other folks got so much to be<lb />thankful for. You donTt know what itTs like to<lb />lie awake till morning.?<lb /><lb />oT know, Mama. Why donTt you try, Mama. It<lb />wouldnTt hurt to try.?<lb /><lb />oTired of trying, Patsy.? She took the cloth<lb />away from her eyes and looked at the girl. Patsy<lb />stood near the window and a pattern of light that<lb />crept between the blinds and the window fell<lb />across her face. oGo sweep that porch now. ITm<lb />all right. If I could just rest easy some...?<lb /><lb />Patsy leaned against the porch railing and put<lb />her face close to the wisteria bush that grew along<lb />the railing. The blossoms hung heavy on slender<lb />stems and as Patsy touched them, the cool, fragile<lb />petals seemed to cling to her fingers. ~~Wisteria,?<lb />she said softly. ~Wisteria.? The word had a<lb />sweet, lingering sound like a memory. Patsy smil-<lb />ed. oA memory... wisteria.. .?<lb /><lb />oThink ITll have to have that old wisteria bush<lb />cut down,? Mama said. oCanTt stand those bumble<lb />bees all summer and them blossoms mess up the<lb />porch so.?<lb /><lb />oNo, Mama!? Patsy wanted to scream. oNot<lb />the wisteria, Mama.? But she sat silently, staring<lb />at the pan of peas in her lap. Finally she looked<lb />at Papa, her eyes pleading; then she went back<lb />to shelling the peas, her fingers hesitant and trem-<lb />bling.<lb /><lb />oDonTt you bruise them peas, Patsy.?<lb /><lb />oITm sorry, Mama,? Patsy drew a quick breath<lb />and looked again at her father. ~Please, Papa,?<lb />she said softly.<lb /><lb />oDonTt see no reason for cutting that wisteria,<lb />Maggie,? he said slowly. oPatsy sweeps the porch,<lb />donTt she??<lb /><lb />oDonTt see no reason to keep it either, Jim.<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />?<lb /><lb />Just more trouble. And them bees.? Mama dis-<lb />connected the iron and sat down next to a stack<lb />of white shirts on the sofa. ~I do declare, I am so<lb />tired. Jim, youTve got more shirts. No man<lb />ought to have that many shirts.? She mopped her<lb />face with a handkerchief.<lb /><lb />oAbout the wisteria, Maggie,T Papa dropped<lb />the newspaper on his green leather foot stool and<lb />stood up to face the window and the quiet cloud-<lb />less night. ~Patsy likes it"? he paused as if to<lb />find strength in the silence. oI like it, too, Maggie.<lb />LetTs keep the wisteria.?T<lb /><lb />oWell, I never.?? Mama breather heavily and<lb />her bosom rose beneath her cotton smock. oAll<lb />this racket over an old wisteria bush. Why, out<lb />home Mama use to cut her wisteria back every<lb />year. Nobody said a word. WouldnTt have even if<lb />theyTd wanted to. Nobody bothered Mama.? She<lb />mopped her face again and brushed back straggly<lb />hair from around her ears with her hand. oGo<lb />get me a glass of water, Patsy. Ice water, if you<lb /><lb />please. ItTs a wonder I ainTt died of heat before<lb />now.?<lb /><lb />Patsy sat the pan of peas on the floor. oYou<lb />want some ice water, Papa? ITll bring you some if<lb />you want it.?<lb /><lb />oHow about me going back to the kitchen, too,<lb />Patsy. I'll crack the ice for you.? He looked at<lb />his wife. ~~LetTs keep the wisteria, Maggie,? he<lb />said gently.<lb /><lb />oAll right!? Mama was upset and she wiped<lb />the beads of sweat off her chin and neck. ~Keep<lb />the wisteria. Make the porch a mess, but mind<lb />you, Patsy Hodges, youTll keep it swept!?T<lb /><lb />oYes, Mama.? Patsy moved quickly, quietly<lb />toward the kitchen.<lb /><lb />oJim, donTt you sneak no drink in there.? Mama<lb />was breathing heavily and her voice went up and<lb />down with her breathing. ~Patsy, you tell me if<lb />he takes a snort. No excuse for wasting money<lb />on liquor when thereTs things we need and it<lb />makes you smell like...?<lb /><lb />oDammit, Maggie, shut up!T<lb /><lb />Patsy unbuttoned her blouse and rubbed the<lb />damp cloth over her face and neck. The fine<lb />sprigs of black hair were damp and curled around<lb />her face. The bathroom light glared and she<lb />closed her eyes. With her eyes still shut, she<lb />dipped the cloth into the basin of clear water and<lb />lifted it slowly to her neck. She squeezed the<lb />cloth gently and the water trickled down her chest<lb />and into the softness of her cotton slip. She felt<lb />it against her breasts and then her stomach. The<lb />cool trickle against her hot skin made her body<lb />tingle. She smiled and opened her eyes.<lb /><lb />29<lb /></p>
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          <lb />oPatsy!? It was her motherTs voice and the<lb />sound, although muffled through the closed door,<lb />was importunate and grating.<lb /><lb />oYes, Mama,? Patsy answered and buttoned her<lb />blouse hurriedly. oITm coming, Mama.?<lb /><lb />oBring me one of those pink pills, Patsy. And<lb />a glass of water, honey.?<lb /><lb />oYes, Mama.? Patsy pulled the stopper from<lb />the basin and the water gurgled in long gulps<lb />down the drain.<lb /><lb />Carrying the pill and glass of water, she went<lb />into MamaTs bedroom. Mama was in bed and in<lb />the darkness Patsy could see the pink form across<lb />the white sheet.<lb /><lb />oShall I cut on the light, Mama?? she asked.<lb />The fan hummed softly and the body turned to-<lb />ward her in a heavy, tumbling action.<lb /><lb />oHeaven forbid, Patsy. The light wouldnTt help<lb />this headache.? Mama raised up and took the<lb />water and the pill her daughter handed her. oTm<lb />just going to have to hire somebody to do the iron-<lb />ing, child. I get a headache like this every time<lb />Tiron a big load.?<lb /><lb />oTTl] do it, Mama,? Patsy said as she put the<lb />empty glass on the bed table. oTTll iron tomor-<lb />row.?<lb /><lb />oBetter start real early then, in the morning,<lb />while itTs a little cooler and thereTs a breath of<lb />air. Is that fan turned up, Patsy??<lb /><lb />oYes, Mama. ItTs as high as itTll go.?<lb /><lb />oITm going to have to have a better fan, Patsy.<lb />All these things we need, and Jim donTt seem to<lb />see it.? The form turned back over toward the<lb />wall.<lb /><lb />oGood-night, Mama,? Patsy said. oI hope you<lb />can sleep.?<lb /><lb />oThank you, honey.? The bed rocked slightly<lb />as Mama settled herself. oITm tired of trying<lb />when it donTt do no good.?<lb /><lb />The rocking ceased and Patsy crept out, her<lb />bare feet settling soundlessly onto MamaTs fifty<lb />dollar rug.