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Spring 2021

REBEL

Art & Literary Magazine






Notes on

ESCAPISM

Escapism is the incredible ability to retract from the physical world and
indulge in things only the human mind can create. It is escaping from
a world we feel unfit for and finding peace in a world where we can be
whatever we want. Whether that be through books or writing or music,
the ability of our minds is so powerful that we can decide to be wherever
we feel whole. When reality becomes overwhelming or overstimulating
escapism is a therapeutic sense of blocking it out. Even for just a moment.

- Allison Todd, Magazine Staff

As a child, life could be overwhelming. Girls would snicker as I walked into
the room, acting as if I couldn't hear them. I didn't look like them, so they
didn't want to be near me.

But when you're young, you just want a friend. Someone to play with or
explore the new frontier of your imaginations.

I didn't have that - I only had my books.

I would escape to the worlds of Narnia and Hogwarts; sometimes, I didn't
even want to stop reading because I didn't want to go back to reality. I didn't
want to go back to the world where I was all alone - a world where I didn't
have a partner in crime.

Escapism gave me a chance to have a little magic in my life during a
time where everything was gray. Even just for a moment, I was able to feel
something. Something real and genuine.

Without escapism, I would never have become who I am today. Allowing
myself to escape to other worlds gave me the chance to fight for what I
wanted, and deserved, in my real world.

- Reagan Blackburn, Magazine Staff






Letter From the Editor

This edition of REBEL serves as the first magazine put out by Pirate
Media 1 in 2021, following the catastrophe that was 2020. In the spirit
of the new year, I would like to invite you all to view the work within this
publication as a summary of the beauty that can come out of the worst
circumstances, as well as a jumping off point for a better future.

I spent most of last year feeling like I was not contributing anything to the
world; there's only so much you can do locked inside. But like many people, I
found myself turning to art when there was nowhere to go. I watched every
show I've ever had my eyes on, spent days mesmerized by video games,
purchased stacks of comics - but most importantly - I created. I drew and
carved and molded and designed. I walked out of 2020 with a new portfolio,
despite feeling sure that I had wasted all of my time. Even in a year that felt
like a blur, I can remember every moment I spent with an art piece. That's
because in those moments, I was somewhere else
building a world of my own creation. Art was
and has always been my greatest escape. I
believe many of our contributors would feel
the same way.

I hope that as you go through this
publication, viewing the exceptional work
of ECU students and alumni, you can deeply
immerse yourself into the narratives put forth.
Take a breath. Then come back refreshed and
ready to face what lies ahead.

Sincerely,

Editor-in-Chief, Rose Bogue.






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7

8

12

10

9

Have They
Taken
Over You
Too

Aliyah
Bonnette

REM

Kaleah
Braswell

Steel
Tridacna

Julienne
Beblo

Sweet
Angel

Maelamin
Mae

You Are
Not Alone

Amira Ali

Breath of
Fairies

Maelamin
Mae

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19

13

15

20

14

Sugary
Sea

Lauren
DelBrocco

Observation
Clock

Ronan
Carver

360

Julienne
Beblo

Presence

Kimberly
Cusack

Coffee

Gracie
Medcalfe

The White
Gate

Jonathan
Vick

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21

22

26

25

23

Rejuvenate

LA Baker

Decadent
to the Evil
Eye

Lyric Lee

What
We do to
Please
Others

Amber
Baggette

Veins

Ashton
Burgess

Daydream
Simulation

Imari
Smith

An Angel's
Judgement

Tiana
Robinson

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27

Through The Window

Morgan Zichettella

St Ivory

Kimberly Cusack

Table of






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Visage

Chase Allen

Untitled

Olivia
Gravenese

Magical
Garden

Chelsea
Pritchard

Garden of
Eden

Trenton
Jones

Fried
Sunny
Side Up

Gracie
Medcalfe

Untitled

Katie Lee

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37

42

44

40

43

Is This my
Body

Ishara
Mathews

One with
Nature

Amber
Baggette

Common
Plant
Families

Adam
Berman

Orpheus's
Entrance

Joseph
Tyler
Williams

Blues For
2020

David
Cicerone

Last Year

Jeremiah
Steven

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47

48

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Apollo
Decapitating
the Cyclops

Anthony
Naimo

Bird of Prey

Edwin
Averette

Memoria

Robert
Miranda

Not Your
Angel
Anymore

Aliyah
Bonnette

Haint Vs
Self Vs
Justice

Aliyah
Bonnette

REBEL
Theater

52

This is Amurica

Imani McCray






Breath and Fairies

Maelamin Mae

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Illustration






You Are Not

alonealone

You are not alone

You may see happy people around you

But for sure you will see sad people too

Life is where you face a lot of struggles

But with each struggle,

You will learn how to juggle

Stay strong through your pain

Stay strong, I am saying it again

Anyone can easily run away

But they may lose the right way

Facing the problem is what makes you strong

And that's where you really belong

When you feel that your life is behind

You will find good people by your side

You are not alone

Amira Ali

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Sweet Angel

Maelamin Mae

Illustration

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Falling abysmally

As my eyes begin to flutter

Even in my illusions

Your presence

Causes my soul's voice to stutter

It is real

Or just a state of

Fluctuating still

When your aura departs

I count the ticks until.