<lb /><lb />The brick porch was cool beneath her feet and<lb />she stood very still, letting the coolness move<lb />slowly into her body. The moon was high and<lb />white against the darkness.<lb /><lb />oPapa,? Patsy said softly and she heard the<lb />sound of feet turning toward her and the move-<lb />ment of hands along the porch railing.<lb /><lb />oHello, baby,? Papa said. He was leaning<lb />against the railing above the purple blossoms of<lb />the wisteria. The light of his cigarette flickered<lb />in the shadow of the bush.<lb /><lb />Patsy moved silently to her fatherTs side and<lb />put her hand over his. oSuch a pretty night,<lb /><lb />30<lb /><lb />Papa,? she said, looking at the silhouette of the<lb />house across the street and then up at the moon.<lb /><lb />Her father smiled. oSuch a pretty face in the<lb />moonlight,? he said gently.<lb /><lb />oThank you for saving the wisteria, Papa.?<lb /><lb />oI always liked wisteria,? he said. He freed<lb />his hand and caught a bunch of blossoms in it.<lb />oSomehow, I always thought it meant some-<lb />thing special.? He dropped the blossoms, embar-<lb />rassed by what he had said.<lb /><lb />Patsy moved closer to him. Then she leaned<lb />over the railing until her face was against the<lb />blossoms. oYes, Papa, something very special.<lb />Like a memory.? The fragrance of the blossoms<lb />rose and the leaves rustled at her touch.<lb /><lb />oAre you very unhappy, baby?? Papa asked.<lb />His eyes were so dark they seemed purple.<lb /><lb />oOh, no, Papa,? she said, as if to comfort him.<lb />And then suddenly knowing that he needed more<lb />to comfort her, she said, oMama is always so<lb />tired, Papa. I just get tired sometimes, too.?<lb /><lb />oPoor little Patsy. Only sixteen and already<lb />tired.? He put his hands on her arms and drew<lb />her backwards until her shoulders were against<lb />his chest. He felt her shoulder blades against him<lb />and the soft, slender firmness of her arms. oHave<lb />I failed you so, Patsy, that you are tired and old,<lb />too??<lb /><lb />The girl smiled sadly and moved forward to<lb />look up at the moon. oNo, Papa. You are very<lb />good to me.? Then, as if the moonlight had<lb />brought harsh light and had broken the spell of<lb />the night, she said, oCall me early, Papa. ThereTs<lb />the ironing still to do.?<lb /><lb />oGood night, Papa,? she said as she moved<lb />silently toward the door. The door was open and<lb />the light from the hall fell across her face. oPapa,?<lb />she said, othe wisteria .. . not so much a memory<lb />as a dream.?<lb /><lb />The next morning Patsy did not see the spider<lb />moving up and down its web. Finally she raised<lb />the window and found it in the corner of the win-<lb />dow sill, its legs curled close under its body. She<lb />knew that it was dead. She picked it up gently<lb />in a napkin and lay it in trash to be burned. She<lb />did not want the ants to find it.<lb /><lb />oPatsy.?<lb /><lb />oYes, Mama.?<lb /><lb />oPatsy, I sprayed insect killer in that window<lb />sill last night, but youTd better do it again. Them<lb />spiders get in the house and youTll never see the<lb />end of Tem!?<lb /><lb />Patsy looked down at the diamond-shaped body<lb />on the napkin. oYes, Mama,? she said and went<lb />about her work.<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>SECOND PRIZE<lb /><lb />REBEL POETRY CONTEST<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />En Marienbad<lb /><lb />Shall we, Oarystis, stepping to the sunTs<lb />marginal reproof, turn even as the water<lb />turns, jet by jet upon its own elation,<lb /><lb />and don the golden masks of yet another<lb />loverTs transformation? What have we to lose<lb />who drift again beneath a sea of ormolu<lb /><lb />and bronze that suffers no change but shifts,<lb />as candles leaning toward their light<lb /><lb />bend smoke and phantoms from the door<lb />where something enters unannounced and cold.<lb /><lb />Your turn, the profile of an age, Egyptian artifice<lb />where bone and shadow swirl,<lb /><lb />lost in gradual green to gold repudiation<lb /><lb />of the eye; how long since flesh<lb /><lb />was not enough to bind a wanton reality.<lb />Again, relieved of my awareness,<lb /><lb />you permit the presence<lb /><lb />of some other time, imaginationTs<lb /><lb />arm, and move away, drawn<lb /><lb />by music I am no companion to.<lb /><lb />Yet beauty of the fictive line remains when you,<lb />as now, are out of all my touching.<lb /><lb />Crippled by your absence time<lb /><lb />turns in to where<lb /><lb />the points of your transparent<lb /><lb />gown, swept like indigenous flames<lb /><lb />up the spiraling marbled stair, are<lb />supplications, abstractionTs meager sacrifice<lb />of meaning, hurled as crumbling statues<lb />through the halls occasion carved, the<lb />veritable Versailles of breathing wholeness.<lb /><lb />By Sanford Peele<lb /><lb />31<lb /></p>
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          <lb />SECOND PRIZE<lb /><lb />REBEL PROSE CONTEST<lb /><lb />CARNATION FOR SUMMER<lb /><lb />By<lb /><lb />Pat R. Willis<lb /><lb />The ambulance had already come and gone.<lb />There were still cars parked in front of the house<lb />and in the drive-way. A tall, balding man stood on<lb />the front porch and talked in hushed tones to<lb />another man who looked uneasily toward the<lb />door. Frances smoothed the wrinkles from her<lb /><lb />dress. It was hot. The cotton material stuck to<lb />her back, and the armpits were already discolored<lb />with sweat. She wiped the top of her lip with<lb />the back of her hand before she thought about<lb />lipstick, and grimaced when it came away streak-<lb />ed with red.<lb /><lb />I suppose my lipstick is smeared, but they won't<lb />notice. They will be too upset.<lb /><lb />oHello, Frances.? The balding man turned<lb />away from the other man. The other man squinted<lb />his eyes at her, as if he were trying to place her.<lb />His top lip curled up. Frances thought he looked<lb />like a rabbit.<lb /><lb />oHello, Uncle Ned.? She had always called<lb /><lb />32<lb /><lb />LouiseTs kin by the name that Louise used. Now<lb />she felt a little ridiculous. She had not seen him<lb />for years. Now there was no need to call him<lb />uncle. oI come as soon as I heard...? This too<lb />was kind of silly. The rabbit man was still wond-<lb />ering. She knew she had never called him uncle.<lb />oI passed the ambulance on my way.? She wond-<lb />ered why she said that. But things like that mat-<lb />tered. Nothing else ever quite fitted.<lb /><lb />oThey've taken her away.? oHer? meaning<lb />Louise. Funny to think of Louise dead. Frances<lb />could not quite picture Louise in a coffin with her<lb />hands serenely folded across her abdomen. Her<lb />hands were too fidgety. They should do something<lb />about folding her hands.<lb /><lb />oWhere is Aunt Eve?? There, too, the use of the<lb /><lb />familiar kinship seemed odd to her. That was<lb />over too, now.<lb /><lb />oShe is inside. SheTll want to see you.? Uncle<lb />Ned seemed revoltingly grave. Frances remem-<lb />bered him best making pennies disappear or turn-<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>ing them into dimes. She never remembered him<lb />serious. She didnTt like him serious.<lb /><lb />oHow is she?? This was automatic.<lb /><lb />oKeeping it back. She hasnTt shed a tear.?<lb />Frances noticed that his eyes were watering. It<lb />bothered her to see a man cry. They ought to<lb />stand up better.<lb /><lb />Eve Johnson sat beside her husband. She held<lb />onto his hand and stroked it. Her husband had<lb />been crying, but now he sat and just allowed the<lb />tears to roll down his checks. He did not wipe<lb />them away. Eve Johnson looked up. oCharlie,<lb />hereTs Frances.?<lb /><lb />Frances did not know what to say. Both of<lb />them raised their eyes to her. Both of them wait-<lb />ed, expecting her to say something. Something<lb />comforting, she guessed.. But she could not. She<lb />would not bring anything out. She groped behind<lb />her and found a chair, then scraped it forward<lb />closer to them, because she guessed she should try<lb />to get a little closer. Her eyes remained fixed on<lb />them, fascinated. Eve Johnson started to speak,<lb />but she only swallowed and remained silent. Char-<lb />lie JohnsonTs AdamTs apple bobbed frantically in<lb />his throat. His voice shook. oITm glad you came,<lb />Frances. Louise would have wanted you here.?<lb /><lb />Frances rubbed her eyes. There were no tears.<lb />I ought to cry. ItTs natural. All people cry when<lb />somebody dies. oThey told me. I. . . I was shock-<lb />ed.?<lb /><lb />oWhy did she do it, Frances? I canTt under-<lb />stand it. There must be some mistake. Louise<lb />didnTt want to kill herself.? Eve spoke audibly,<lb />There was no shakiness in it.<lb /><lb />Why ask me? DidnTt Louise explain it? DidnTt<lb />she go out with the proper drama? WhereTs the<lb />note? DidnTt she say, she killed herself for the<lb />good of all concerned? Why ask me. oDid she...<lb /><lb />uh... leave anything??<lb />oNothing. I canTt understand it.? Eve Johnson<lb /><lb />stared past Frances. Her eyes focused on nothing.<lb />They had the appearance of mirrors in which<lb />nothing is reflected. oCan you think of any-<lb />thing??<lb /><lb />She remembered Louise; the wide eyes with<lb />all the questions in them. The long thin fingers<lb />busily pulling and probing at her cuticles. ~ooWhat<lb />can I do, Fran?? She had resented a little LouiseTs<lb />unloading. Why not? Louise always unloaded.<lb /><lb />oMy baby ... the only baby I ever had. Why<lb />did she go like that, Frances? It canTt be like they<lb />say.? CharlieTs voice was wavering, probably<lb />bordering on hysteria. He couldnTt control it.<lb /><lb />oCharlie...? Uncle Ned stepped inside the<lb />door. He hesitated and rolled his eyes toward the<lb />ceiling. The rabbit man was grinning behind him.<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />oWe got to go to the funeral home. TheyTll want<lb />somebody there.?<lb /><lb />oTTll go, Charlie.? Eve rose to go.<lb /><lb />oNo.? Charlie said. oITll tend to my baby. I al-<lb />ways did. When she was alive I did. Now sheTs<lb />gone, ITll still tend to her.? Frances tried to see<lb />Louise as his baby but she could not bring the<lb />image. For a moment she saw the paradox in it<lb />and felt a tinge of amusement, but she made it<lb />pass quickly and did not have to hide it. oTITll get<lb />the insurance policies.?? He turned to leave the<lb />room,<lb /><lb />oWait, Charlie.? Eve Johnson followed him.<lb />Frances turned to look around the room. She<lb />had been aware of the others in there but she<lb />had paid them no heed. It seemed improper to<lb />concentrate on anyone else with the Johnsons in<lb />there. She moved her eyes to the tremendous bulk<lb />of a woman seated in the comfortable chair by the<lb />window. Frances did not recognize her. Perhaps<lb />a neighbor. The fat woman wept openly, glanc-<lb />ing frequently towards the others and dabbing<lb />her eyes with a white lace handkerchief, probably<lb />kept for special occasions like this. The fat woman<lb />looked toward Frances and the small eye slits<lb />closed a little and became alarmingly appealing.<lb />Surely she doesnTt want a shoulder to cry on.<lb /><lb />oShe went to see you last night, didnTt she??<lb />The fat lady asked. Was she being indicted?<lb /><lb />oYes. For a little while.? Frances hated to<lb />answer her questions. What right? What cause?<lb />Who was she? Who are you that she did not go to<lb />you, or ever would go to you, to tell you she was<lb />pregnant. You would have cried with her. Maybe<lb />thatTs what she needed and you always needed<lb />or wanted to need and didnTt have it. You would<lb />like to talk about it. I would not.<lb /><lb />oHow did she act?? The fat lady asked and<lb />squeezed a tear from her right eye which she im-<lb />mediately dabbed with her lace handerchief.<lb /><lb />oAll right.? Frances looked at the fat.lady. She<lb />was again bodily crying, the great rolls of flesh<lb />shaking. A minor earthquake, she thought and<lb />suppressed a laugh. How horrible if I should<lb />laugh.<lb /><lb />Frances heard her name called. She got up to<lb />answer and found Eve Johnson waiting in her<lb />bedroom. The shaft of sunlight from the open<lb />blinds fell on her red hair and made it glisten. It<lb />almost animated her. She sat on the sidé of the<lb />bed with her hands in her lap, idle. Frances was<lb />not quite rid of her surprise at Eve JohnsonTs<lb />calm. She waited for it to break in the privacy of<lb />the bedroom. She even prepared herself for it.<lb />She was alert to any motion of the first gust to<lb /><lb />appear. 