I see you again

In another life, another phase

Time is unkind

As I wait

For you to stay

Ageless love is immortal

At times, it doesn't remain

90 minutes until I discover you

Awaiting restlessly in

My REM Stage

REM

Kaleah Braswell

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TRIDACNA

10






Julienne Beblo

Ceramic

Ceramics is the ultimate combination of science and creativity.
I relish juxtaposing the precision and interactions found in
science with the organic forms and uncertainty associated
with ceramics. The natural world, particularly within the ocean,
is multidimensional and dynamic. Ceramics lends itself to the
replication and portrayal of marine environments, organisms
and interactions.

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Have They Taken Over You Too

Aaliyah Bonnette

Painting






Coffee

Gracie
Medcalfe

Drawing






The White Gate

Jonathan Vick

In the middle of the clearing, where the wood meets the dying
grass, there is a gate. A white, picket fence gate that prides its
stature amongst the trees. I do not know what lies in the wood that
rests behind it, but I have never worked up the courage to peek, as
if whatever lay behind it was not meant for my prying eyes. Each
day I would wake up and feel the gate calling to me, as if within me
it imprinted a curiosity whose thirst was so strong that it could only
be satisfied by walking a few steps closer each day, attempting to
decipher what I couldn't see behind it. One day, however, curiosity
seemed too enticing to withhold.

That morning started the way it always had, with me waking up,
imagining the gate at the edge of the clearing, ignoring it to get
dressed and light the logs for the fireplace, and relaxing before
opening the door to the bitter cold. Once the door had opened
and the clearing presented itself to me, vacant and frozen in the
same skin it had always been in, I directed my gaze to the start of
the wood, where the prideful and gleaming gate was calling to me
again, reminding me, as always, of the curiosity that haunted my
every moment. The gate seemed closer than ever, yet I was not
close enough to open it. But maybe if I was just a little closer to it, I
thought.

I walked slowly through the clearing, keeping my eyes focused on
the gate as I pressed forward. I wondered what was beyond it, what
it would lead me to. Maybe nothing lay beyond the imposing object.
Maybe all there will ever be is a house, a clearing, and a line of wood.

Fifty steps later and I had reached the berating gate. I had been
in front of it only once before; the first time I ever rested innocent
eyes upon it, which was also the first memory I could actively recall,
but even then I couldn't force my way through it, as if my instincts
scolded the gate, which in turn seemed to mock me for my cowardice.
To this day, it still stood pearly white, without a hint of wear from the
environment that surrounded it. It remained pure and untouched by
human hands, the weather, and whatever lay beyond it. My curiosity
reached for the forbidden fruit. and pulled it from its latch.

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The gate opened to unveil a pathway of the same size and shape
as the object that guarded it, which carved itself into the wood and
presented itself as one long corridor made entirely out of devilishly
tangling branches and beautifully rooted trunks. The pathway
seemed both sinister and entrancing all at once and I had gone too
far to turn around.

"One.two.three...," a voice said, counting instead of stating.
Seemingly coming from a light at the end of the path.

"Four.five.six.," I walked closer to the voice.

"Seven.eight.," I was close enough to see shapes coming from
a white light that looked like it was literally mounted to the wood.

"Nine.ten.ready or not, here I come!"

The light in front of me contorted and a moving picture presented
itself to me. Kids, two of them, were hiding behind trees, waiting for
their father, who had just removed his hands from his eyes to come
find them. I was entranced and confused by the images before me,
wondering how and what I could be seeing. There was the wood
and a house like I have, but the patch of grass was not big, and there
was life to it. It was green and sharp- filled with life, it was beautiful.

"I found you!" the father yelled as he peeped his head around the
tree and found his child, a girl, giggling and failing to keep still. It
seemed to me that she was not very good at the game, but her dad
was not mad. He was laughing.

"Want me to tell you where Veronica is?" the little girl asked. Her
dad smiled at her and shook his head no.

"We have to be quiet, so she won't hear us, that way I can surprise
her. Now go run up to the porch and wait, that way she doesn't think
you spoiled her hiding spot!" The dad immediately crouched down
and started walking to the other side of the grass, where his other
child remained hidden behind a tree, nervously giggling like her
sister. He could tell where she was and slowly walked behind the
tree and scared her as well.

"Daddy, I swear if Beth told you where I was!"

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"No, no. She didn't. I could just hear you giggling a mile away. We're going to need
to work on your hiding skills!"

"Why my hiding skills? I heard you tell Beth to go to the porch. She was the first
one you found. I think she needs to work on her hiding skills too!"

"Well baby, if she does that, she'll start winning hide and seek! Don't you want to
keep winning?" The father grinned at his daughter and waited to see if she would
say anything before he continued. "How about this, I know some great hiding
spots beyond the gate. Do you want me to show you a few?"

Veronica thought about it for a moment and smiled at her dad.

"Okay, well let's get to it! Looks like your sister has already gone inside, how
about we go ahead and go look at those hiding spots before she comes back out
and finds them too?"

"Let's do it!" she replied. Veronica took her dad's hand as he led her to the edge
of the grass and through the white gate. I watched as they walked out of my sight
and vanished from the moving picture. I wanted them to come back, for me to
continue watching them. I had never seen anyone else; it had only ever been me,
the clearing, the wood, and the house.

Later that night I continued to think about what I saw beyond the gate and
wondered if the picture would be there the next day. Or if I would see something

Sugary Sea

Lauren DelBrocco

Metal Design

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new. I went to bed wondering if there were many gates, many moving pictures,
other people even. Maybe someone, somewhere, is looking at me through the
moving pictures?

The next day I woke up, got dressed, made a fire, and took off into the clearing,
heading for the gate. I was not scared anymore, and the devilish branches that
made up the ceiling of the path did not seem as frightening as before. My pulse
quickened when I heard voices coming from the end of the path, so I hurried
towards them and felt elated and relieved when the light presented itself before
me and turned into a moving picture.

It was the same as before, but the scenery was different. The father and one of
his daughters, who I recognized as Beth, were sitting by a fireplace in their house.
They were playing with objects on the ground
that looked like miniature people. The dad was
undressing one of the miniatures and putting on
new items of clothing for them as the daughter
placed several of her miniatures inside a pink
toy that dragged against the carpet and moved
with the push of her hand.

A woman walked into the picture
carrying Veronica on her hip before she sat her
down on the floor beside her sister. I assumed it
was Veronica and Beth's mom.

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360

Julienne Beblo

Ceramic






Presence

Kimberly Cusack

Mixed Medium

Often, we find ourselves disassociating from the real world. When we
spend time with friends and family it is easy to become wrapped up
in our own thoughts instead of living in the moment. While having times
of escapism and introspection is healthy, becoming trapped in our minds
creates a disconnect between us and the people we love. Presence is a
visual representation of this separation. A single face floats alone in the sky
illuminated by radiating golden beams resembling the sun. Although the
face is the centerpiece of the painting, it is distraught by its isolation. As the
face becomes more self-absorbed in its emotions the further it rises into the
sky eventually detaching from genuine connection completely.






Observation

Ronan Carver

Painting

20






What We do to Please Others

Amber Baggette

Printmaking

21






DECADENT to the Evil Eye

Lyric Lee

Photography






Veins

Ashton Burgess

Sculpture






An Angel's Judgement

ILLUSTRATION

TIANA ROBINSON






REJUVENATE

LA BAKER

VIEW
THIS
WAY

26

ILLUSTRATION






Through
the
window

VIEW
THIS
WAY

MORGAN ZICHETTELLA

PHOTOGRAPHY

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ST.
IVORY

Kimberly Cusack






GA

RD

EN

OF

EDEN

TRENTON

JONES

PAINTING

GARDEN OF EDEN






Fried Sunny Side Up

DRAWING






TITILE

ARTIST

VISAGE

DRAWING

CHASE ALLEN

CATEGORY






UNTITLED

As a mixed-media artist, I am
influenced by a broad and
diverse range of sources; from
history to pop culture, social media,
music and film. My art consists of
painting, drawing and collage work
that I incorporate into provocative
images addressing the female psyche.
I subvert taboos on sexuality, the
nymph-like qualities of women and
turn them into statements on modern
feminism.

OLIVIA GRAVENESE

MIXED MEDIA






it is a process of control and letting
go of it. I often begin with a singular
found image from the internet or
printed material, a piece of music or
a clip from a film.