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          <lb />oJT wanted to talk to you alone. You saw her<lb />last. Talked to her. Why did she do it??<lb /><lb />Frances felt a roar and a rush in her head. Why<lb />should she have to say? oItTs strange that she<lb />didnTt leave a note.? Frances said. They generally<lb />do, she wanted to add. That would be a bit cold.<lb />This is like a mystery. I am the one witness. It<lb />rests with me. Perhaps I can tell it. Imagine say-<lb />ing it again and again. Telling what she said;<lb />what I said.<lb /><lb />Frances could see the face of Louise; the tight-<lb />ness and the nervous hands. She could hear her<lb />talking. Brad! Brad! Brad! Before then. Every-<lb />time. All the time. Gushing, gooing, stalwart,<lb />safe. Until then. Then protected. She could hear<lb />LouiseTs words, clean spoken, not threatening,<lb />but half-determined and a little crazed. Some<lb />great sacrifice for some great love. Frances at<lb />the moment loathed Brad. And Louise. Her<lb />mouth was dry and she wanted a drink of water.<lb /><lb />oWe couldnTt find a note.? Eve Johnson was say-<lb />ing. oDid she mention anything to you??<lb /><lb />oNo. If she had, I would have tried to stop her.?<lb /><lb />oYes, I guess I know. I hadnTt really thought of<lb />that.?<lb /><lb />Then Frances saw it. The impact of it had not<lb />touched Eve. She could not experience LouiseTs<lb />death until she understood it. Yet the strain was<lb />beginning to reveal itself in the lines of her face<lb />even while the stone-like calm was still there.<lb />The baffled look made Frances a little sorry. But<lb />there was nothing she could do, really. She sat<lb />down on the bed beside Eve. oLouise only stayed<lb />a minute. We talked awhile; then she left. I was<lb />going to call her today or she was going to call me.<lb />I canTt remember. It seems a long time back.?<lb /><lb />oT donTt know what happened. I canTt under-<lb />stand it. We left last night before she did. Went<lb />to the movie. Charlie likes Westerns. So we went.<lb />Louise said she was going to ride over to your<lb />house. We asked her to go with us but she wouldnTt.<lb />Said she just didnTt feel in the mood. Said she<lb />was going to see you. When we got back, the house<lb />was dark. We figured she was still with you, but<lb />she was in bed. Had on her pajamas and the fan<lb />was running. So we didnTt think anything about<lb />it. When we got up, I tried to get her up. She al-<lb />ways ate breakfast with her daddy before she<lb />went to work. HeTd eat early because he doesnTt<lb />go to work until nine-thirty and she has to be<lb />there an hour earlier than he does. But she was<lb />dead. Just dead.<lb /><lb />oT called the doctor. Then he came and called the<lb />police because he found the bottle of sleeping pills.<lb />Nothing. We donTt even know why she did it. Said<lb />theyTd have to perform an autopsy, but that isnTt<lb /><lb />34<lb /><lb />a reason. ThatTs all he said.?<lb /><lb />oAutopsy? Are they going to perform an au-<lb />topsy ??<lb /><lb />oYes. Just to tell us she really did die from an<lb />overdose of sleeping pills.?<lb /><lb />oDonTt worry, Aunt Louise.?<lb /><lb />oT canTt understand it.?<lb /><lb />You will understand it soon. You will and be<lb />disgraced by telling yourself you are and you will<lb />hate Louise because she is your flesh and blood<lb />and has done this thing. But you wonTt tell any-<lb />body else and they will remember her to you as<lb />the child she was and talk of the yellow dress she<lb />wore to a certain birthday party. And you will<lb />suspect that I know. But you wonTt ask, and I<lb />won't tell. Aloud, Frances said, oThere are some<lb />things we can never understand.? She did not<lb />want to sound philosophical, but in spite of her<lb />discomfort she said, oNo matter what happens,<lb />it will be difficult to understand Louise. None of<lb />us can feel what she really felt.?<lb /><lb />Others were coming to offer their sympathy.<lb />The men stood in bunches on the porch and smoked<lb />in quiet circles. They offered bits of sayings and<lb />contemplated the prospect of death, but they put<lb />them aside. Frances watched them through the<lb />window. They were framed by the organdy cur-<lb />tains but dimmed a little by the screen in the<lb />open window. They were talking about the thirt-<lb />ies as the days of the real suicides. The last year<lb />of the twenties; yes, and the early thirties. Self-<lb />murder was not unusual and you just waited to<lb />see who was to go next. Then they wondered why<lb />she did it, but she saw them glance uneasily in the<lb />window and hush themselves.<lb /><lb />The women came in, adept and practiced in the<lb />art of sympathy and leaned low over Eve Johnson<lb />and were perhaps, Frances thought, a little disap-<lb />pointed that Eve did not accept their willingness<lb />to be cried upon. They can not turn to Charlie be-<lb />cause heTs a man and it is up to men to attend to<lb />him. But they could whisper that he certainly was<lb />taking it hard but that Eve was holding up good.<lb />But when those kind of people break"watch out.<lb /><lb />The women had been busy. They had baked<lb />cakes and had carried them into the house. They<lb />had made steaming dinners and had laid them on<lb />the table and then presided over them, listening<lb />of the due compliments and waiting for the thank-<lb />youTs that came. They could be called kind and<lb />they would listen with their eyes directed at the<lb />floor and agree that it was a terrible thing to have<lb />happen and if there was anything they could do,<lb />just let them know.<lb /><lb />oThe Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away.<lb />Blessed be the name of the Lord.? And the sun<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>glared on them and beat on them. The heat of the<lb />day brought sweat. The menTs collars crumbled<lb />and dark blotches appeared in the armpits of the<lb />womenTs dresses. The mourners bowed their<lb />heads and peeped through their eyebrows at those<lb />who were crying and those who were holding up.<lb />Their eyes skimmed over the flowers. The voice<lb />of Mr. Williamson, the preacher, floated over their<lb />heads. He talked of times and seasons; he could<lb />not make LouiseTs soul ready for heaven, and he<lb />could not speak of her going to God, so he left<lb />the final judgment to one whom he called better<lb />qualified. For an instant, Frances wondered if<lb />Mr. Williamson were himself convinced. His face<lb />was slick with sweat and red with heat. When he<lb />bowed his head, the bald spot gleamed in the sun<lb />and shone like a mirror. She tried, nevertheless, to<lb />grasp what he was saying. But all seemed lacking<lb />in meaning, in vitality. Louise was dead. The<lb />child inside her dead. There was no longer any<lb />crisis. Neither the child nor Louise would have to<lb />explain. Frances looked toward Brad. She had<lb />seen him once before at the JohnsonTs the night<lb />after LouiseTs death. She had hated him then.<lb />Had hated remembering Louise say his name.<lb />Had hated the sound of his name and the image<lb />of him, and LouiseTs fear for him, afraid to tell<lb />him; not wanting, she had said, him if he had to<lb />marry her. SheTd rather be dead. But he was<lb />good. Good Brad, Frances thought. Yet he was<lb />crying; an easy thing to do now that it was all<lb />over.<lb /><lb />The Johnsons did not accuse him. They told<lb />him about Louise. They did not ask him anything.<lb />But they did not take him into the bedroom to talk<lb />privately with him and they soon managed to<lb />leave him alone. He had stood in the middle of<lb />the room, fidgeting with his cigarette, staring first<lb />out of the window and then toward the door.<lb />Frances had passed him without speaking. Then<lb />he moved beside her. oYouTre Frances, arenTt<lb />you??<lb /><lb />oYes,? She started to walk pass him.<lb /><lb />oYou donTt like me?? She saw him for the first<lb />time straight in the face. He startled her.<lb /><lb />oT donTt know you. I only know what Louise<lb />told me.?T He was too short, she noticed. His blue<lb /><lb />eyes were vacant. He had pudgy hands. She was<lb />afraid heTd touch her with them.<lb /><lb />oT loved Louise.?<lb />That makes everything right? oDid you??<lb />oYou think all this is my fault?? He seemed<lb /><lb />pitifully amazed. She wanted to hit him in the<lb /><lb />face.<lb />oYes.?<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />Now, he looked bedraggled in his blue suit and<lb />uncomfortable in his tight collar. He twisted his<lb />neck and ran his finger along the edges of his<lb />collar. He was standing a little apart, and as if he<lb />had felt that she was looking at him, he turned<lb />his head toward her. They looked steadily toward<lb />each other for a moment, but she shifted her po-<lb />sition and looked again toward Mr. Williamson.<lb /><lb />Then suddenly the grave was covered and the<lb />flowers banked on it, and in little bunches, the<lb />people turned away to go back to their cars. Eve<lb />and Charlie Johnson moved closer to the grave<lb />and Brad moved nearer to them. He stood fasci-<lb />nated by the multicolored grave. Frances turned<lb />to go, but stopped to watch Brad and Eve and<lb />Charlie Johnson. Brad did not speak to the par-<lb />ents. Frances wondered if he could have known.<lb />No, he could not have known. He stooped down<lb />over the grave and pulled a red carnation from its<lb />place in a wreath.<lb /><lb />oStop it! DonTt touch it.? Brad swung around,<lb />Eve Johnson had lunged at him, restrained now by<lb />her husband.<lb /><lb />oTTm sorry. I... I just wanted a flower. I just<lb />wanted the flower.?<lb /><lb />oYou killed her, damn you. You killed my<lb />baby.? Eve Johnson shrieked. Those late in leav-<lb />ing turned around to stare.<lb /><lb />oWhat?? Brad stood there with the red carna-<lb />tion in his hand.<lb /><lb />Eve Johnson lay in her husbandTs arms and<lb />wept. She had turned her head away from Brad.<lb /><lb />Frances stepped close to Brad. She held his arm<lb />at the elbow. o~YouTd better go, Brad. SheTs upset.<lb />She doesnTt know what sheTs talking about.? Still<lb />with the carnation in his hand, he turned away<lb />from her. oSheTs just upset, Brad.T?T Frances said.<lb /><lb />Eve Johnson shook and rolled her head on<lb />CharlieTs shoulder. ~o~Why donTt you take her home,<lb />Uncle Charlie?? Frances asked.<lb /><lb />oHe did cause it, Frances. We know that.?<lb />CharlieTs words were even, but they were spoken<lb />almost absent-mindedly. oYou donTt know,<lb />Frances.?<lb /><lb />oT know, Uncle Charlie. But he doesnTt know.<lb />He doesnTt know a thing about it. He loved<lb />Louise too. He canTt help it. Louise wouldnTt tell<lb />him. So what could he do? What could you do?<lb />Or me? Or even Louise??<lb /><lb />oWhy is our baby dead??<lb />started to move with his wife.<lb /><lb />oYou know, Uncle Charlie.<lb />there is to it.?<lb /><lb />Charlie Johnson walked with his wife leaning<lb />against him.<lb /><lb />Charlie Johnson<lb /><lb />And thatTs all<lb /><lb />35<lb /></p>
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          <lb />THE REBEL REVIEW<lb /><lb />House of Glass<lb /><lb />Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters<lb />and Seymour"an Introduction<lb /><lb />Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters and Seymour"an<lb />Introduction. By J. D. Salinger. Boston: Little, Brown and<lb />Company. 1963. 248 pp. $4.00.<lb /><lb />Little, Brown and Company, according to their<lb />very lucrative arrangement with J. D. Salinger,<lb />has released two more of his longish short stories<lb />in one volume. The two stories, oRaise High the<lb />Roof Beam, Carpenters? and oSeymour"an In-<lb /><lb />36<lb /><lb />troduction,? were both published, as have been<lb />all of his short stories for the past ten years, in<lb />the New Yorker, in 1955 and 1959 respectively.<lb />Mr. Salinger, the T. E. Lawrence of American<lb />letters, has not, it might be noted, put in an ap-<lb />pearance in the four years since oSeymour.?<lb />Until the appearance of oSeymour,? the short<lb />stories of Salinger fitted into (and also probably<lb />influenced) the general pattern of short stories<lb />published in the New Yorker, The stories have<lb />dealt only with two or three characters at a time,<lb />concentrating on a moment of crisis in the life of<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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        <p>one of those characters. There has been an ob-<lb />viously frugal plot and the emphasis has been on<lb />the emotional estrangement of the characters,<lb />either with one another or with the world. The<lb />narrative technique has centered upon brisk and<lb />often flashy colloquial dialogue, with the descrip-<lb />tive prose used much like stage directions in a<lb />play, giving the reader a very visual impression<lb />of the action.