However, my experimental approach
allows for the work to develop
in multiple different conceptual
directions.

I've come to realize the value in
surprising even myself with the
work that I make. If I can envision a
work at the beginning, it might not
be worth making.

Through my work, I express social
issues regarding feminism. By
using different mediums, I copy,
paste and rewrite history on my
own terms. My style of work tends
to convey playful and satirical
messages on the subject of
current feminist issues. I want
to raise awareness about the
censorship of women throughout
history, and by doing this, I'm able
to gain a reaction from viewers
and make them consider why
some images might nowadays still
create shock value.

"WHEN I'M IN MY STUDIO, MY MIND WORKS
IN A WHIRLWIND. MY PROCESS INVOLVES
CUTTING AND PASTING PAPER, ORDERING
AND DISORDERING;"






Chelsea Pritchard - Illustration - Magical Garden






Adam Berman

Photo-lithographic Print - Aster Farms






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Adam Berman - Photo-lithographic Print - Mint Farm






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Adam Berman - Photo-lithographic Print - Pea Farm






WALKING THE COLD BEACHES OF MARCH

WADING IN KNEEISH DEPTH

WINTER WAVES LAPPING

HEADLONG

ONCE

BLOOD SPRINTING THROUGH THE TRAILS OF MIND

TWICE

SLUGGISHLY NUMB SINEW CONSTRICTING BREATH

FLOATING

FEELING

EVERYTHING THAT WANTED TO BE

SENSING

EVERYTHING THAT WANTED TO FEELEVERYTHING THAT WANTED TO FEEL

ALL OF LIFEALL OF LIFE

DRIFTING FURTHER FROM OBLIVION DRIFTING FURTHER FROM OBLIVION

DRAUGHTING DEEPLY THE SALT OF YOUTHDRAUGHTING DEEPLY THE SALT OF YOUTH

SALINITY IN LIFESALINITY IN LIFE

SWEAT OF THE EARTHSWEAT OF THE EARTH

BLOOD OF THE ANCIENTS BLOOD OF THE ANCIENTS

LUNGSLUNGS

UNWILLING TO COOPERATE UNWILLING TO COOPERATE

AFTER SEVENTY-FIVE MILES OF HILLSAFTER SEVENTY-FIVE MILES OF HILLS

NEW YEAR'S DAYNEW YEAR'S DAY

AN EKGAN EKG

TWO WHEELCHAIR RIDESTWO WHEELCHAIR RIDES

AN IVAN IV

SOME MEDICINE TO COUNTERACT ANOTHER MEDICINESOME MEDICINE TO COUNTERACT ANOTHER MEDICINE

THE SALINE WASN'T AS SALTYTHE SALINE WASN'T AS SALTY

AS THE ARMS OF THE SEAAS THE ARMS OF THE SEA

BUT LIFE JUST AS WELL

THE SANDS OF THE FUTURE EXIST WITHIN THE BLUFFS OF THE PAST

WHERE THE WAVES BREAK AND RECEDE INTO ETERNAL OSCILLATION

LEAVING FRESH FOAM TO REFLECT THE FULLNESS OF THE MOONLIGHT

THE PERPETUAL EXCHANGE OF TIME

WHERE THE NEW YEAR IS BORN

OMNI AETERNITATE FLUENS

JEREMIAH TECCA

POEM

Last Year

PHOTO
BY
GIANMARCO
CONCEPCI�N
ON
UNSPLASH

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Blues For 2020

DAVID CICERONE

DRAWING

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I feel as though this is not my body

I look in the mirror and see a body

I poke my stomach and feel my skin

I pull my lips and show my teeth

I lick my teeth and feel the bone underneath

I feel as though this is not my body

I look in the mirror and stare at my eyes

I stare 100 yards to see a glimpse of life

I never see it, there must be no life

I only have a system that keeps me alive

A heart, lungs, and anything else that resides

I take care of this body until it dies

Since the body has no life

Poetry - Ishara Mathews






Amber Baggette - Painting "One With Nature "

Amber Baggette - Printmaking - One With Nature






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Joseph Tyler Williams - Photography - Orpheus's Entrance






Memoria

The morning rain and summer afternoons,

The endless fields and white night moon,

Chilling nights and cool days,

As time passes I can feel the waning haze,

The truth bares its teeth and growls its
discontent,

Her hairs stand on end as it projects lament,

The jagged marks bare her old memory,

Her red eyes remind me of the old world

so temporary,

Our nostalgia of listening to music and playing
games,

Peoples' old listless thoughts of summers rains,

Close your eyes and see if you recall,

The memories of last summer before it

turned to fall.