<lb /><lb />The first story, oRaise High the Roof Beam,<lb />Carpenters,? fits neatly into this pattern. It is in<lb />the same vein as both oFranny? and oZooey? and<lb />some of the earlier stories"revealing telling tid-<lb />bits about Seymour by showing what happened<lb />to other members of the Glass family. This par-<lb />ticular story deals with the day of SeymourTs<lb />wedding. But as might be expected with the elus-<lb />ive Mr. Salinger, Seymour himself does not ac-<lb />tually appear in the story. We are only told about<lb />him. What we do see is BuddyTs harrowing ex-<lb />periences at the wedding when Seymour fails to<lb />show up. Most of the story takes place in a New<lb />York City taxi where Buddy is trapped with the<lb />maid-of-honor, her lieutenant husband, an aunt<lb />of the bride, and an old diminutive gentleman who<lb />is obviously but thankfully mute. Buddy then<lb />takes them to the apartment he shares with Sey-<lb />mour and the enraged friends of the bride calm<lb />down slightly beneath a balking air-conditioner.<lb /><lb />Technically this story is an advance for Salinger<lb />because in it he handles the tricky problem of<lb />mutiple conversation (that of more than two<lb />people at a time) convincingly. But as far as the<lb />story is concerned, the reader will probably pre-<lb />fer some of the earlier stories.<lb /><lb />It is, however, oSeymour? that is the more in-<lb />teresting of the two. It is begun with a quotation<lb />from both Kafka and Kierkegaard and then<lb />launches immediately into the single-channeled<lb />mind of Buddy Glass. He talks, in the beginning,<lb />about himself, the general reader, and after a<lb />while, about Seymour. But this talk is more in<lb />the form of personal musing, as if Buddy were<lb />writing in his diary or giving us a long monologue<lb />harangue over the telephone. This is anything<lb />but a short story.<lb /><lb />But on this occasion ITm anything but a<lb />short story writer where by brother is<lb />concerned. What I am, I think is a<lb />thesaurus of undetached prefactory re-<lb />marks about him. I believe I essentially<lb />remain what ITve almost always been"<lb />a narrator, but one with extremely pres-<lb />sing personal needs. I want to introduce,<lb />I want to describe, I want to distribute<lb />momentos, amulets, I want to break out<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />my wallet and pass around snapshots,<lb />I want to follow my nose. In this mood,<lb />I donTt dare go anywhere near the short-<lb />story form. It eats up fat little undetach-<lb />ed writers like me whole.<lb /><lb />Buddy spends most of the 137 pages like this,<lb />talking about himself. He seems to be a mutter-<lb />ing hypochondriac who is beginning to crack<lb />under the strain. The strain being, of course, the<lb />contradiction between the examples and teach-<lb />ings of Seymour and the fact of his suicide. And<lb />while Buddy often seems to be trying to justify<lb />his brotherTs suicide, it is merely that he is try-<lb />ing to understand it himself.<lb /><lb />The entire story is built around this and we are<lb />allowed to see Buddy bare himself, to see the real<lb />Buddy Glass"for it is only in seeing and under-<lb />standing him that we (and Buddy too) can ever<lb />hope to understand Seymour.<lb /><lb />There is, however, something disturbing about<lb />the Glass family, and it is not its precociousness,<lb />its honesty, nor its morality. While Seymour<lb />taught each of the other Glass children to love,<lb />they mistakenly love the other people, those un-<lb />fortunately damned with blind sensibilities, out<lb />of a sense of duty. They do not love people for<lb />themselves, but because they have been taught to<lb />do so by their beloved guru, their family saint who<lb />committed suicide.<lb /><lb />And though granted that their loving for any<lb />reason is better than not loving at all, it does seem<lb />incomplete and not quite as good as it should be.<lb /><lb />"BEN BRIDGERS.<lb /><lb />Purely By Accident<lb /><lb />Jack Be Nimble. By George Cuomo. Garden City: Dou-<lb />bleday &amp; Co., 1963. 231 pp. $3.95.<lb /><lb />George CuomoTs first novel, Jack Be Nimble,<lb />presents a cynical commentary on the football-<lb />dominated institutions of higher learning in<lb />America by examining such an institution through<lb />the eyes of the shrewd and ambitious Jack Wyant,<lb />a student who recognizes"somewhat in the man-<lb />ner of SalingerTs Holden Caulfield"the ~~phoni-<lb />ness? of it all.<lb /><lb />The phenomenal narrator, Jack Wyant, who is<lb />working his way through a large midwestern<lb />university, takes the reader through three as-<lb />toundingly hectic days of dodging and devising,<lb />love-making and party-going. The packed sche-<lb />dule is the result of JackTs many jobs: he manages<lb /><lb />37<lb /><lb /></p>
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        <p>""<lb /><lb />to serve as sports correspondent for the town<lb />newspaper, campus representative for Royal King<lb />cigarettes, writer of themes and term papers for<lb />football players, and as personal tutor and guard<lb />for star halfback oDancer? Danciewitz. Although<lb />the action is filled with many minor episodes, all<lb />relating to JackTs attempt to satisfy his many<lb />jobs, the main thread of the narrative seems to be<lb />concerned with his relationship with oDancer,?<lb />the conventionally stupid football star.<lb /><lb />Hired by the local football boosters, Jack finds<lb />it his duty to see that ooDancerTT passes his courses,<lb />reports to practice, adheres to training regula-<lb />tions, and stays as happy as possible. This be-<lb />comes a difficult assignment because oDancer? re-<lb />fuses to behave as a typical football player should<lb />behave. Having been deluded by the college re-<lb />cruiter into believing that he has enough intelli-<lb />gence to benefit from attending college, he is<lb />sincerely interested in his schoolwork and insists<lb />on doing it himself. To make matters worse, he<lb />falls in love with a girl who supports him in his<lb />ambition to oget an education.? The crowning<lb />difficulty lies in the fact that oDancer? hates foot-<lb />ball and everything that goes with being a Satur-<lb />day afternoon hero. Solving these difficulties, and<lb />thus keeping oDancer? on the team, constantly<lb />taxes JackTs seemingly unlimited supply of in-<lb />genuity and energy. The three days described in<lb />the novel bring this unhappy situation to its<lb />climax.<lb /><lb />Throughout this rather elaborate plot, the au-<lb />thor manages to sustain a scathing commentary<lb />on football-centered institutions of higher learn-<lb />ing. Jack, in true picaresque fashion, serves as<lb />the voice through which the author expresses his<lb />personal animosities toward schools that devote<lb />more time and money to building winning football<lb />teams than to enriching the academic program.<lb />Occasionally, when the disparaging of the athletic<lb />program boils over, the cynical tone spreads out to<lb />become a sneer at college life in general: frater-<lb />nities, English instructors, courses, general in-<lb />telligence level of freshmen, and student morality.<lb />Activities in colleges most assuredly offer a rich<lb />ground for criticism; however, one tires of read-<lb />ing sustained cynicism.<lb /><lb />The desire to ridicule seems to underlie and<lb />guide every aspect of the novel. The characters<lb />are unreal because they are too often used as mere<lb />focal points for the satirical purpose. For ex-<lb />ample, Benny Johnson, the leader of the local busi-<lb />nessmenTs fan club, is the embodiment of Babbit-<lb />try. Pug, the football coach, has all the character-<lb /><lb />38<lb /><lb />istics that one expects to find in the football coach<lb />at such an institution. Neither character has a<lb />single feature which would mark him as an inter-<lb />esting person in his own right. J ack, the narrator,<lb />is completely unbelievable. oDancer? is the only<lb />character that shows a spark of originality, and<lb />that, I think, is purely by accident.<lb /><lb />Jack Be Nimble has little merit as a novel; but<lb />it is cleverly written in places, and it does provide<lb />a compact statement of all the conventional gripes<lb /><lb />at what goes on all too often in many American<lb />colleges and universities.<lb /><lb />"GENE HUGUELET.<lb /><lb />Racing Nowhere<lb /><lb />The Edge of the Alphabet. By Janet Frame. New York:<lb />George Braziller. 1962. 303 pp. $4.95.<lb /><lb />The Edge of the Alphabet, written by Janet<lb />Frame, makes use of the seldom used stream of<lb />consciousness which is generally accredited to<lb />James Joyce and used by others such as Gertrude<lb />Stein and Virginia Woolf. At first it may be diffi-<lb />cult to grasp; but when the reader realizes what<lb />the author is doing, it provides a better descrip-<lb />tion of the characters than can usually be accom-<lb />plished by any other means. In stream of con-<lb />sciousness, we are told exactly what the character<lb />is thinking, not just what he is doing. The book<lb />begins by indentifying the narrator, Thora Pat-<lb />tern, who usually stays in the background except<lb />for an occassional comment. Thora Pattern lives<lb />at the edge of the alphabet and omade a journey<lb />through the lives of three people"Toby, Zoe, Pat.?<lb /><lb />Toby is the epitome of utter and dismal failure.<lb />Plagued by epilepsy, he dropped out of school at<lb />an early age to avoid embarrassment. He was<lb />constantly sheltered by his mother, who tells him<lb />that he will be a great man some day; oremember,<lb />Napoleon was an epileptic.? She also managed to.<lb />find time to tell him of all the sacrifices she has<lb />made so that he might be happy. TobyTs depend-<lb />ence on his mother haunts him long after her<lb />death and often takes the form of resentment.<lb /><lb />Zoe is a middle-aged schoolteacher, retired, aca-<lb />demic but not educated; there is a difference.<lb />When she gets well into her thirties, it dawns on<lb />her that she has lost her proverbial oschool-girl<lb />figure? and has yet to find a husband. 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        <p>she hopes to find a mate. She has bought an ency-<lb />clopedia of sex but still failing to attract men, she<lb />takes her chastity with her to a suicidal grave.<lb /><lb />Pat never amounted to much either. Originally,<lb />he was a bus driver but later he took a job as a<lb />stationery manager in a large city store. oJust<lb />how much blank paper do you need, sir, to match<lb />your blank life?? He likes to compensate for his<lb />short-comings by talking about the important peo-<lb />ple he supposedly knows"various businessmen,<lb />artists, doctors, etc. His brother, he claims, is a<lb />district attorney in the United States.<lb /><lb />Sometime during TobyTs stay at school, he<lb />wrote a paper on the Lost Tribe; his teacher<lb />thought it was excellent and read it to the class.<lb />Since that was probably the only thing he ever<lb />accomplished, he decides to write a book on the<lb />Lost Tribe; rather than finding himself, he feels<lb />that he must travel far beyond himself. In order<lb />to write this book, he feels that he must travel<lb />to London. ~Writing for Toby was an arduous<lb />task, as if a limbless man were setting out to<lb />dance.? He boards a ship which will take him to<lb />London; and on the trip he meets Pat, who shares<lb />a room with him and Zoe. Through their eyes,<lb />the reader is told what people look like; the pre-<lb />tentious describe the pretentious.<lb /><lb />oThe edge of the alphabet where words crumble<lb />and all forms of communication between the living<lb />are useless. One day we who live at the edge of<lb />the alphabet will find our speech.<lb /><lb />oMeanwhile our lives are solitary, we are cap-<lb />tives of the captive dead. We are like those yellow<lb />birds which are kept apart from their kind"you<lb />see their cages hanging in windows, in the sun"<lb />because otherwise they would never learn the lang-<lb /><lb />uage of their captors.?<lb />oBut like the yellow birds have we not our<lb /><lb />pleasures? We look long in mirrors. We have tiny<lb />ladders to climb up and down, little wheels to set<lb />our feet and our heart racing nowhere; toys to<lb />play with.<lb /><lb />oShould we not be happy??<lb /><lb />"JIM FORSYTH.<lb /><lb />Eternal Perversion<lb /><lb />Eternal Fire. By Caulder Willingham. New York: Van-<lb />guard, Inc. 1963. 