45

Robert Miranda - Poetry






Bird of Prey

Edwin Averette Photography






Apollo Decapitating the Cyclops

Anthony Naimo Photo Manipulation






Aliyah
Bonnette

aliyahbonnette.com

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Textile - Not Your Angel Anymore






I paint people who look like me, Brown and Black people,
because we have been erased and silenced in the art world.
As a Black woman working and creating in predominantly
white institutions, I inescapably contribute to more diversity into
said institutions. My art is my activism. Using art as a platform
to speak on Black culture, history and the way society treats
African Americans as a whole, is a way for me to process my
generational trauma and to educate others.

Being a Black woman in America is a complex experience that
I am beginning to explore within my work. The intersectionality
of my personal experiences (being Black, femininity and
sexuality) are inextricable from my work and is always a part of
the conversation. The stereotypes and history of Black women
in America is of particular interest. The figures within my work are
real women living in comfortable environments that allow them
to be themselves and reveal their true nature.

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Textile - Haint Vs Self Vs Justice Both






Graphic Design.

In the Fourth Year
Edwin Averette III

REBEL
Theater

Moon River Visual
Ishara Alexis

Short Film. pianist haunted by a painful

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Vampires Don't Sparkle
Steven Taylor

Webseries. Vampires, hunters, and
doctors scramble to get the upper
hand.

To Watch

Scan Here

Short Film/Animation. A young
woman lives with an overactive
imagination.

This House Has Things
Hannah Avey

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Notes on

ESCAPISM p2

This is Amurica

January 6th, 2021 Washington DC was swarmed by privileged escapist
as they marched on the Capital, inflamed by the (former) President of
the United States and a barrage of lies about election fraud. Individuals
proudly carrying racist and hateful symbols appropriated a form of protest
often utilized by marginalized, at-risk and oppressed minorities. Like most
forms of appropriation, this mob picked and chose information and tactics
most beneficial for them to implore out of context. They chanted "Stop the
Steal", while waving confederate flags and clapping on the one and three.
Yet, instead of a peaceful protest protected by the First Amendment, they
felt entitled to break barriers and ransack the very symbol of democracy
in America-the United States Capitol-destroying property, threatening
leaders and taking lives in the process. (All while taking selfies and boasting
about their exploits on social media.)

es�cap�ism

noun verb

1. the tendency to seek distraction and relief from
unpleasant realities, especially by seeking

entertainment or engaging in fantasy.

- Imani McCray, Production Staff






Copyright

Copyright 2021 REBEL Arts and Literary magazine and Student Media Board
of East Carolina University. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may
be produced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form electronic,
mechanic, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without the permission of
East Carolina University Pirate Media 1.

Pirate Media 1 Student Staff

Magazine General Manager: Zo� Lukas

Production Manager & REBEL Editor-in-Chief: Rose Bogue

Assistant Production Manager: Celeste O'Brien

Multimedia Editor: Summer Tonizzo

Copy Chief: Jennifer Flippin

Designers: Frank Liu, Imani McCray

Writers: Allison Todd, Catherine Johnson, Reagan Blackburn

Pirate Media 1 Professional Staff

Interim Director: Cherie Speller

REBEL Adviser: Terrence Dove

Production Adviser: Annah Howell

Advertising & Marketing Adviser: Tim Davis

REBEL is published once a year by East Carolina University students at the
Pirate Media 1 Office, Mendenhall 113, Mail Stop 406, 1000 E 5th St, Greenville,
NC 27858-4353.

Opinions expressed herein are those of the student contributors and DO NOT
reflect those of the faculty, staff, administration of ECU, Student Media Board
nor the University of North Carolina System.






Thank You

To our contributors:

Thank you for choosing Rebel to display your work and allowing us all to
appreciate the talent you hold. You are the backbone of this publication.
During a time of monotony and darkness, your words and your art bring life
and beauty into the lives of so many. We urge you to continue to share your
work with us and to continue to use your voice for the good of others.

To Terrence Dove:

Thank you for your guidance and wisdom during the production of this
magazine. You inspire us to always create meaningful and impactful
publications and for that we are immensely thankful.

To Annah Howell:

Thank you for sharing your wisdom in design and urging us to always think outside
of the box. Your passion to create is contagious and your words are inspiring.

To Cherie Speller:

Thank you for the gracious direction that you always portray towards Pirate
Media 1 staff members. We are extremely grateful for your skill in newswriting
and that we get to learn those skills from you.

To Staff & Pirate Media 1:

Thank you for giving us a platform to express our passion for all forms of media. As
staff members we are extremely thankful for this community and the shared love
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