630 pp. $6.95.<lb /><lb />Caulder Willingham could not have chosen a<lb />more appropriate title for his powerful new novel<lb /><lb />SPRING, 1963<lb /><lb />than Eternal Five unless perhaps it might be Eter-<lb />nal Perversion. The story is a maze of perverted<lb />characters caught up in a fascinating theme of<lb />evil, destruction, and immorality.<lb /><lb />The plot is strong, revolving around a court-<lb />room trial in which Harry Diadem attempts to<lb />defame Laurie Mae, his distant cousin. All this<lb />is brought about by the Judge, who is the uncle of<lb />Laurie MaeTs fiance, Randy. Randy knows noth-<lb />ing about his own financial situation, and the<lb />Judge is slowly embezzling him. But if Randy<lb />marries Laurie Mae, the JudgeTs crime will be<lb />exposed and he will have to turn the financial<lb />affairs over to Randy.<lb /><lb />The handsome but perverted Harry searches<lb />for a permanent peace with himself. He is willing<lb />to sell his motherTs name for the fortune that the<lb />Judge offers him to defame Laurie Mae in court.<lb />In the trial, however, the judge attempts to double-<lb />cross Harry with the disclosure that Harry is part<lb /><lb />Negro. The Judge weaves a web of destruction<lb />around himself.<lb /><lb />Laurie MaeTs story is one of the soul searcher.<lb />She tries to conform to RandyTs world of Southern<lb />aristocracy, tea parties, and snobbery, but she ~too<lb />tends toward perversion. She dreams of suicide,<lb />while on the surface she appears calm, intelligent<lb />and poised. Whitt, another blackmail accomplice<lb />of the Judge, thinks he is being followed by a<lb />opig dogT which we see later as a symbol of his<lb />conscience.<lb /><lb />Ironically the only innocent person in the story<lb />is Hawley Battle, the physically twisted, mentally<lb />retarded boy who watches over Laurie Mae every<lb />waking moment and believes her to be his dead<lb />mother come back to him from heaven.<lb /><lb />The story attempts a realistic study in the per-<lb />version and degeneration of the deep South. The<lb />outcome of the trial and the incidents which follow<lb />lead to violence and murder. In the end only<lb />Laurie Mae and Randy are left to pick up the<lb />shattered pieces of their lives. There is no glam-<lb />our in this story. It is realistic with a vengeance.<lb />WillinghamTs greatest force lies in his ability to<lb />reveal the personalities of his characters through<lb />their own thoughts.<lb /><lb />Apparently the author sees the South only in the<lb />context of perversion. He certainly seems to have<lb />come in contact with enough of it!<lb /><lb />"BRENDA CANIPE.<lb /><lb />39<lb /></p>
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          <lb />Contributors Notes<lb /><lb />B. Tolson Willis, a senior Social Studies major<lb />originally from Elizabeth City but now making<lb />his home Greenville, won first prize in both<lb />categories of this yearTs REBEL Writing Con-<lb />test. His poetry has appeared in the magazine<lb />before.<lb /><lb />Sanford Peele, graduate student in Education<lb />from Wilson, won second prize in the poetry<lb />category. He is currently represented in New<lb />College Writing #8.<lb /><lb />Pat R. Willis, a member of the English faculty,<lb />won second prize in the prose category. As<lb />a graduate student at East Carolina she con-<lb />tributed a short story to the Winter 1961 issue<lb />of the REBEL.<lb /><lb />Millard Maloney is a senior from Norfolk, Vir-<lb />ginia. His short story was written for Ovid<lb />PierceTs Creative Writing class.<lb /><lb />Larry Blizard, now: with a Master of Arts<lb />degree, ends his long time association with the<lb />REBEL with his second story to appear in the<lb />magazine.<lb /><lb />Jim Forsyth, sophomore from Greensboro, makes<lb />his first entry in the magazine.<lb /><lb />Brenda Canipe, sophomore from Rockingham and<lb />a frequent contributor of poetry, appears this<lb />time as a reviewer.<lb /><lb />Sue Ellen Bridgers, the Book Review Editor,<lb />allows us to print another of her short stories.<lb /><lb />Gene Hugulet is a graduate in the English De-<lb />partment.<lb /><lb />Mary Poindexter and Ben Bridgers are members<lb />of the English faculty.<lb /><lb />The judges for the Fourth Annual REBEL Writ-<lb />ing Contest were Mary Poindexter, Louise<lb />Adams, and Edgar Loessin, all of the East<lb />Carolina College English Department.<lb /><lb />40<lb /><lb />EdlitorTs Note:<lb /><lb />It has been my pleasure and good fortune in<lb />the last three years to work closely on the REBEL<lb />with a number of people. I feel that they deserve<lb />mention other than having their names printed<lb />on the staff page.<lb /><lb />Mr. Ovid Pierce has been the advisor of the<lb />REBEL since its foundation, and to him it chief-<lb />ly owes a large measure of the success it has en-<lb />joyed. But not only has he been literary advisor<lb />to the magazine; he has befriended every member<lb />of the staff and shared with them the wisdom and<lb />knowledge of which he has such an abundance.<lb /><lb />Dr. James Poindexter and Dr. Horton W. Emer-<lb />son, who is no longer at East Carolina, have acted<lb />in the capacity of my unofficial advisors. Their<lb />counsel has been invaluable.<lb /><lb />Some members of the staff have drifted in<lb />and out, but Jack Willis, Sue Bridgers (formerly<lb />Sue Hunsucker), Larry Blizard and Milton Crock-<lb />er have been with the REBEL as long as I have.<lb />They have been its mainstay. Next year some<lb />of them will remain and to them will be entrusted<lb />the reputation and quality of the REBEL.<lb /><lb />One newcomer this year, Frieda White, al-<lb />though primarily a member of the student news-<lb />paper staff, has done more to relieve the burdens<lb />of editing and rewriting than could rightfully<lb />be expected of anyone.<lb /><lb />To these people, and to the others who have<lb />advised, assisted, or simply listened at the right<lb />time, I would like to dedicate my efforts with the<lb />REBEL in the last years.<lb /><lb />JuNius D. GRIMES III<lb /><lb />MEMBERS OF<lb />THE REBEL<lb />STAFF WILL BE<lb />IN ATTENDANCE<lb /><lb />DURING SUMMER<lb />SCHOOL AND WILL<lb />BE COMPILING COPY<lb />FOR THE FALL, 1963<lb />ISSUE.<lb /><lb />THE REBEL<lb /></p>
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